In approximately an hour you'll see me naked. In the meantime, I'll tell you a little about the title of my set "Dreamworld"




When Lorelei came to shoot me out in Joshua Tree we also recorded together for her band. I did some chorus lines after we had dinner and before that I was finishing up a bottle of vodka out of boredom. My throat was raspy from singing and had no water so...I downed it with more vodka. I woke up feeling not so wonderful but next to me was the man I had been waiting to meet.

Throughout the years I've had REALLY bad relationships. I've gone mental, I've moved, I've made decisions that weren't so smart based on these and realized I needed to start learning about myself. When I moved back home I started to grow up a little. Meeting him made it seem so easy. I didn't have to try. Things sort of just, fell into place. I've been living in a dream world but not because I've made up this fantasy in my head. Because I've grown up, I know what to do. I know how things are suppose to be and how to make them that way. If you don't like something, stop going back to it. Just "stop it". It's not easy, but it is once you figure it out.

Since then I've developed friends, family, and a strong relationship with myself.

Some random photos from my computer:














I hope you all enjoy it. I'm really pleased with it and love being a part of Suicidegirls.

-Exning!