Thank you so much to everyone who commented on my set, and to staff for putting me on the front page today! It's been a long time....I am really pleased with this set and am thrilled at the reception it has had. It means a lot to me to be a part of SG, and I am so happy that Brooklyn and I are being recognized.
I kept it a secret that my set was going up so that all of you woud be surprised ...but I did a happy dance across my livingroom when I found out the other day!
Thank you everyone, really. It is a big deal to me, and I feel lucky that SG members are so awesome and supportive.

Note to self--do not sleep in eye makeup!!! I usually take stellar care of my skin before bed, but last night I fell out on the couch with smokey black eyeshadow, liner, etc. on my eyes...woke up today with red, itchy and irritated "eyes". (They no longer qualify as actual eyes, lol.) Where is Ben Stein with my eye drops?
So how was your weekend everyone?
I had a delicious burger, went to a friend's party at a place in town that also hosts local punk/hardcore bands and hung out with friends I have not seen since high school...some of them did not recognize me. I used to look like Daria crossed with Jeanine Garoffolo--short bobbed hair, glasses, dark lipstick, etc...and if you don't know who either of them are, than you are probably way younger than me. The only thing that has not changed is that I am super short (5'1"), and have a very nasal voice. Think Kathy Griffin. I think for my next blog, I am going to post some old pictures! I need to scan them onto the computer first.
My tattoo is still itchy after almost two weeks. WTF? It looks great and healed really nicely, but the itching is annoying. My next piece, which I am already planning, will hopefully be a cover up of the large sleeve-y thing on my left arm. There are several things about it that I don't like. When I had the background colors added, I showed the artist a picture of one of Rigel's tattoos, and said I wanted a pattern-type background similar to that. I also expressed that I wanted the small flame on one of the leaves covered. Needless to say I did not get what I asked for. I'm not sure how much can even be covered or fixed. I don't hate it, so if it isn't possible, I will live.
Thank you to everyone for your continued love here on the site. I am thrilled with the response to my latest set...it's been a long time since I've hit the FP and I am seriously excited and crossing my fingers with this set because it is doing so good! You are all so sweet and I want you to know I read all of your messages and comments--sometimes I can't respond to all of them, but know I am happy to receive them! I love being a part of SG and think that it is amazing how the community has thrived here for so long, and evolved into something so huge. It's an honor to be a part of that. You all make it what it is!

Check out my latest creation with Brooklyn...I hope you enjoy it! All By Myself. I was not technically all by myself here, but we were pretty alone upstairs in the room that Perry slept in that weekend...which I dubbed the creepy quaker farm room. I love it!
One of my favorite pictures in the set:

What's yours?

Yay!!! My set is up, and I am so excited to see all of your comments--they really do make me super happy! I had a very long work day, followed by a strenuous workout at the gym, which left me pretty exhausted. I came home, fed my pet iguana, cooked up something for dinner and plopped down to see how the set was doing--and I just smiled from ear to ear! You guys are so sweet...know that I thank each of you sincerely.
Hopeful Liya's set also went up today, which was cool because we shot our sets at the same location, over a really fun weekend upstate with lots of pretty SG ladies, food, wine and fun. Give a huge round of applause to Brooklyn for shooting my set, organizing that awesome trip and doing all of it while recovering from walking pneumonia!

If you haven't checked it out yet, here is the link.

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Thanks darlings!

xoxoxo,
Fabrizia

I just realized that my set moved up in the queue and will be in member review on January 26th! Brooklyn shot this set while we were at our super fun filled upstate NY getaway weekend a few months ago. You can go back and read about it a few blogs ago if you like... We had a blast and I really think it shows in all of the sets that came out of that weekend. I'm really excited about this one because I think it's the best thing I've shot, and I'm happy that Brooklyn did such a great job producing this. I love the girls here and am so lucky to be a part of SG..... Here's a little sample of the set coming up. I tried to post a different pic but it only showed up halfway because of the size. I'm really stoked about it!

You'll be able to check out the whole thing in just five days!

xoxo

My new tattoo! I am so happy! I got it done today in just under four hours. It is so satisfying to have it done in one sitting. Red Rocket, NYC. Kyle Sajban:






My next blog will also feature pictures...from my upcoming set scheduled to go into MR on 2/2/12! Stay tuned for some sexy preview pics!
xoxoxo

Happy new year to everyone! I hope all of your holidays have been relaxing and fun. I had a really hectic December but Christmas was, for the first time, drama free, fun and personally fulfilling. I made Christmas dinner for my family as a gift and we decided that this year was a no gift year. Everyone was so thankful and raved about my cooking! I made a prime rib crusted with garlic and breadcrumbs (helps keep the moisture in!), homemade mac and cheese, a brownie cheesecake and some delicious veggies. I really do love cooking for people. I spent my NYE at home, under a blanket watching t.v. (I know..lame!) but I did get to go out and dress up the night before at a really cute 30's themed party in the city, with Brooklyn. There were so many fabulously retro people there! Lady--if you're reading this send me pics!

I'm taking a short break from school right now, and taking stock of my life. I'm at a stalemate at work. I'm actually very sad and depressed about this. I asked for a raise today, after being there for 10 years and making less than I should-and got told that there was no possibility because my company cannot afford to spend any money on increases. I was so sure that they would at least try. I said all of the right things, did not come off as aggressive, desparate or threatening, and the person I asked has a great relationship with me....so...yeah. I am looking elsewhere, which is scary after 10 years. I planned on leaving once school was done but I'm strongly considering leaving much earlier now. I need change. I need to move up in life. I feel like I've wasted so much time there....for it to come to this really saddens me. What's worse is that my bosses really like me but still can't come up with a few bucks to keep me there. I've given so much and now I feel like I'm being treated like I am just... expendable. I deserve more than this. I will come out stronger. always do. I feel a bit lost and frightened by all of this, but things happen for a reason. I really do belive that.

On another note...it's my birthday on Monday! Even though work made me cry today I will be enjoying some fun, some Mexican food tonight and definitely a few cocktails after today's events at work. I really need to celebrate life and focus on the good right now. I am also going to start my new tattoo and "fix" my sleeve. I am so excited!
New set coming......soon! Stay tuned for updates!

I love SG. I recently spent a much needed fun filled weekend with some really amazing people, in an absolutely beautiful house, having an absolutely fabulous time. Brooklyn shot a whole bunch of amazing sets, (stay tuned!) along with her sweet and talented sister, Suzanne. Also on hand were Machete, Chrysis, Perry and Lux. A Hopeful named Liya came up one day to shoot... and I think she will make a great SG! I am telling you, each of these ladies is so funny, witty, intelligent and lovely! I can't believe how awesome everyone was. We had such a great time--cooking, drinking wine, lounging on the heated bathroom floor (I want one!) while watching each other shoot sets, relaxing by the fireplace...(I want that too) but most of all, really enjoying each others company. The house was filled with laughter the entire weekend... good vibes and positivity all around. I shared a room with Chrysis, who kept me laughing all weekend. (In bed, giggling like assholes at porn titles on cable, etc..) We cooked so much yummy food and all ate together at dinner which was really nice for me. How often can you get a group of girls together, some who don't know one another, who all get along so well? It really amazes me! This is what I love the most about SG--being afforded the opportunity to meet and hang out with people like these girls. The sense of community and support among these girls was really an affirmation of everything that I love about being here. It also refutes the commonly held misbelief that girls are catty, jealous and bitchy to one another--none of that at all. Not a stitch. So to sum it up, that weekened reaffirmed and solidfied the reason why I love it here and one of the main reasons why I think this site is still going strong.. well, that and the epic boobies and butts, lol.
P.S. I am stealing everyone elses pics. Stay tuned!

Last weekend was really hard for me. My best friend, (more like my brother) passed away two years ago. He had starred in a few independent horror films along with a few other friends of mine. Last Saturday, there was a screening of his last film upstate at a movie theater. All of his closest friends went to see it...it was very difficult for us--especially when they showed a behind the scenes interview with him. It was too much for me to bear..seeing his face, hearing his laugh again and knowing I cannot reach him anymore was heartbreaking all over again. It was especially jarring being that this took place on a large movie screen. It hit me in the chest like a ton of bricks seeing him up there. It was the closest thing that I have to actually seeing him again. I had to leave the theatre at one point but I got through it with the help of our other friends who came. If you've ever lost someone close to you, than you understand how the pain never goes away...in fact it gets worse sometimes. The memory of someone starts to get fuzzy...foggy and you are scared you'll foreget so you try to hold on and that hurts even more. If any of you have a friend or loved one who is suffering from drug or alcohol addiction, please, do not hesistate to intervene. We all tried to do that several times with my friend but he kept going back. He died in the hospital a block away from my house and no one called me to tell me he was there.. I hadn't spoken to him in a month because I was fed up. I still feel guilty and wish I could go back. It's hard.

I had such a rough week. I bit off more than I can chew this semester with school and decided to take three acelerated 3 credit courses, which means that the pace is so quick you don't exactly have time to learn anything. As an English major, I am a little disappointed at how hard a time I'm having with the grammar course I'm taking. It's like algebra but with words....lol. I also have some fun plans this weekend, starting today (more to follow on that!), so I had to do all of my work for this week in four days! That incluced reading the entire play, "The Merchant of Venice" and summarizing it, writing a 1000 word analysis on another play, writing two poems (terza rima and villanelle), critiquing my classmates poems and all sorts of other good stuff--including a quiz in the aforementioned dreaded grammar class.

I had to get all of that out but always like to end on a positive note--going to spend a weekend having FUN and escaping schoolwork! The weather is uncharacteristically gorgeous for NY November and I am going to enjoy it. Thank you for all of your love on my latest set... I appreciate it and hope you will check it out if you have not already!
Link:I Love NY

I'm planning out my next few tattoos: First my rightforearm, then my left arm which needs to "fixed" and finished, then, I will work on my ribs. Yeah I know that these things don't usually go exactly as planned but it's a start. I relaly need to find another source of income to fund all of this work but where there's a will there's a way, right? I'm not telling you what I'm getting. It will have to be a surprise!
I start school again tommorrow. I really don't feel like it! I'd rather be trolling around this site looking at bewbs! I hope to be done with schooll, degree in hand by the end of this year. Some might say that I started out late in life but actually I really just kind of did things in reverse. So what? I do not believe that we have to live by any hard and fast rules about what timeline you have to follow in life and what age you need to get x x and y done by. It's all bullshit.. as you get older you realize that you don't become a completely different person at 21, 25, 30, etc. It's good to have a plan but don't expect life to work around those plans. Besides, it's more fun when things are unplanned sometimes. What are my plans for tonight? I'm going to sit on the couch and watch movies while eating ice cream under my blanket.
Sundays are good for being lazy.

My lounge lizard...


some shots taken by Brooklyn that we decided not to submit but I still love...






I read all of your set comments and greatly appreciate all of your feedback and lovely compliments. I thank all of you very much and am happy to have a set up that you enjoy!
Thank you darlings!
I Love New York.. check it out!

Halloween is coming! My favorite holiday. I love autumn but I feel like it is slowly disappearing. It seems like here in NY, we get hot or rainy and cold. Today it's the latter. There aren't even any pretty changing trees to look at yet. Fall puts me in a dark mood...and I like it. I still like goth even though it isn't "cool" anymore. Funny thing...when it was "cool" it still wasn't. I 've been having trouble sleeping lately. Well, actually it's been an issue for years. I get to sleep but it takes me an hour to stop the wheels from spinning. I lay there and review my life, dissect my problems, try to figure out what I need to do to improve things...it's a vicious cycle. We aren't meant to be perfect or know everything. Yet I have an undying need to learn more, to gain hidden knowledge and improve myself and my understanding of life. Life is a journey. There will always be more to know and learn. I wish I could relax at night! When everyone else is slowing down my mind is speeding up. I'm learning to deal with it...to meditate, accept it, stop trying so hard. This blog is indeed going in many directions. Here's another: when I was a kid I had a diary, and I used to draw pictures of whatever I was writing about in it. I wish I still had it! I wrote in stream of consciousness style a lot of the time..before I knew that there was such a thing and I thought that just meant I was a shitty writer with no discipline or direction. So, this blog is kind of like that. And, we can post pictures in it. I wish I could see some of the stuff I drew...what a wierd fucking kid. I drew a picture of me showing my friend my training bra..hahaha..Yes I had tits when I was 11. Scary shit. Anyway, thank you for allowing me to ramble. I think I'm going to do this more often!
Thank you for all of your love on my latest set. I I am so happy you like it!
If you haven't seen it yet, check yo self before you wreck yo self:
My set! Wheeeee!