A dream you just can't shake off









I've been watching too much sci-fi. My biggest fear is waking up to find out everyone is out of food. Why must I obsess about it even in my sleep?





My mother is almost fully recovered. They took her drains out this week and her scars are beautiful

















I've been sanding cabinets, whispering to the grass to grow, and setting up the Sugar Junkies kitchen all in the process of catering to my mothers desires. Luckily, her desires include things like going outside while I smoke pot and making coffee. We bought a juicer that is my new best friend. Every lunch I consume beets, carrots, apples, celery, and every other fruit or vegetable you can think of. Why don't people just do that? It's the tastiest thing ever.

I'm still not smoking, it's been about 6 months I think. My boyfriend started using the Joy EGo, the same thing I used to quit. He's "not quitting" but hasn't bought a pack in two weeks, which is a goddamn miracle because he's destined for cancers. He's also introduced one of our heavy smoking friends to it that's going to give it a try. I highly recommend buying an e-cigarrette, even if you're not trying to quit. After the first few days you get use to it, and after the first few weeks you'll most likely prefer it. Really, it's one of the best decisions I've made. With COPD as well as cancer history, I'm not the best candidate for tobacco. It gives me more of an excuse to smoke pot not anyway

With that being said, think about this: