ok two weeks since i wrote...not much else has been goin on... heading to St Louis on weds morning but ill be back thursday night.... trying to work on some homework, but i cant seem to get into the groove so to speak, but it is due wednesday and i gotta get it done since im gonna be out of town and missing class.

sick and tired of the VA fuckin up my payments... i didnt serve in the military to get screwed over by the fuckin VA... what are they there for if all they can do is fuck up a vets benefits... its a good thing im re-enlisting next summer, provided everything goes ok with my mom... so unfortunately, i may have to archive myself sometime soon... dont get me wrong, I DO NOT WANT TO DO THAT, and i promise i will try my best to keep up with the modeling, so long as "my uncle" doesnt find out after i re-up...but be prepared for that at some point in time...

but other than that... just livin life one day at a time... so happy that my mom is getting home to relieve me of the stress ive had to deal with, ill be soo happy to get back to my own life... although i wouldnt trade the experiences ive had for the past 2 years for anything, they have made me stronger and see things in a different light. i definately WOULD NOT want to relive them, but i wouldnt trade them at all.

well i guess thats about it, i gotta try and get started on this damn homework so i dont have to worry about it...

xoxo