Hey everyone!

Gosh it has been a long time hasn't it!

I'm doing well at home with the baby, settling into motherhood.
Have had a couple of health issues but nothing a few hundred visits to the hospital can't fix.

This is how I spend my mornings now:


I'm almost happy enough with my body to start shooting again - now I just have to find the time with a 3 month old growing baby!


Hope all is well in SG-land, let me know what you guys have been up to!

Hey guys,

So I have a small update to make....

On 20th January at 17:26 my little baby was born.
He was 11 days early, and weighed 8lb 5oz.




We had to stay in the hospital for 3 days as he had some difficulty breathing but it cleared up and he is doing very well now.

Glad to be home and settling in with baby and his daddy.

Not long to go now!!

I am now 35 weeks pregnant and very much looking forward to the end of this pregnancy.
I found out yesterday that I have gestational diabetes but because I'm this late into the pregnancy they're just going to monitor me and keep me on a strict diet.

Here's what my bulging bump looks like as of last week:



We now have everything we need for this baby, and in 2 weeks I'll be leaving work to start my maternity leave.
It's all getting a bit real ha.

Hey everyone,
so I thought I should probably give you a bit of an update....

I'm now 28 weeks, finally in my third trimester and feeling very heavy!



The baby has been healthy and growing nicely. I've been under investigation for my heart as there is something not quite right going on. Hopefully it's just that I've become anemic which is being fixed with iron tablets now.
The pain now is getting a lot worse, suffering from fibromyalgia during this time is definitely a struggle but I'm soldiering on and looking forward to meeting my baby boy.

I had a lovely holiday in Barcelona recently and, when we got back, took my boyfriend to meet my dad.
Was great to have a break away from everything and see some different scenery.


Anyway, not much else to update. I'm going to go get some rest now and lie in bed playing computer games

So we found out that we are expecting a little baby boy

I'm now 22 weeks and back to midwife care as my consultant has been happy with my progress. Everything is healthy with the baby and looks like he's developing well. He has definitely got a strong kick, keeping me awake at night or stopping me from eating! Very much looking forward to meeting him.

Hey everyone, just thought I'd give you a bit of an update on how the pregnancy is going.

I'm 15 weeks now and still really tired all the time but I think most of the nausea has gone.
I occasionally get a wave of it but I think that's in reaction to a smell or something.

I'm now at the point where I have a visible bump and all my mates have come to rubbing it daily like a lucky Buddha belly....



Got my consultants appointment tomorrow so hoping a lot of my anxieties can be squashed by him.

Say hello to Bumpington...



we are 12 weeks today and due on the 31st of January.

I am so excited that I've already bought and all-in-one outersuit for taking baby home from the hospital and going out and about.

Before anyone asks if we know the sex yet....we will be finding out in 8 weeks so watch this space

So I've not been around much.... I've had a rollercoaster of a year and it's still going.....

I have a new man in my life who has been looking after me very well. I ended up homeless when me lease finished at my old place so he let me live with him for a couple of months. I've now found a new flat and living with 2 guys that I get on with quite well. The flat is gorgeous and in a great location.

My health has been on a yoyo and I'm still not coping very well with the pain and unexpected bad days which recently meant I could hardly walk. Work are helping to support me but I need to get to a place where I can meet my contract hours - not only for work but for my sanity. The Mr did some research to understand what I go through with fibromyalgia and bought me some pain relief presents to see if they will help. Hopefully I can get to a place soon where I can cope. Part of this has involved me starting a tumblr blog:

http://kwaamfaifan.tumblr.com/

Follow it if you wana see the ups and downs of my daily life.I'll warn you now some of it will be quite negative but I will be posting the happy moments and cool quirky things I do too


Right now I need to just organise my debts and get them sorted then I can start looking at cheering myself up with a bit of retail therapy. I'm updating my wish list today so that when I can afford it I can just go through and buy all the things I want when I've had the time to think about them instead of going to town and blowing my money on impulse crap. Sounds clever right? Hope so :p

Anyways. Today is a good day, I'm not in too much pain and I'm getting a fry up for lunch cooked for me :p
Speak to you soon x

Today I'm in pain.....the good kind of pain.....the kind of pain that happens when you go over a mates house til 2 am and let them tattoo you

I am starting to think this is actually my favourite tattoo I have, what you guys think?




he's just started out but is very gentle


In other news, I'm looking for a new job and new house....not going entirely well at the moment though

That's all for now, need to tidy my room, find bepanthen and go to uni!