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JULY 14, 2008 @ 02:40 PM | 23 COMMENTS

Well its been quite busy for me lately. I've been trying to keep updating but it's been crazy lately. Saturday was a blast. I met up with ScottSmallin at Bedrock Bar in Baltimore. The Owner Sam was completely awesome and let us have the place from 1 til 5 something. I got to see Suri shoot a new set which will be awesome when it goes up. Sassie and her hubby Croft are so completely adorable. They make me sick with how cute they are. I also got to see one of my favorite people in the world....Acacia. Be jealous!!! I got to see those three almost all day! I also got to meet the beautiful Perry. She is so cute and does a great job with makeup!!
So I shot a new set on saturday too....no more black hair and an extra person in the mix. The set was hilarious to shoot and I realized I do better naked than with clothes on smile ! My poor boyfriend got his knee beaten up while this shoot was going. He was such a good sport. Around 8, we headed to my party and got everything set up. Some of the things didn't go the way I planned but it all worked out pretty good. We were supposed to had a DJ but instead had some whacky band. Ember couldn't make it down but it all worked out because I made Sassie get on the mic.She's so awesome and did an awesome metal happy birthday! ss3_gokoux also came down to see me which was pretty awesome. I haven't seen him since the beginning of may. He got drunk with us! Lazerninjamade his first appearance at an SG night. I was so proud of him!MetalBeard also came up to see me, along with KD0083. I didn't get to see too much of Adelayde or some of the other people who came out but I thought it worked out pretty well.

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Dierdre, Me,Suri,Acacia and Sassie


ScottSmallin and Me!

See even pirates love Suicide Girls

We love our pasties!

Everyone loves boobies

The cutest couple... Sassie and Croft

These girls on the right kept asking for more and more pictures.

Me and Acacia, My future wife!!

I was trying to get my score higher from earlier!

At least I got one hard...don't try to understand this comment.

Me and Dierdre...she is too cute for words!

One of our contest winners who was out celebrating her birthday

Another one of our contest winners...Tanya!

I got a little Sassie before the night was over,hahaha!

My future hubby and my future wife talking about me...

love love love The Best sandwich made ever! love love love


I think my next event...I found a new location for so keep your eyes peeled!!
These are the sets I love and I think you should check out.
Apple-Bad Babysitter
Andi-Washed Away
Sassy-Classy
Seizure-Mirror Mirror
Leandra-pink punk
Silencia-Sleeping with Ghosts
Vivid-Blinding Tiles
Lexie-Text sex
Drave-Spooky
I would really love to see these go up!!! Also I would love to see Acacia's set from back in January go up!

JUNE 27, 2008 @ 06:28 PM | 57 COMMENTS

Look whats coming soon.....
I'm cohosting with another beauty....Ember

July 12th at
Coakley's Pub
406 Saint John Street
Havre De Grace, MD 21078
I really hope to see everyone there and if you see me, be sure to say hi. There is no way you will miss me.
ScottSmallin is coming up which Im so excited to meet him!
I get to see this pretty lady soon too so yay!!!

So onto stuff thats been going on.....

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Justin and I went to Ocean city. We had left that sunday to go to the beach and halfway down, we realized he forgot his wallet. We had to turn around to get his wallet then head back down.Overall we had a blast!!! It was too cold to really get into the water but it was still nice. The only bad thing is I look very young for my age which gives me a lot of problems when I get alcohol. Oh yeah and it was senior week when we went down so we laughed at the under age kids that got their fake IDs taken. I drank too much Sailor Jerry while I was down there and poor Justin....he got the worst of that. We had found two little hermit crabs on the beach and adopted them briefly but didnt have a big enough container for them so they didn't last too long frown .
I went back to work and then went to Karma's big SG party which I love seeing her. I got to see Suri, Andi but I missed a few while I was there. We all got these cool glowing pink cups for this vodka called p.i.n.k.. The only suck thing about it was I had to work the next day. Last saturday, Justin and I took the kids(No, they are not mine tongue)to the zoo and the rainforest cafe. Talk shit all you want but I love the rainforest cafe and if you ever get a chance, go there! It was soooo hot at the zoo but Im glad it didnt rain. I'll be honest, I was so nervous to meet his kids that for a little over a week I didn't hardly sleep and didn't eat too well. They are so adorable though and really good kids! I really hope to spoil them biggrin . Oh yeah and I indulged in some yummy maryland blue crabs! They were fucking great. Thats whats been new in my life, just been extremely busy.


So whats been new with everyone?
Did you see some of the awesome sets that haven't made it to the main page but are damn awesome?
Apple-Bad Babysitter
Andi-Washed Away
Sassy-Classy
Seizure-Mirror Mirror
Leandra-pink punk
Silencia-Sleeping with Ghosts
Vivid-Blinding Tiles
I really would love to see these go on the front page soon!!!
Well I hope to see you all in 2 weeks at Coakleys. If you need directions, PM me. My friends call me the human map for a reason.Enjoy your 4th, I'll be at the carnival.

MAY 31, 2008 @ 05:17 PM | 31 COMMENTS

So a certain few people have told me I needed to start updating my blogs at little more so I'm going to try. Right now I'm at Justin's house getting ready to go to the beach. I love going to Ocean City(the one in MD) because I get to ride the carnival rides and all the junk food. Yes, Im a bad eater but I can't help it. I tried health food before and it makes me get sick. So on the menu right now is Funnel cakes, Hot dogs, Booze(Well I do that at home too), seafood(tons of buffets and phillips restaurants), pizza, boardwalk fries, and cotton candy. I'll probably eat more than that but that's mainly what my stomach is growling for.

I really need a vacation anyways from work, family,some of my friends, and the problems that have been going on. Wow, thats hilarious. Im watching these poor crickets try to escape from being eaten by the lizard. Earlier the one of 3 cats kept coming in and he's not supposed to but he's just so cute that I really don't want to shut the door. I'm going to kidnap him!!! The next blog Im going to put some pictures of him up and the lizard.

I really haven't been back to the beach in 3 years which is rather odd especially since this time Im over the drinking age. Hahahaha, look out bars especially since I don't have to worry about waking anyone up and getting home. I'm also looking forward to Hardees! We used to have a lot up here but not anymore so anytime I go to Tennessee to see family or to the beach, thats what I gain weight from. I'm just not looking forward to the sun. Please don't get me wrong, I like the sun and warmth. It just doesn't like me. Since Im a natural redhead with a fair complexion, I tend to look like a lobster if I don't keep myself smothered in sunblock. People that tan easily, I envy you!
Well my gummi bears, I need to go so I can get food since Im hungry. Have a great week and I'll see you when I get back!!!
ARRR!!!
MAY 15, 2008 @ 05:07 PM | 14 COMMENTS

MAY 1, 2008 @ 10:34 AM | 14 COMMENTS

I know Im kinda late updating on things but better late than never smile. Before I even start talking about the tattoo convention. Ember and I have been doing some planning of our own and guess whats coming soon....

I hope to see all of you there and if you are an SG, message me or Ember. There'll be dancing, prizes, and a few other little mysteries! Oh yeah its not just for the girls so I expect to see at least a few of you guys!

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As for past events, I went up to philly for the the tattoo convention hoping to get some more work done but I didnt feel like going into work hurting from going to get another tattoo. I did get to hang out with Justin all weekend which made everything great. We stayed at the Courtyard by the Marriott and the view from our hotel room was gorgeous.
Here's the view from our room during the day

Night View:

It was nice being right down the street from everything. We met up with Ember a little after we got in which she bought me a cute little string doll named Beelzebub. Well we went drinking and wanted to do karoake but it was fucking hour wait so we just went back to the hotel. I think my only complaint about the hotel was their pool was only 3 ft deep. I'm 5'2" so I had no problems with it being only so deep. Justin is 6'2" so he kept hitting his knee on the bottom. I felt kinda bad but thats what he gets for being a lot bigger than me smile . We went for sushi the next day, went to LOVE Park.

Before we went for sushi, we seen this march going on. It was rather interesting because I had never seen anything like that before.

Later we met back up with Ember and went to the Philly Tattoo Convention. Well I didnt get to see everyone I wanted to see but I still got to meet Tanky who is so adorable and the lovely Meow. She's even more beautiful in person. Plus I seen Karma!!!! I always love seeing her.

I think everytime I go up to philly, I always make a point to go to the same diner. Their food is sooooo good plus they serve beer! Well heres the rest of the pictures from that weekend!

Ember and I on south street



I know this has been in here before but I just love looking at it!



Well I gotta go get ready to pick up my sister. Have a great week!

APRIL 9, 2008 @ 09:04 PM | 14 COMMENTS

Well I figured it's about time for an update.

The past couple of weeks have been a little hectic. My grandfather was really in bad shape. For a little bit in there, we weren't too sure if he was going to make it so it really made things hard for me. My grandfather is my life support. He's been there for me when no one else was. He has a huge heart and gets taken advantage of a lot so it really hurts me to see him going through so much. Well my mom and I convinced him to get a second opinion and he's doing a little bit better. As for the rest of the family, we have too much drama for Jerry Springer.

Onto less depressing stuff, JayBugg and I hung out a couple of weeks ago. He is really an awesome person to hang around with. We went out to a chinese buffet, laughed at eachother trying to pick seafood and ate too much. We got our fortune cookies which his said WORK HARDER!!! Well he left his fortune cookie sitting sooooo I kinda ate it. I'm sorry but if you leave your fortune cookies in front of me, it's allllll mine! After dinner, we watched Vantage point which I really didn't like. I can't sit through movies that seem repetitive so I ended up falling asleep in the theaters. Oh yeah and he gave me a cute pink and red octopus which I named Skolly Oxen Breath. He's become one of my closest friends and I know Im gonna be really sad when he leaves.
As for Justin....yes we are still together. I haven't really got too much time with him considering he has school 3 nights a week and we both work full time. I guess it gives us time to miss each other too. Things have been going really good with him and I think they are starting to get a little more serious between us. No, there are no wedding bells right now so dont ask smile smile! I don't think he's ready for that yet plus he traded me to Acaciafor an SG dvd. I think we'll get some good quality time together next weekend since we are going to the Philly Tattoo Convention(If you see me, say hi. I only look grumpy) and we'll be up there for the whole weekend. As for the whole kids thing I mentioned in my last blog, thank you for your awesome advice. You know I'm not even nervous about it anymore if that time ever comes. I realized today when I took my best friend's daughter and my little sister to Chuck E. Cheese's that I'm pretty good with kids because I act like a kid. I really just don't know if Justin is ready to introduce them to us but really I'm not going to press it. If he wants to do it, he will but if not, the world won't stop.
Speaking of kids, I uploaded some pictures from when I was younger that I figured you would find humorous...

See, I've always been in love with food!

Christmas when I was 2 years old!

I dragged this lollipop around everywhere for a couple of days until mom threw it away.

I thought i was the coolest kid ever!

Me at the Maryland Rennaisance Festival!

Since I can't have a dog right now, I settled for a stuffed one.
Well go out and enjoy the beautiful weather since I wont be able to soon.
FEBRUARY 25, 2008 @ 06:22 PM | 14 COMMENTS

Here lately I've been kinda lazy about posting another blog. Okay I havent been lazy...I've been busy like a little bee. So Im gonna start off with this so you can get in a good laugh.

My dad is a huge RPG geek. I had to be around this when I was little so thats why Im such a nerd. I took this just for him.
Well those of you that didnt go to Karmas party, you missed out!!! MetalBeard, Justin and I got up there a little early so we started a little early. I got to see Apple again....she's so cute and the best door person ever. I met Lexie,Monica, Heaven, Brooklyn, and a few others.

Karma and I

Dont eat my name tag!

Me and Justin after I lost my drink smile

Me Apple Brooklyn Monica

MetalBeard was supposed to be DD but I ended up driving hahaha!

I was laughing all night at this sign!

The night was fun and I went to a couple of other parties. Jaybugg and I went out to lunch last week which was rather fun. He went underwear shopping with me. Then Justin and I went up to philly to see my favorite person....Ember. We had some complications meeting up but after that, it was fun!

Isn't she so hott!!!!

I seen 5 of these cars in the garage!





I had to find my contact!

Aren't we so fucking cute!!!

Okay heres the boring stuff

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Me and Justin have been together for a while. I'm kinda scared about things with him. We've known eachother since I was 15 and oddly enough, I had a huge crush on him since then but he was off limits and I don't wreck homes. He's the first person I have ever dated with children. I'm not saying kids are bad but it was a scary subject for me. I know we are serious about eachother but Im kinda scared about meeting his kids. I'm not saying kids hate me but I dont know what his ex is putting in their heads. I dont want them thinking Im trying to take their moms place either. Its just a weird thing to think about. I guess it'll take me time to figure all of that out.

JANUARY 27, 2008 @ 11:46 AM | 14 COMMENTS

Do you ever just wonder if you are doing the right things? For quite some time, Ive wondered that. I dont necessarily think I've done a lot of bad stuff but I've put myself in some bad situations. I know I put some people in bad situations too and I know I can't take any of it back. Yesterday when I was at work, all I did was think about the past and try to plan for the future. Well after all of my thinking, my head started to hurt and I already had plans to go out with Justin. We went out for dinner and other things wink then went out with one of our friends.I really didnt think too much about it last night and so the odd thing was when I woke up this morning, I was really happy and as much as I think I have fucked things up, I really haven't. I just woke up feeling happy and content with things. I know it sounds odd but I know what I have to get done and I know exactly what I have to do.
I guess I really have to thank all of this mandatory OT we have had at work for this bit of inspiration.( When you go into a Rite Aid and pick up makeup, cologe,vitamins, or medicine, think of me cussing at the computer for not working right tongue ). I've been working there for almost 5 years and I really need to get out. A lot of my coworkers are happy being stuck in a warehouse but I hate it. I guess I never wanted to leave because I was stuck in a situation where I really needed my money but now since Im back home, I can afford to start looking as soon as school is done. I guess what Im trying to say is that I finally got my head on straight and Im happy with whats going on. Yeah work sucks but I always have my jokes that I can pull plus my destructive side.
Thanks for sitting through this if you did. If not, oh well. You didnt miss too much wink
JANUARY 8, 2008 @ 09:07 PM | 14 COMMENTS

For those of you that have been out of the loop, SG night was last night at the Greene Turtle. It took me, my friend Wanda, and Justin an hour to get there but it was so worth it. I met some great people and some people are really shy too... Cough Apple Cough. I was a little shy too considering I was tired from work and you never know what to expect from people.

Here's all of us that came out.

Karma and her cups

Karma,Me,Apple,Mnislahi, and Acacia

Me and Mnislahi

Apple gave us all sharpe apples.

I'm sorry that some of you couldnt make it out but there's other times too! Karma molested my ass and I can't say I didnt enjoy it kiss ! Suri was such a sweetheart and Drave..... she is fucking hott! Ryker and Dierdre....they make me excited for the tattoo convention.

I kinda felt bad though because my boyfriend didnt know anyone there but my friend that I brought with me. He was such a fucking good noodle(sorry was watching cartoons earlier) about the whole thing and I made it up to him today wink !
Oh yeah, I did steal some other peoples pictures too. Here's some pics I stole from JayBugg. He was such a sweetheart!

Don't ask me what Im looking at...I have no idea.

Aren't they all so hott?

What a pimp!

We all had to get a feel
JANUARY 3, 2008 @ 05:55 PM | 14 COMMENTS

Okay let me start off by saying thank you for the lovely birthday wishes! It made smile so damn big knowing that people like me tongue .It's been a while since I've updated my blog and here's my reason why....

I've been hanging around this handsome devil too much! It's always weird how things work out. At the beginning of december, I went out for the charm city monthly meet. It wasn't as crowded as I thought but still interesting. I watched KD0083 drink a little too much and just watched everyone.

Me and KD0083

Some of the cute charm city people!!!

Me and the new boyfriend!

I think the next weekend we went out for my birthday to Chili's(I couldn't take everyone where I wanted to go originally because not everyone likes sushi). KD0083, metalbeard, and Lazerninja all came plus people I work with.

Too many camera shy people!

We couldn't keep our eye out for the camera!

Look at my new hair color!!! I took me forever to get close my natural. SO what do you think?

We went out to the bars in the avenue and I got a boob cake!
Christmas was okay! New years was pretty cool! I got to hang out with the boyfriend and my friend Rob.

This is Rob! Isn't he a cutie pie? Well ladies, he's single!!!
I'll update more later! Have a great night!!!
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