I have felt all of those things....and they suck! I know what you mean by..."So much bad stuff has happened that you know it can never be the same.. but you miss what you used to have?" I had that with an ex-gf, my 1st love.

On the hedgehog note. I had one her name was molly. She passed away a year and a half ago. We buried her outside the window where our computer is so she could keep and eye on us and vise-versa.

My sugar glider, Gizmo, though is still with us, for 9 years now.

you have to ask yourself, how bad was bad?

been there, done that, got the scars as proof.

don't feel bad about living in the boonies. i use to live in elberton. it was in the middle of nowhere, but i love it. there is a certain appeal of living in a community where things move at a slower pace.

Big hug for you little one.

You will always love the one who stole your heart first, but there are others that will make that seem like a bump in the road.

Well...technically you could set yourself up as a hedgehog breeder, then it's legal. You just can't sell them to anyone in the state. Laws are kind of retarded sometimes.

I'm going through those feelings as we speak

but you can't cuddle with a hedgehog!!

Thanks for the well wishes

I definitely know the feeling, I've been tormented with those thoughts too... I"m a prisoner of my own mind

Then you could be a breeder but perpetually looking for a suitable mate for your hedgehog, so no babies to be sad about.

ha ha... well I'm still working on getting out of my prison
very long fight and very frustrating

I have to say your self shot stuff and all other pics you do share with non friends are very impressive

omg i love hedgehogs theyre so gorgeous ! but apparently theyre full of diseases..
you are so beautiful! you better go pink soon!!!!!
xxx