by cherry.

I should really update more.

No time for an update, i'm a busy girl. Just wanted to thank everyone for all the comments on my set Returns, in member review. And a special thanks to zoetica for being an amazing photographer and to Cherry for her wonderful photoshopping skills. Thanks ladies!

If you haven't seen it yet, check it out. I hope you like it!

xoxo

So, when i was in high school i dated this kid ryan for a hot minute. It was totally not a big deal, we were more like friends that made out and called each other bf/gf for a few weeks. I did really like him though. Then my best friend at the time said a lot of bullshit and talked me into breaking up with him. Now they're engaged. Whatev.

The point is, we never had a falling out. We broke up, were still friends and then lost contact. When i moved back out to california to work at SGHQ, one of the first things i was asked to do was to make a list of some skate shops in the area so we could talk to them about carrying our merch. So of course i though "oh, i should get ahold of ryan! He would totally be able to hook me up with some contacts in a few shops." So i googled him and found his email and sent him a quick "hey, how are you... been a long time... need a favor" email. He responded with "please don't ever contact me again." I was so surprised. I mean, i wasn't hurt, i found it really funny, but still - i was surprised. There was some speculation between mutual friends that it had been the fiance that wrote that response, not him. Either way, i don't care. I found it amusing. So that was almost three years ago(?).

Fast forward to this past friday:

I'm walking down the sidewalk, outside my apartment, to go to my car. (i live in hollywood, we only have street parking) This guy is walking towards me. For about five minutes i keep looking at him because something seemed familiar and i was trying to figure out why. Then as he gets closer i realize hes looking at me as well. Long story short, it was my ryan. Right outside my apt. We walked right past each other in silence, but it was obvious that he recognized me. So strange. I don't get why we are not on friendly terms! Its not like we had a real relationship with broken hearts and drama. We were nerdy virgins, how is he too cool for me now?! People are so weird.

PS: Thanks for all the great weight gaining tips! Keep 'em coming!!

xoxo

Anyone have any tips on gaining weight? Everything i google is about body building, but i need body fat! I could see how this may be an annoying post to some, but i really need to gain some weight. So if you're going to give me some jackass response, please just pass on by to the next blog. Thank you.

xoxo

I'm looking for someone that likes kids to come live with me in LA and in exchange for rent and food they would help out with the baby (mostly on the weekends) and help me keep up with the house work. If any of you ladies are interested, please send me a PM. I also thought this might be a good opportunity for some of the girls abroad who might want to try living in the states.

xoxo


edited to say: I'm going to be away from my computer for a bit, please don't think i'm ignoring any responses to my post!

First of all:

If you asked me a questing in my last blog, check below for the answer

There were one or two questions that i'm still deciding on an answer for, so stay tuned!

Second:
Sorry i've been MIA. My computer was out of commission for a bit.

Third:
I'm debating if i want to archive or not. I'm not saying that as a plea for compliments or comments asking me to stay. I just feel like if i decide to do it i most likely will be too lazy to write a farewell blog and i wouldn't want to leave anything open speculation about how something shady must have happened and i was kicked off or i left out of anger or anything. I MIGHT shoot another set first, i don't know. I'm not sure i see a point.

Fourth:
One question that stumped me was this - If i were a fictional character who would i be and why? I don't know! Do you? Any thoughts? I'm curious what people think!

xoxo

So i wanted to post a new blog, but i really have nothing to say. Any questions?



just for good measure...
This is what Des and i would send out as our christmas card, were we a lesbian couple.

sick