Hi





I got to enjoy my Friday with Dwam and P_mod. It's another reason why I'm so fortunate to be a part of Suicidegirls. Meeting people from all around the world that are so different yet you get along with so greatly. I even shot a set!

I made my boyfriend be tour guide for the day and we went to the mud pots, salvation mountain, and bombay beach. Basically the only perk to living where I live






I've also been making more cupcakes





I think our logo is great! I'm really happy to be finally doing something I enjoy. I really hope we can make it. I really hope we both put ourselves together and make something great. Our valley really needs a better community and not turn into completely franchised corporations and artificially flavored everything. Kids our age and younger don't have a place to go or a place to make a name for ourselves. Plus, it's really hard to get motivated in this heat. Luckily, the air conditioned home produces cupcakes and happy Exning.

Annnnd it's about that time I choose my 7 sets I want to go on the front page starting on Sunday.




Prussia


Cruella


Rowdi


BelleBane


Sucette


Orijin

and you know..


me


I hope everyones having a lovely weekend. It's time to smoke weed and bake cupcakes!

Happy Fathers Day? For those who don't have fathers, or don't speak to them, celebrate your mother. For those who have nothing, celebrate yourself-you should anyway!









Yes, more cupcakes



We even have our logo! We have a long road ahead of us but it sure beats the hell out of what I'm doing now.
I don't enjoy the work I do now (I work at a group home for mentally disabled adults) because of who I work with really. My family has a different way of doing things, a way I don't want to live the rest of my life being like. Miserable, angry, bitter. I can't fight for the whole family, I can't always smile for all of us. I've done a great deal of struggling to find my own balance, I don't want to try to do that for others.

Speaking of struggle, It will be a year in about a few months since I have gotten drunk! Almost a year since I was in the mental hospital doing my final lap around the crazy train. I can successfully enjoy a beer without having to order 10 more.

It's also been 1 month and 17 days since I've smoked a cigarette

Dang I'm just full of good news

I've been making cupcakes







And I got one of these:



...and that's about it. I've been checking the site regularly but I still feel so out of the loop. Lately I haven't had much else to say but sometimes pictures are worth more.






Life has been good. I hate my job almost. Just the people I work with really, with little hope of anything changing considering they are my family. Just having "business meetings" with my friend about starting a cupcake shop has been keeping me motivated. Luckily, we have no real cafes or bakeries or ANYTHING, so our competition is low.

Anyway.

I still haven't smoked! The Joye Ego electronic cigarette has deffinetly helped me. After loosing the charger in Vegas, I ordered another one along with a vanilla flavor liquid. Very tasty! I recommend it to anyone whos trying to quit.

And, because I don't have a lot of pictures aside from my instagram photos, I went through my old photobucket and found this collection:

Oh memories.

Speaking of, I think this is becoming a distant one. I'm not confident it's going to be hitting the front page soon, but just for good measures, go see my set "Slow Tease"



Click here to vote and see the set


That's all for now, I hope everyones having a great Friday

I went to Vegas







I got to hang out with Buellher for a bit







She's such a sweet and down to earth girl, I'm so glad I got to meet her! It always reassures me that this community is so worth it when I meet someone from the site. I always use to say I never got along with girls but in reality, I've just never had the effort to do it. Every girl I've met from the site would be someone I would hang out on a daily basis.

I also quickly met Amina and AmberLynn as they were working







As I was gone for a few days, I realized how much I've missed on the site! Here are my selections of sets:

Other than that, life has been peaceful. My friend and I are in the process of trying to make a cupcake business down here, but everything in the Valley suffers when it comes to money. We have the highest unemployment rate but we also have one of the highest obesity rates in california Kidding, my muffins are healthy, and my cupcakes are delicious. We have a long way to go, but we're going to get there eventually.

I had a drag of a cigarette in Vegas, but aside from that it's been almost the whole month. I left my charger for my electronic cigarette in Vegas, which irritates me, but I think I'll get through it. I also ended up doing mushrooms 3 days in a row. I have an extreme high tolerance for drugs, making life not as enjoyable as it use to be haha.

And now, I leave you with some photos Venom shot a while back





Hope everyone is having a lovely day

I'm not dead!



Jesus but I sure thought I was. I had an intense infection that kicked my ass for a week and a half. I had to cancel my flight pretty last minute out to Hell City in Ohio. I was SO bummed, I was looking forward to that and seeing all my ladies again. It really pissed me off that I was too sick.

Some good came from it though, I've been cigarette-free since May 1st! I'm so happy and feel so much better.

My lip closed up. This is how it looked when I was sick. It was pretty quick, the time I had it, so there is no hole left and is healing like normal



You can probably tell I photoshopped the rest of my face in the picture. Well, I was terribly sick and it was very disgusting.







I'm all better now, and thank you for everyone who sent me a comment or message It kept me kicking for those restless days of antibiotics and video games.

What else? Oh! My friend and I were discussing over coffee how unmotivated we were in life and how much we wanted things to just CHANGE. So, now we are on the road to our own business and we're making cupcakes! We are just experimenting first though, but everyone has loved our stuff so far. We figure, there is no real bakeries down here and we want to do something we both love. I love sweets.

I made a video a while back because I was due for one and I was very much high off painkillers from my sickness. If you haven't seen it, go check it out




Don't forget to check out and leave a comment for this naked lady

Slow Tease




Until next time!



Bye!

I won't be going to Hell City I cancled my flight because I feel like this:



It's like my body decided to attack itself at the worst timing. As you can imagine. I'm REALLY mad about this, and exhausted. My whole body feels like it's been gang raped by bears and then cacti decided to stick my face afterwards.

I'm improving. Now I only have a mass amount of cold sores and my labret has given up on me. I've got strep throat but at least the chills and body pain is going away. Anyway, enough of that. I'm so sad I won't be able to meet all the ladies and I'm going to miss so many opportunities I don't want to wait till next year, ugh!




I guess I should lighten the mood



heehee



Until next time


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Good morning everyone! I was chosen Inked Girl of the Day last week! Thanks to the beautiful Sunshine for taking some great photos of me. You can still vote for me to get my rankings up, maybe it will help win the big awesome contest! My profile is right here, be sure to vote

I've also recently dyed my hair back to brown. Well, in the process actually





I feel sexier. What do you think?

Speaking of sexy...




another video here on viddy

tricked you, that wasn't that sexy. Unless you like my foot at a weird angle touching my rabbit.


Last weekend I went to the state park with some of my guys friends and took mushrooms



Aside from the flesh eating mosquitos, it was beautiful! Right off the river, not cold at all. The sand between my toes, laying out and eating fresh fruit and veggies all day. Lethargic from the sun and my body stunned when I would dip into the water. It was clean and even had a bathroom! It's such a shame they are closing state parks down, it's a shame we as people don't support it as much as we could and should.



You can see all the stars, hear all the sounds. Water donkeys, beach roosters (we called them that because they were so loud, i think they were just crows) , and bathroom spiders were our only friends out there. I'm glad to be home though, to be able to shower and waste the air conditioner that is already on because apparently it's summer?

I get one weekend to do nothing, and then that next weekend I'll be getting on a plane to HELL CITY! I'm so excited!

And that concludes my blog. Don't forget, I still have a set in member review


Slow Tease

Thank you everyone for all the birthday wishes! I celebrated with my mama and The Shins at Coachella!








There are more photos up on my instagram (exning). Add me if you haven't!

So many great bands, it wore me out! I could barely hang the last day and we had to leave early because my sickness was debilatiting. All those nasty porta potties, allergies, and bad weather finally got to me. It's all good though, I got to see all the bands I wanted to really see. Even Sleeper Agent came and said hi to me! Recognized my tweet from earlier that morning, how exciting!

Next year, I'm deffinetly getting a hotel.
...and charging my phone


Aside from that, I'll be in Ohio in about two weeks for Hell City! I'm so excited, I get to stay with Sunshine and Yesenia and possibly other girls. I miss my new friends

And here are my 10 random selections I want on the front page, new and older:


Bow-Bodies in Flight


Pandie-Paperback Writer


Discordia-Go with the Flow


Calamity-Room Service


Lee-Northern Wind


Luffy-Dormant Power


Smite-Freckled


Louisiana-Petite Coquine


Vivid-Lavender Grey


and me. Slow Tease


Also, hopefully soon you'll see a set Alissa shot

and here are some from Venom's as well




Hope everyone is having a grand Tuesday

Happy Easter and stuff













In celebration, I recorded two videos of me and my precious rabbit, Pepper. Now you know what I sound like when I talk, nasaly and sick haha. Enjoy the no makeup hippy and my awesome black magic animal


I also got a new tattoo!



Man I was so shocked at how painful it was for me! I guess I'm pretty sensitive right there, as I dont have any tattoos really in that area other than those stupid stars. It was a short session, but the few hours I was there were crap! I love my tattoo though, and I even love it unfinished haha.

For those of you who don't know, I've struggled with weight issues my whole life. I'm a binger eater and exercise obsessor. I have a weight loss blog but it's more dedicated on being strong and free than anything to me. With this tattoo, it hides the stretch marks and part that I look at the most. Now, I look at it and smile, because it's such a cool tattoo I love my sweets, and I want to have them with me at all times. This way, they are hehe

With that being said, I've chosen not to send in the set that Venom shot of me. It's beautiful, but I'm not 100% comfortable with my body in it. These days for me, it seems like I need magic to get my sets on the front page so I want them to be 100% perfect. I emailed Rambo to take it down. I'm sorry Venom You all can enjoy a few pictures and her beautiful work with some of my favorites:

And, while you're at it, go leave some smiles on the set sean did



Slow Tease

Next week, Coachella. Next month, Hell City.
Oh yeah, and on the 14th (next weekend) it's my birthday! It's actually not that exciting, turning 24. I stopped caring after I hit 21. For awhile I thought I was 25 because I've lost count. Yeah, birthdays aren't my think. I guess not knowing my age isn't my think either.



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Hope everyones having a great Sunday!

Hell City here I come!









I made a new cookie

(recipe inside spoiler)

I also got some BEAUTIFUL photos from Sunshine. We shot during the time I was in Columbus staying with Yesenia and yayyy I get to see you two again!









These are being submitted to the Inked Girl contest. I REALLY want to win! Tattoos are my life, they are my form of beauty. They hide the scars and imperfections and now I can walk proudly. I would love to represent a community and win this.

Last but not lease, I solved my uploading music problem. I guess the software just needed a new update and now I can upload my new music from my ipad to the internet. Yay! With that being said, I covered an Adele song a while back. Click here if you want to listen

My side peice tattoo is rescheduled for tommorow, that will be a surprise. Until then, I will write when Coachella is coming up!