SuicideGirl: Evangelist
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AUGUST 2, 2007 @ 12:10 AM



Where has all this time gone, thoughts flash by on a reel as if it were a movie. Was it ever real, or was his love just a figment of my imagination. What is love anyways, the oxford dictionary describes love as "an intense feeling of tender affection and compassion" towards another person or object. We fall in love to feel needed, yet once in love we lose all aspect of why we're really there. That need is fulfilled and we find our selves off course, that once happiness slowly vanishing into a sea of tears. Hate devourers every moment that lays a head, for the love that was once shared has aimlessly been forgotten.

How sad it is that love has just become a word said to someone at the end of the conversation or letter. Something said to make the other person not question what you feel. "love straight up baby", that's what it is a word that has lost all it's meaning over the years. It has slowly fallen apart corrupting and destroying the hopeless romantics heart. Love is now ended in devoice, a simple word consuming people into its destructive path of misconception and lies. There it is, an end, a brake up, a verb used to often for one to count. So easy it is to end a relationship without thinking of the damage you are creating. to just forget about that one person to whom you so truly loved. Let them go, and you wont have to deal with their problems, forget like I said for it's the cowards way out.
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Fatality

Fatality

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

AUG 04, 2007 02:03 AM

Welcome to the site, lady!

Lyric

Lyric

SUICIDEGIRL

Ontario, Canada

AUG 06, 2007 02:15 AM

THanks for the add lovely! your goergous <3333333 and local wink hahaha

DevoDiverge

DevoDiverge

Burlington, ON
July 2007

AUG 10, 2007 02:45 PM

Hey
thanks for adding me.
whats up?

CodyAD

CodyAD

Kansas City, MO
January 2007

AUG 21, 2007 08:39 PM

someone once told me that basically every day you have to fall in love with your partner all over again. i think it basically means you have to do to keep things interesting because if you cant find anything new with them then things become boring and you start to drift apart.

i wouldnt say forgetting about some1 is a cowards way out. if you want to remember some1 remember them in a way so that it doesn't depresses you. remember them in a way so that it helps you in the healing process. let it be a way to help you better understand your self and what you want out of a relationship not what you think you want.

i dunno. that probably doesnt help any.

BramThePale

BramThePale

Belleville, ON
June 2005

AUG 21, 2007 10:01 PM

My favourite definition of love is "Love is the condition whereupon Ones happiness is dependant on someone elses."

By that definition, it makes sense to be falling in and out of it... selfishness is pretty human.

Of course, it also means that if you love someone in equal measure to how they love you, it'd be a spiral... hopefully an upwards one, of shared concern for each others happiness.

Shrug, just a thought. No one's got all the answers I suppose.

Alecks

Alecks

Visalia, CA
October 2004

AUG 21, 2007 10:20 PM

where did you come from? love wow

as per your journal i would hope love had multiple alternates in the dictionary

i always felt the only way love was sincere is "i love you" not "love ya" or "<3"

said that way is the only way it didnt feel cheap

(coincidentally my signature ends like this)

<3 Alecks

(dont wanna seem like a creep)

tigereyes

tigereyes

Australia
December 2005

AUG 22, 2007 09:47 PM

looks good kool set really liked
1 nice butt you have take care

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