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Time for some quick updates!! Writing this on my shitty galaxy proclaim phone.
As you may know I was a proud Xmart employee for 2 years. It was definitely an adventure I learned a lot of new tricks, met some amazing people, built a stable life for myself and had a few crazy romances but the time has come for that fun little chapter of my life to close. I'm so glad I was able to experience that perverse open minded atmosphere but I must bid them farewell.
I fell into an office job! I know right, who the fuck would let me work at their office!? and its a law office at that lol. I'm happy here, of course it's very different from an adult store but I think it's a huge opportunity for me to grow.
I had taken a few months off from working at the tattoo shop, guess I got lazy or just burnt out from two jobs. Thankfully they took me back recently. I'm back to the grind and loving it, weird right? I actually enjoy having two jobs so I don't blow my brains out from the same old routine everyday. And when I have a bad day at one place I almost always look forward to the other job.
Not only did the shop offer me the head piercing position back they gave me my own booth. That's not it, I'm finally apprenticing to tattoo!! This is huge for me just so you know. It's everything I want, its my dream. I aspire to be at the top one day and I know it will happen as long as I keep my heart in it and stay determined. I bought my first tattoo machine and I did my first tattoo on my dad about a week ago. It's just the outline so far but I'm very proud of myself. He is healed up great and loves it, he says he can't wait for me to finish it. Oh I forgot to mention it was his first tattoo too
Shout Outs to my talented friends
Jawara Blake
jayisapainter.com
Sham
habitualaddiction.net
Emily
Romantic Rock Clothing Fashion Show @ Augusta Harley Davidson
romanticrock.net
Meekail Shaheed
MSFotography
Syd Padgett
Odd Fellows Art Gallery Augusta Ga
Allyson Campbell
Shah Graphy
i LOVE you SG
guess who finished their apprenticeship and got their body artist certification to do piercings, yep yep im so proud of myself
been workin my ass off
hopefully i can shoot another set with Scott soon*fingers crossed*
this weekend i had the awesome privilege of flying to Michigan to visit my good friend Vide0dr0me
watched him get his first tattoo^.^
im such a dork, we got bro tatts....im obsessed with bro tatts
we stood in a loooong ass line for my lover Manson
my first time ever seeing him in concert and it was a small venue at the orbit room, i was like fifteen feet from this beautiful creature!
and i gots me the shirt and his new album born villain
pretty badass weekend, i like Michigan, i shall visit again
until next time
loves hugs and kisses,
Ep"c
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couple little updates now but i promise an epic blog soon!
im not getting back together with chad
i finally moved outta my roommates house and got my own place
i saved up and bought a van
and im half way threw my piercing apprenticeship!
i feel so proud of myself, im independent and doing pretty good on my own. its hard but ima make it back to the top soon
next step is to save up for a computer and internet....soon my lovies i shall be active again
i had no way to blog about my last set when it came out last month so ima show you a few of my fave pics from it.
i LOVE this set sooooo much, alissa made me look so pretty
and setsuka made my hair look stunning
big thx to the both of these lovely ladies!!!
Blue Bird
i went to the mid ohio con and had a blast thx to Drama
i met some lovely ladies and got to see old friends, it was amazing.
the halloween party was so fuckin cool!
i went as american mcgee's alice
more pics and an epic blog about the trip later lovies, but i gots to go to the bus station now and head home.
miss you guys! leave me love please and thank you
Ep"c
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lil bit of bling for my arm
whatcha think?
maybe ill have time to do a new video soon, fingers crossed!
stay wicked lovers
Ep"c
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i miss you guys like crazy!
ive been working nonstop.
the tattoo shop and the apprenticeship are going great.
i just started my second job at the Xmart Adult store and i get to talk about sex and watch porn all day, sooo ya pretty awesome.
look
ive had a ton of mods done recently:
and i decided to divorce the asshole!!!
stay sexy SGland, i missed you sooooo much.
loves hugs and kisses,
Ep"c
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its been a while huh?
well, i started working at Immortal Ink Tattoos and im so fuckin happy there but iv been super busy. i have sooooo much to blog about ugh. i wake up, go to the shop, come home to eat, shower and sleep then its back to the shop. but im not complaining. i love my job, my boss, my manager, my coworkers, the customers... its all awesome. i couldnt dream of finding a better career suited for me. its not even like im working, im just doing what i love. i have never been so comfortable or happy working anywhere in my life. this is what iv been looking for, this is what iv wanted! on the 6th i started my apprenticeship yayyyyyyy! now im officially a PA(piercing apprentice). and if you know anything about me its that iv been trying to finish that for a couple years now but i used to travel too much so i never had time to train/work for a shop. i fuckin LOVE it. i do, i truely do and im so happy.Aaron(the manager) did a tattoo on me last week. my first black and grey piece.
what do you think? isnt she a sexy bitch
then Larz the owner(who did my first hood piercing a couple months ago) did anothing hood for me a few days ago. so now they cross and it looks really pretty, i think
its kinda hard to walk lol but they are healing up fine.
last weekend we all went to the central valley tattoo convention. it was small but i think i had more fun at it than any other tattoo expo i have gone to... prolly because i went with my tattoo family
me, Beth(larzs daughter/artist), Larz(the owner/artist), Shannon(larzs wife/artist), Brit(Aarons wife/artist) and Aaron(manager/artist)
this dudes table had the coolest displays... old tattoo machines and stuff
at the first table i started flipping through an album.... i came across this picture and had to stop. srsly guys, whos that look like?
cool paintings
heres a few pics of some tattoos entered in the contests, my bear edward took second in small color to a freakin owl. dude, everybody knows bear vs owl, bear always wins... but w/e lol
i found this one chick, Laura Rosario, that specializes in small tattoos. i didnt have the money to get one but she said shes going to hell city so hopefully i can hook up with her there. Aaron and Brit decided to get tiny tats from her. they look awesome.
tiny yoda!
tiny mistfits skull!
they both have healed and both look great! maybe a few years from now it will look different but for now they are pretty awesome.
and some pics from her album i was super impressed with
people always say no when my friend asks for this kinda ring tattooed so i took a pic to show her its possible
shhhh, i took pics of flash.
but i srsly want these!
other then work and the convention not much else going on. i have been trying to do at least one crafty thing a week. something i have always wanted to do is a body painting. i took finger paint and tried last week on some poster paper. next time im going to get better paint and do it on white sheets. im excited but idk when ill have the time.
oh and you dont have to worry about me and my dad anymore. i finally got him here, we are trying to find an apt. quickly but david said we can take our time, no rush. im so grateful to have a room mate as sweet as him. as for my hubby things are still a bit rough. we talk on the phone now and i told him how ill always love him but im not always going to be here waiting. he said hes coming back and he doesnt want me to give up on us, that he just needs a little time to make enough money so when hes back we can get a place and a car right away. im not holding my breath but its nice to know he wants me and is trying. we'll see...
you're prolly wondering what he looks like now... i know iv kept him secret up until a couple of weeks ago when he left so you know nothing of him. his name is Chad and hes actually 20years older than me haha. yep. i love older guys, always have. anyways heres a pic of us last christmas.
some people say he looks like William Fichtner. i guess i can see it.
i think thats enough lol, your brains are prolly tired. i know mine is. plus i gotta go to work guys. i miss you all sooooooo much! you dont even know. i havent replyd to mail in a couple weeks.
im going to try tonight when i get home, thats if david is up and lets me use his computer. im so sorry for not getting back to you guys, i hope you understand.
lots of love!!! stay classy SGland. i love you
Ep"c
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ps. dont forget about these:
i had a crazy shoot with ScottSmallin at this cute little waterfall in Augusta during the Masters lol
by the end of the shoot there were a ton of people around me. they had their camera phones out and a couple of guys were smoking green and offered, i was too busy being sexy for SG.
im so proud of this set. i felt more confident and natural than ever before shooting for SG. very very awesome work by Scott! hes amazing to shoot with. i had a blast and it was definitely an experience ill never forget
after we finished up the set and i was putting a bra on this straight edge guy comes up to us holding a wrist band with a badge on it. he asked us for our IDs and my heart sank. mine was at the shop where i had my hood pierced. lucky me i had like 5 forms of id on me....tho it was still embarrassing and looked bad. i wanted them to let Scott go, i asked if he could walk and i stay but the dude wouldnt have it. the cops finally show up in the car, put both of us in the back seat and question us. we were both scared thinking we were going to jail but they let us off with a warning. DONT GO CHASING WATERFALLS haha. especially during the masters in Augusta. im sorry for all the craziness Scott. thats what you get hanging out with me hehe. poor guy cut his foot, i got him all wet, we had an audience of stoners and cell phone photographers then we were crammed in the backseat of a cop car. im just happy we got the shots we needed and the police werent complete dicks. overall pretty awesome day. i might have learned my lesson this time, we'll see.
as far as all that other stuff im pretty sure i got the job at the adult store. ill know by Wednesday for sure, im really excited haha. the interview was an hour long and the guy was SO intimidating! he said he liked me tho so thats nice
the tattoo shop is keeping me pretty busy and happy most days....today not so much but mostly i fuckin love it
tomorrow im driving to get my pops. hopefully it all goes well and i can support the two of us. im pretty sure ill be ok, i always am
(if you dont understand this randomness read my last blog ^.^ )
love you long time, for evea
and always..
Ep"c
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i went to florida to visit my father a few weeks back so i could help him deal with spending the first mother days without my mom. also to get him packed and ready to move up to my place. i was so happy to see my dad, my old friends and ex lovers. but it was bitter sweet. this year has been the toughest year of my life and thats saying something. i moved out(willingly) at 13 because my parents werent able to take proper care of me. from then on i've been on the move, jumping couch to couch, state to state. im not trying to complaining at all, im actually proud of my life style, how i deal with it and how strong it makes me. i think im actually addicted to the travel and spontaneity now. anyways this year i attemped to settle, its been a really rocky 2011 so far. you'll see, this trip gets crazy stupid near the end and i cant believe this is my life now...
ok so heres my pops. hes old but awesome. and he uses words like over yonder
and heres his scary feet, i bought him the new boots.
he likes to roll his own smokes
family
i miss her so much. isnt she beautiful.
she loved going to bike week, heres a newspaper clip of her from the front page one year.
remember my last bog i mentioned how she liked native american art and that each year id create something on mothers day in her memory. well i found this old plate she had and i think ima paint it next year.
oh and in case you havnt noticed, i finished the wolf. dont laugh its my first ever painting
i said goodbye to florida yet again and hopped on a plane to New York to visit for a week and shoot with the amazing Brooklyn. i stayed with my bestie Auriga
we watched South of Nowhere, drank a bit, walked around st marks place, found a hidden game shop, gave eachother huggles and kisses and had an amazing time together as always. she even helped me put together a pretty sweet looking outfit for my set with Brooklyn. this set wont even be queued until around fall or winter so i cant give any details. you'll just have to wait but dont worry i have a set by ScottSmallin nearing MR as we speak(read?lol)
airport boob
after my shoot on saturday i met up with Moonlil
i hadnt seen her since the big apple con. shes one of my all time favorite hopefuls! shes so cute and fun. we just click. we click so well that we were talking and walking right past all our turns haha. we walked about 80blocks that day, 40 of them werent intended first we ran into this awesome german fellow on the streets. in about ten minutes me and this guy exchanged life stories hugged and said our goodbyes. it was great. i love meeting new interesting people. and i love little moments like that.
then minimouse ripped us off for a photo
we went to a hat shop and rapped hats with our heads. one of our favorite things to do together. hats, its where the funs at.
i dont know if you've been through my albums but i once molested a giant mario and sonic when visiting Gonzoe last year...
while walking around pretty much lost all day we found them
and i took the same pics of moonlil. so cute we make you wanna vomit huh
after that we finally made our way over to st marks place to meet up with Auriga for some much needed rest and hooka.
the hidden game shop had these sweet ass buttons
i got "SHOW ME YOUR TWEETS" for Setsuka
while we waited on Auriga we tried on some really cute gothic clothes in Trash. they didnt let us take my camera in but i took a quick snap with my phone in the dressing room.
then the hooka! yesssss.
the dragon
the angry dragon
the freak lol
after dinner and hooka Moonlil had her lip pierced then she headed back home.
i feel bad about making her walk so much but i think she had fun.
oh and we bought I<3NY shirts! we were going to take a pic wearing them together but there was no time. maybe next time..
my last day in new york is where things get really fucked up. it all started normal then the shit hit the fan fast. i went to see my first ever sketch comedy with Auriga and her coworkers, while i was there i tried getting ahold of my husband(yaaa betcha didnt know that one lol) who wasnt answering my calls all day or sending me money as promised so i could get food. i call my roomy and he tells me this crazy story that doesnt add up so im freakin out the rest of the night....even after we got drinks i was tight. the next morning i wake up to a txt that reads "im leaving you. i moved out of davids, you can get your stuff whenever. i just cant do it anymore. you can find someone better" and my heart broke into a million tiny pieces. i was a mess. luckily i had Auriga to keep me focused and level headed. i had to worry about ME now. i had to get home and get a plan together. i was dumped by a txt, potentially homeless, no money, no job, no car and no home for my father either.... and i hadnt eaten in a few days. when i left GA i was 125lbs, on my retrun only 110lbs
going home i was worried my roomy would kick me out for sure because my stupid fucking husband stole his car.
knowing that david is kind and wouldnt call the cops if returned it within a week. david wouldnt want to hurt me by locking up my hubby. i thank the powers of the universe he let me stay and even fed me! it hurt so much walking into our room, he had stolen all my things. my tv, my computer, even my wedding rings. it was crushing. but as soon as i got some sleep i was ready to help myself, i applied for jobs all over town. i even went down to all the strip clubs, one asked me to start tomorrow night. im not sure i want to but ill try just one night to see. i have a very promising interview at the only adult store in town on wed. i think id be perfect for the job so i hope this works out. plus id get an employees discount. i think the only good outta this is the fact i went to a tattoo shop near my house and told them my situation. then they took me into their family, made me the counter girl and im now starting to finally PA like iv been wanting to for years. doing piercings might help me get rid of some of this stress and anger lol. you might be wondering why all this happened....well he says it was a huge mistake(dur) and that at the time he was busting his ass to make me money for my trip and i was unappreciative, not just then but for a few months. MY MOTHER HAD JUST PASSED BTW! hes so fucking stupid. anyways he felt he couldnt support me right and i wasnt helping him or doing enough either. i admit i could have done more, like im doing now, but i was in a serious depression and got caught up in a really bad routine. he was so wrong to do that to me though. we have been txting and talking occasionally but i havnt seen him since. there it is, my life falling apart infront of me. never thought he would do that to me. never.you might remember Setsuka mentioning something about making a totally delish cake with no eggs or butter or any of that. just a cup of cherry coke(cherry optional but we like it), a box of cake mix and 10min in the microwave. for reals, no shit and its like the easiest cake to make, ever! no one believed it so i went over there last weekend and put it to the test. i love getting to spend time with her.
first you'll need to get a cherry coke, box of cake mix, icing, a bowl and a microwave safe dish.
add one cup of coke with the cake mix and stir well.
pour the cake batter into a microwave safe dish then pop it in the microwave for 10min.
then take titty pictures as you wait(its a very important step, says Setsuka)
then ice that bitch.
so people, im telling you now i have seen her do it and it definitely works! its srsly amazing, you need to try it one day!
after that Setsuka wanted to actually bake something, shes adorable. so she made blueberry muffins
we ate the whole cake that night like pigs.
then we got our drink on. yep. with lightsabers. 
we laughed, we drank, we danced, we watched stupid zombie movies, we played footsy under the blankets and giggled till 6am. *sigh* i already miss her.
dont forget!!!
Friday the 13th
Sheer Pink by the perfect and lovelySetsuka
check it out i got this awesome octopus necklace off my wishlist from my dear friend Vide0Dr0me
tytytyty!!! i cant wait till next month when i might get a little extra money to play WoW again. i miss talking to you. you're the best, thank you!
been deleting some of the pictures outta my phone to make more room, i swear to you its nothing but boobs, breasts, jugs, a few asses and a lot of titties! heres just a few i took lol
yep thats the octopus necklace with my octopus bowl nessy
Mr. and Mrs. Titties
cd boobs
titties that save lives
net tits
sg shirt
double the boobs, Setsuka and i
towl boobs
one nip
sunny boobs
hahahaha thats enough. ya i get a little creative..
im spending a few days down in florida with my dad. sooo much to do... we have to sort out my moms things, get all my old photos, help my dad give away some of the one million cats he has and get him ready to move up to georgia with me. yep thats right, he'll be moving in with me in a couple weeks. its the only thing i can think of to keep him from hurting himself and healthy. i would have done it sooner but im not the owner, i needed to work it out with my roomy. i have one of the best room mates in the world btw. for my birthday he bought Auriga round trip tickets to see me. so of course being the sweetheart he is he said my dad could come stay in my spare room.
im so happy. yayyyyyy!anyways back on track, im in florida and this weekend is mothers day. sadly its the first mother days i'll be spending without my mother.
its so hard. she always loved the gifts i gave her that i had made myself so this year im making a painting to celebrate her memory. i know she really likes native american artwork and wolves so i decided to paint her a lone wolf infront of a dreamcatcher. the wolf is a representative of deep faith, and profound understanding. from now on each year on mothers day im going to create something new and unique in memory of my mom. dont take the time you have with your mothers for granted, please spend this sunday with your mothers. or at least let her know how much she means to you! they wont be around forever 
on the 12th i fly to new york where i'll be staying with my bestie Auriga. FINALLY shooting a set with the talented miss Brooklyn!
i have a few set ideas and im working with Louisiana on finding a great location in Brooklyn. I'd love to here what you guys want to see from me though, any ideas out there??? i wont be online much until the 18th when i get home and then im going right under the needle
. so by then i'll have a ton of updates for you guys. i cant wait to get the second session on my sleeve, its going to take about 5 sessions total but this next one will really bring it all together so im looking forward to it.look out for this later in the month
\by ScottSmallin
gdamn facebook hasnt let me use my account for a week.
so thats f'd too.
as always, stay classy SGland.
i truely love you.
Ep"c
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omgomgomg
i got all these AWESOME 00g plugs off my wishlist!!!
tytyty David, i wish i knew your SG username.
oh hey, the new SuicideGears video is finally out! me, Setsuka, Shotgun, and Porcellana work together, get lubed up, down and dirty to show you how to change breaks.
check it out in the SuicidegirlsBlog
ya thats right im wearing a horde hoodie and i drink with my pinky up.
i love this video, its freakin hilarious dont you think!!!
thank you Shotgun!<3
Setsuka and i make a pretty good team when it comes to getting dirty huh?
be it fixin cars or in the bedroom
watch this awesome video. leave us some love and comment please!! ^.^
i miss her soooo much. she lives like three hours away from me can you believe that? im going crazy. i think i get to see her again this saturday, im so excited. Yayy!! i want to watch movies, veg out and cuddle allll day.
lately iv been wearing her old glasses, they are perfect for me and i can finally see again haha. i hated wearing contacts because my left eye having astigmatism. i had lost my glasses in a bar after i met Sharyn and Gonzoe the first time about a year ago. so, here they are. i know i look busted. i just got outta the shower, no makeup.
i have been doing some modeling when i get the time
one of my weirdest coolest friends ever, Kelly, came to live here in GA with me!! i missed her so much. when we got ripped together today and she got sick i remebered why i shouldnt smoke too much with her.
the bear. grrr.
Kelly, her BF and my puppy Katie.
Katie!
speaking of my puppy i had my friend Kat come over and take a few photos of us together for the "Now for Something Really Cute" SGblog. i loooove how they came out. big thanks to Kat and another to _Andy_ for photoshopping the photos i picked.
she is a beagle chihuahua mix
isnt she fuckin adorable!! it was so hard to get her to hold still lol she loves to run.
oh hey look whos in the queue, soon to greet you you in MR with sexy eyes.
be sure not to miss these must see sets! give them all the love you got baby!
Setsuka
Sheer Pink, May 13th
by writeboy
Epiic
Chasing Waterfalls, May 27th
by ScottSmallin
and
Auriga
Steam, May 28th
by Brooklyn
you guys are sooo spoild by us ladies. we love you.
friday i hope to go see my lovely Setsuka, sunday i have a shoot with Gaze At Photography out of town in SC, another shoot with someone here in my town sometime during the week, then i should be heading down to florida to visit my dad again before the 10th, and right after that im flying out to NYC!
ill be stay with my long lost lover Auriga, my sexy calico kitten.
i dont really have any locations yet but ill be shooting a set for SG with the talented Brooklyn. iv been wanting to shoot a set with her since i turned pink!!! ITS FINALLY HAPPENING yayyys
ooo awesome idea just popped into my head...nothing discussed yet but possibly a multi of me and Auriga!? we'll see
hope you all had an awesome zombie jesus day. i had way too much candy!
keep winning SGland
love
Ep"c
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