back from philly.
really exhausted.
shot with Kencredible
hes fucking amazing and such a cool chill guy.


he needs to get famous stat.
this is what i look like right now......
so scary. AHHHH


more drama in the east with a wayward wind from the west.
were in for some stormy weather folks....
lighting thunder and hail... stoked.
more pics from this egomaniac who cant spell.






sooooo tired.......
imma go take a long bubble bath with my rubber ducky.
find out if Sims2 Bon Voyage is in stores yet for mac.
and then pass out after or during having sex.
i love you boys and girls!
and i mean that... its comforting to know there are folks out there that have lives and they choose to hang with me! being with people is very important to me. especially helping out the people i care about and love. makes me feel warm and fuzzy
later homies!
[EDIT]
im in love with zui and lana....... they rock and make me giggle.... these hott cows are comming to a town near you to fuck you up.....
they are hott



really exhausted.
shot with Kencredible
hes fucking amazing and such a cool chill guy.

he needs to get famous stat.
this is what i look like right now......
so scary. AHHHH

more drama in the east with a wayward wind from the west.
were in for some stormy weather folks....
lighting thunder and hail... stoked.
more pics from this egomaniac who cant spell.



sooooo tired.......
imma go take a long bubble bath with my rubber ducky.
find out if Sims2 Bon Voyage is in stores yet for mac.
and then pass out after or during having sex.
i love you boys and girls!
and i mean that... its comforting to know there are folks out there that have lives and they choose to hang with me! being with people is very important to me. especially helping out the people i care about and love. makes me feel warm and fuzzy
later homies!
[EDIT]
im in love with zui and lana....... they rock and make me giggle.... these hott cows are comming to a town near you to fuck you up.....
they are hott


wow.....
some people read way too far into posts ive made on here.....
MY POST WAS ABOUT PHOTOGS WHO WONT DO NON-SG RELATED WORK WITH A CURRENT SUICIDEGIRL.
yes it sucks when its always the same story....
and to the people who say its becuase im not hott....i dont get up in the morning and do my hair and makeup for you... so honestly i dont care.
get my head out of my ass? draw me a diagram? your the ones who put all your time and effort into thinking up clever yet cheap ways to insult an individual... keep them comming.... the most clever insult of all is silence.
kill em with kindness grrl kill em with kindness
on to more interesting news!
philly with zui tommorow and sat.
nyc after that.
la on the 16th for fashion show.
new sick weeve.
fo sho.......
<3
go here to enjoy Erny bashing!
LiveJournal Kids Hate Me!
some people read way too far into posts ive made on here.....
MY POST WAS ABOUT PHOTOGS WHO WONT DO NON-SG RELATED WORK WITH A CURRENT SUICIDEGIRL.
yes it sucks when its always the same story....
and to the people who say its becuase im not hott....i dont get up in the morning and do my hair and makeup for you... so honestly i dont care.
get my head out of my ass? draw me a diagram? your the ones who put all your time and effort into thinking up clever yet cheap ways to insult an individual... keep them comming.... the most clever insult of all is silence.
kill em with kindness grrl kill em with kindness
on to more interesting news!
philly with zui tommorow and sat.
nyc after that.
la on the 16th for fashion show.
new sick weeve.
fo sho.......
<3
go here to enjoy Erny bashing!
LiveJournal Kids Hate Me!
maybe its because im sick again on a holiday.
or maybe because i wasnt able to move!
or the fact that my modeling carrerr has been SUFFERING severely because of all this LP business...
BUT IVE HAD ENOUGH!
IM DONE!
it makes no sense to not shoot someone just because they have 'suicide' at the end of their name.
am i the one suing people? hell no!
trust me! im a little pissed that LP is nolonger shooting for SG, he was a talented guy!
But does that mean that im going to stomp my foot and say fuck their models... all because of something IM NOT INVOLVED IN!
GET OVER IT PEOPLE! SHIT HAPPENS! IN THE END, EVERYTHING WILL GET SORTED OUT!
And hopfully when it does, PHOTOGRAPHERS WILL STOP AVOIDING ME LIKE THE BLOODY PLAGUE!
or maybe because i wasnt able to move!
or the fact that my modeling carrerr has been SUFFERING severely because of all this LP business...
BUT IVE HAD ENOUGH!
IM DONE!
it makes no sense to not shoot someone just because they have 'suicide' at the end of their name.
am i the one suing people? hell no!
trust me! im a little pissed that LP is nolonger shooting for SG, he was a talented guy!
But does that mean that im going to stomp my foot and say fuck their models... all because of something IM NOT INVOLVED IN!
GET OVER IT PEOPLE! SHIT HAPPENS! IN THE END, EVERYTHING WILL GET SORTED OUT!
And hopfully when it does, PHOTOGRAPHERS WILL STOP AVOIDING ME LIKE THE BLOODY PLAGUE!
this shit craps me the fuck up. fur serious.
[EDIT]
i forgot to tell youse guys......
IM BACK ON D2!!!!!!
east coast... non ladder.... SN ErnySuicide
Find me and we can go Baalin together..... fun fun
[EDIT]
i forgot to tell youse guys......
IM BACK ON D2!!!!!!
east coast... non ladder.... SN ErnySuicide
Find me and we can go Baalin together..... fun fun
im a little bummed out boys and girls.
i agreed to do a hair show and lets just say, they fucked my hair all up.
it was soooo bad that i went at it with clippers as soon as i got home.
i was working soooo hard to grow out my hair... been wanting to have long hair.
now its back to square one again.... and i totally feel like a little boy.
on a brighter note, i have a few new haters!
a couple girls at my work are gunning for me..... its hella exciting.
ive always felt that you can never have enough haters...
its like pokeman!!!!
i also decided to start a gift registry for a few cheap housewarming gifts. if you want to help me save a little money by getting me these cheap things, id be grateful!
My Housewarming Registry
so i leave you with this photo of my fatass cat hank and his cute little brother tattu.




<3
Erny
i agreed to do a hair show and lets just say, they fucked my hair all up.
it was soooo bad that i went at it with clippers as soon as i got home.
i was working soooo hard to grow out my hair... been wanting to have long hair.
now its back to square one again.... and i totally feel like a little boy.
on a brighter note, i have a few new haters!
a couple girls at my work are gunning for me..... its hella exciting.
ive always felt that you can never have enough haters...
its like pokeman!!!!
i also decided to start a gift registry for a few cheap housewarming gifts. if you want to help me save a little money by getting me these cheap things, id be grateful!
My Housewarming Registry
so i leave you with this photo of my fatass cat hank and his cute little brother tattu.


<3
Erny
Totally psyched!!!!!!
Im moving out, all alone, all by myself.
Its the first time and Im a tid bid nervous.
Ive always been taken care of my entire life, even in relationships, and im sick and tired of it!
Soooo woohoo for me!
If you want to get me anything for xmas, let me know and ill send you a link to my wishlist for house wares and such.... which means im broke haha
My very last sentiment for the evening is this....
Dante's Inferno is fucking amazing.... I have finally decided to buckle down and get some tattoo work inspired from the story.
<3
Im moving out, all alone, all by myself.
Its the first time and Im a tid bid nervous.
Ive always been taken care of my entire life, even in relationships, and im sick and tired of it!
Soooo woohoo for me!
If you want to get me anything for xmas, let me know and ill send you a link to my wishlist for house wares and such.... which means im broke haha
My very last sentiment for the evening is this....
Dante's Inferno is fucking amazing.... I have finally decided to buckle down and get some tattoo work inspired from the story.
<3
im so incredibly tired of being tired.
it seems that with every step forward im taking two steps back.
its the same shit every day.
faking my own happiness for the sake of everyone else.
i hate making people feel responsible for my happiness.
but what do you do when someone is?
its bullshit and im exhausted with it... all of it.
put a fork in me, IM DONE.
it seems that with every step forward im taking two steps back.
its the same shit every day.
faking my own happiness for the sake of everyone else.
i hate making people feel responsible for my happiness.
but what do you do when someone is?
its bullshit and im exhausted with it... all of it.
put a fork in me, IM DONE.




