Cage my body
Arrest my soul
Give me hunger to feel control





Cancer.

Life.





My life has become extremely mundane. After quitting my job, although i found a weight off my shoulders, it brought back the fear of "what am i going to do now?". As I'm registering to go back to school and transfer, I really don't know what the next step is. I take it with a grain of salt, because I know that whatever happens will happen and that by planning my future it brings chaos and dissapointment. I hate not making my own money, or at least not enough to provide for myself. Everyones excited for me to go back to school, and I still can't figure out why. Oh well, we'll see what happens. If anyone wants to throw an opportunity my way, let me know.

Luckily I'll be seeing a bunch of girls in February, as I planned my money ahead for this. Las Vegas will be cheaper than expected since I don't drink, and maybe some photoshoots that will pay for the gas. Yeah, maybe.

December 7th I think is the new date for this baby to come out:



And, I think we need to direct ourselves to all the great ladies that are in member review. I know it's exciting to see hopefuls become pink, but what is the point if they never accept a photoshoot from them again?

Thats it for now, I hope everyones having a really good day.