SuicideGirl: Episkey
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MARCH 18, 2013 @ 06:14 AM


I just scheduled a visit to a local community college.
I'm 23 and I have never gone to college.
I gave up long ago of ever doing anything with my life.
It's easy to feel unimportant in a world where everyone is constantly trying to prove themselves better than you by making sure you can't feel important enough.
All of these people are watching their backs, looking, waiting, on me to try and take their jobs, but I don't want their crummy jobs.
I want to go to school and get out of retail.
It's not too late, despite the looks I receive.
An associate degree is my goal for now.
Start small, start feasible.
Things like loans, grants and scholarships seem so scary.
Debt sounds scary.
Full-time job/full-time student sounds scary.
Then I remember one of my best friends for the past 7 years is named Scary and I know I can do this.

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Scary Elaine <3
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I just haven't been able to get out of winter's funk.
I'm most definitely a spring and summer kind of gal so the warm weather has me getting out of my dreary little apartment and into the world.
We've taken the dogs to a local creek a couple times this week.
Getting Ellie to be nice to people is proving a challenge but as long as we keep her restrained I don't honestly care about the looks we're given. The people in the town are all snobby, too good for the rest of their county, folk anyway.

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Rags hates the camera, but Haymitch and Ellie love it..
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Other than all this life has just been normal and boring.
I did a pretty funny Skyrim based sundies yesterday on instagram, well, it made me laugh!



So until next time..
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Casshas

Casshas

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

MAR 18, 2013 06:18 AM

I went to school when I was 20, didn't do anything with it afterwards. I just went back this September, I'm 24. I feel like an old bag being there but it feels good.

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

MAR 18, 2013 06:19 AM

You can do it. The only limitations are the ones you set on yourself.

Henika

Henika

SUICIDEGIRL

Slovakia

MAR 18, 2013 06:19 AM

It's never too late to start studying! I want to do it too! Good luck! lovekiss

StCyr

StCyr

Louisville, KY
March 2007

MAR 18, 2013 06:22 AM

yes, you certainly can do it
whatever "it" you want it to be,
& take heart,


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Fische

Fische

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

MAR 18, 2013 06:22 AM

Good luck with the studying lady! X

abjabber

abjabber

Springfield, OR
July 2012

MAR 18, 2013 06:25 AM

Love the photos. School won't be as scary as it seems. Good luck! lovekiss

TheMainMan

TheMainMan

United Kingdom
December 2012

MAR 18, 2013 06:26 AM

Good luck with your studying. Never let anybody make you feel they're better than you. You are a smart, sexy lady and you can do anything you want to do.
You've actually shown great wisdom in waiting until you're a bit older before studying. This shows you're more mature and you won't make the mistakes that teenagers make. smile
Great pics share, your dogs are so cute! Love that you've called one Haymitch! biggrin
Great sundies too. biggrin

kaicito

kaicito

Germany
January 2013

MAR 18, 2013 06:27 AM

No need to be scared, you can do it! It's truly never too late to start studying...I should know, I went to get my psychology degree when I was past 40. Your plan sounds very sensible, good luck!

ajrimmer161

ajrimmer161

United Kingdom
January 2013

MAR 18, 2013 06:29 AM

It's a great feeling when you wake up and want to change your life. It will feel impossible a times, it's not, it's only difficult.

Thanks for the pics. Have a good week and keep smiling. smile

montyblu

montyblu

Ozona, TX
December 2011

MAR 18, 2013 06:46 AM

and the feeling you get when you finish! Proud of you Lady! eeek
Montysmile

NosferatuKnight

NosferatuKnight

Canada
January 2013

MAR 18, 2013 07:10 AM

Good luck and have fun in school, Episkey. smile

gmon

gmon

Durham, NC
August 2012

MAR 18, 2013 07:12 AM

Of course you can do it. Don't pay attention to what others think. The are irrelevant to your journey puke
As far as 23 being to old....NO WAY. I went back to school at 39 and reinvented myself.

arcadiagrim

arcadiagrim

I'm lost
February 2005

MAR 18, 2013 07:53 AM

For starters, It's NEVER to late to go to school and learn something new, to challenge yourself, to enjoy the discovery, never to late to chase dreams. You're just as good as anybody else is. Push negative messages out of your mind and go for it with confidence one day at a time.

And, you are NOT to old, you're still VERY young. There's nothing that says you have to start college at 18 or anything. Trust me, when you're 30 you'll look back at when you were 23 and you'll realize just how young you were, and you'll be proud of the challenges you took.

The world is open to you. Don't let what others might be doing or thinking stop you from chasing your dreams, why care about what they might be thinking, you have your own goals, on your time table, besides, they might not even be thinking what you think they are.

May good fortunes follow you.

Estrada

Estrada

University Place, WA
OLD SKOOL

MAR 18, 2013 08:21 AM

Do it. If you want an education, go for it. An Associates is a good first step. Don't rush into what you want to study, relax and enjoy the act of learning. Pay no mind to anyone else - this is for you.

Kelpie_

Kelpie_

HOPEFUL

Ellensburg, WA

MAR 18, 2013 09:16 AM

You go out and get exactly what you want! I think you will love how wonderful learning at this new level is!

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