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My Vegas trip was pretty awesome. I drank strawberry slushy bacardi drinks, threw them up. I ate krispy cream and chocolate truffles. I walked 5 miles at one point because we had no idea where MGM was. We accidently got sucked into a time share presentation because they offered us free chip money. We slept, we ate, we lost money to slot machines. I mostly sat on the Wizard of Oz slot machines and got free drinks while watching everybody around me get BIG WINS. Next time will be more exploring.

Don't you love sideways pictures?
I don't think I'm sober in any of these pictures by the way...
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(made by the awesome StarlaStarLove)
Would you rather know the truth and be sad your entire life or be oblivious and happy with your life?





Too much zombie end of the world video games and movies/tvshows. Now every time I'm driving I look up in the sky and wonder where the mushroom cloud is. I stare at stars to see if I stare long enough, I'll catch the explosion. I second guess why there's a dead bird in the road. Not to mention all these earthquakes, tornados, dead animals and shits got me paranoid. I'm glad I don't have cable. I had to watch the news for the Bin Ladin conspiracy though.

The house is coming along. Anyone have any suggestions on art I should put up there?

That's my baby Pepper. Well, he's not a baby. We went to the vet to get his nails clipped and he's over 7 pounds. Fatass.










I feel most normal when my hair is neon pink or bright red. Purple counts too. I get very uncomfortable when people stare at me though in public, but I forget how odd I might look to people around me, especially if my ears or arms are exposed. Oddly enough, I really don't like attention. Not when I'm walking around or doing errands, I feel like I need to start walking down a runway or something or else I might trip and people will say, "HA! I knew it!"
Anyway.
I'm digging the whole living in the middle of nowhere thing aside from spending a shitload of money on gas almost every other day. My boyfriends cooking dinner, like he always does. I think we both decided that I'm not that good at cooking, or that I'll eat anything so I cook like shit. So, he's taken it upon himself to decide the meals. I'm not complaining that's for sure.
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I've also been writing more songs, but I've been adding them on Soundcloud. Not all of the old ones are up yet but the newest one is. Go listen









and of course
I'm moved in with internet finally into the home. It's lovely having the privacy to play guitar and talk to myself while the boyfriend is gone. I've been sick so I've been doing a lot of staring at TTC messages and MadMen episodes. My rabbit is starting to get use to it but he doesn't care where he goes as long as there's spinach. It's quiet out here, minus the fixing of things and the occasional car. I'm deffinetly loving it. For now, I leave you with that.
edited to add: Coming in May shot by Venom ![]()

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Ever wanted to know what I look at everyday?





I took these pictures over by where I'm going to be living. Don't let the fields and the nice colors fool you, it's a very boring town. But, I think a lot of people here take for granted what we have that big cities don't. We can still see the stars at night, we can make sure our neighbors call the cops if someone breaks in, we can take the back roads if we're drunk..haha





That's my lovely Pepper. Currently he's eating a contract that he shouldn't be eating that he took from a table.
I also want to thank everyone for making Dreamworld go to the front page. It has a low percentage but I don't care! I didn't think it was going to go up because plugs aren't a lot of people's taste.

I figured I'd answer some questions about them since I've been getting a lot of e-mails.
1. How big are they? They are 2 inches
2. Do you plan on going bigger? No, I haven't been since I was a half inch smaller. They stretch on their own.
3. Do they hurt? No, why would I want something that constantly hurts? That's silly. They feel like an ear piercing when you get them stretch and the healing feels like when you get a tattoo
4. What are you going to do when you're older? Probably have bigger plugs, I'll have even more flexible skin
5. Can you go back? No, they don't stretch back after a certain time. Mine was long ago. I can get surgery though to recorrect them if I ever have to and it's very successful
6. Why? Because I want to.
7. What do your parents think of it? This use to apply when I was younger, now my family doesn't really give a shit. My mom thinks they are ugly but she thinks I look good in them. My family thinks they are dumb, my boyfriend thinks they are too big but nobody tells me what to do. They know I'm at the point of no return, ha-ha
8. Any advice for people who want to stretch? Go as slow as possible and don't rush. Use vitamin E oil and jojoba oil. Get nice plugs and don't use acrylics for long periods of time. Also, I use electrical tape to wrap my plugs around if I plan on stretching, not tapers. Those can rip your ears. Take a good look at mine, you'll see from experience.
That's all for now! I have some plans rolling around with Lorelei to go shoot in Joshua Tree again in May. Any ideas on what I should do next?

Tommorow something amazing is going to happen and everyone will celebrate...including myself...and you

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for now, I'll give you at fat ass hint:
Oh and more?
PHEW! That was difficult. Anyway, I bought a new camera, a nice one. A Canon Rebel T3i with a tripod. I'm still a beginner, so it's nice to work with. I'm starting it on some self shooting:

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And please don't forget Dreamworld, met set in MR. Everyday I get a little bit sad it's not on the front page, and I really want this so please vote
For now here are my favorite shots from it:

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Hope everyone is having a lovely Tuesday.
Here's some pictures that don't fit in but should be included

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ALSO
April 14th is my birthday...

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Go say your sweet words...















































