JANUARY 6, 2011 @ 07:27 PM


OMFuckingG! im so incredibly happy with my life right now.
the new year has come and man is it a new year with a whole new life.

those of you that know me or keep up with my blogs know i've been traveling for about 4years straight with a sales company. well i wasn't exactly happy moving every two months and not having many friends to chill with. it was a great opportunity and i had some awesome times on the road but i needed to settle down. right after christmas i quit and moved to Georgia!biggrin

a very very good friend of mine offered the whole 2nd floor of his house, w/ 3bed 1bath, for only $500 a month!eeeklove i just had to take this offer! traveling is so expensive dude, like really. rent on the road was about 2g'z a month. thats just crazy talk. and on top of that not having many friends made it hard on me.

i feel so alive and giggly lately ^.^ such a great feeling. i think change is good. i always welcome it. one of my biggest pet peeves is when people try to hold you back, make you stay the same, want you just the way you are forever... fuck that noise. "i dont care what nobody thinks. ima be me, stay hood, stay raised on the streets" lol. those people dont need to be in my life.

so what have i been doing since i landed here!? eeeeeee, i've been searching all the awesome tattoo shops for a good clean respectable environment to PA at. i checked out most the shops in my area, like 9! omg i love it. my first try was short of luck as the shop already has a shop girl and thats usually where they like you to start. the people there were super sweet though and told me about Americana Tattoos down town needing a helping hand. i rushed over there and talked with the owner Jessie. its such a cool shop, i sooooo want to be their bitch! ill do everything and ill clean anything just so i can finally start piercing again!smile im so ready for this. i cant contain my excitement! ill be heartbroken if they dont take me in.*crosses fingers, toes, arms, legs.. shit even my eyes*
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my lovely new home, which ill be cleaning up and painting trim very soon. did i mention i LOVE to decorate. i can watch HGTV allllll day.
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and my bathroom gets a makeover tonightsmile taking this wall paper down and painting, i want browns and blues color scheme.
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while moving i found a butt load of lighters, and i dont even smoke cigarettes! just a stoner from time to timeshocked
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one more thing has changed this year that im kinda shorta proud of. my eyebrows! its a pain in the ass to let your eyebrows grow out but i finally did it. i think they look a bit better than before. Kewpie and i actually started talking due to my unshappen fail brows lol, she messaged me about my set and then said i should change them haha....well i didsmile. she was totally sweet about it but it still gave me that little shove i needed to grit my teeth and just let them grow out so i could reshape them. im very pleased, still needs a bit more work but they are getting there.
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what do you think?





other than that im still mesmile still think every blog is a better blog if it has nudity.
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yep those are pigtails kiss

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stay classy SGland,
<333
Epiic
<333



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Ladies and Gentlemen! INFERNO
by Vide0dr0me

SPOILERS! (Click to view)


LIMBO

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Just the teeth on a gear
Simply attach to a wheel
Running on this machine
Long since broken

Just like a zombie
Inevitably devouring
Pain is repeating
And left with the loneliness

This damaged seed
Sprouted into an dying tree
Withered branches for the fiends to feed
And soil is made of rust and ashes
Of what I could had been



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LUST

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Through the opening of Hell
I descent into a realm of bliss
Her chamber seen with candle light
Her curves covered only in lace
With begging eyes

As the storm rustles outside
Black lipstick stains my memories
Hair smells of autumn nights
And taste of eternal life
Her breasts surround my face
My arms wrap around her milk white waist

On her knees she brings
On her back she receives
As I drink between her thighs
She thrusts in pleasure
Bites my skin then licks the pain
I am just a slave for my suicide queen



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GLUTTONY

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Voracity
Filth, Hunger
Gorge, Destroy, Transform
Overweight avarice queens, super size filth kings
Wanting seconds with a full plate
Eating, Indigestion of the shit
Cannot breathe still eat
Hurt, Disgust
Pigs



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GREED

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The man morphed into a dollar bill
The American Christ preaches greed
Drinking the green paper wine
While the rest of the table dies

Tables full of starving eyes
Looking into empty plates in the east
You masked your stealing hands by shaking hands
Selling short changing
Buying their luxury with your money

Old deceivers want it
Young gullible collectors make it
Everyone in the middle is robbed
Future’s taken away from shaking hands

We are just zeroes
On someone else’s currency




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ANGER

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In past I loved you, but now no longer
Your presence and scent still linger
Scars grow into me until skin blisters
If our history was a text it be a war
A war where you killed every last bit of me

So I had to sacrifice my dreams to taste you
And you burn me until my ashes are gone

If cold was my last emotion
I would be warmer than you could be
I cannot believe you throw away
The only thing that fucking loved you
The only thing that mattered

Heart aches from mistakes
Body shakes with anger
I wish I could forget you
And leave behind excess waste



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HERESY

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Just another name to call faith
Attach to words while you’re on throne
It’s obvious to those who are not oblivious drones
Chains to control us it’s too late

Silence falls on the world but they wait
Murders in your name
Good deeds you take the fame
No evidence unless we eat the convert cake

Truth possibly, existence not likely
If you love us then why do want us dead?
Planet slowly dies while you cloud the heads
The ties that bind, an open mind is heresy




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VIOLENCE

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Standing in a forest of heartache
Where I met her for the final time
Just a broken down creature
Cuts as deep as the roots in the trees

Mommy and daddy were ghosts
And what were friends were really aliens
I can never imagine what it would be
To be truly all alone

Worthless and discarded was her world
I try to lift her up but she kept dragging me down
No sound was heard from the bleeding
Silently her body hit the ground

A pain that makes me ashamed
A pain I would gladly trade
A pain that still hurts
As I write these words today

For not even all the love in this world
Can save her from herself



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FRAUD

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Whores and pimps seduced the restless
Skin trade taking, abandoned integrity
Cup filled for the drained hopeless

Second step down is tongue of flattery
Whisper me sweet covered lies
Exploitation through oral fixation

Unjust men I see on the TV screen
For a small fee through God I can heal thy
Your lose will always be his gain

Walk backwards while you speak in riddles
Measure the desperate pain with stars and bones
Twisting yesterday and haunting the tomorrow

Humanoid vultures called politicians
Bartering corruption, smiles of a demon
Force fed lies until the next vulture

Hypocrites wearing the linen lie inside
Burning bridges with your pretentious speeches
If only you followed your own advice

Go by many names but you’re still the same
Stealing gold, stealing time, stealing lives
Doctors and thieves both wear masks

Always looked up too for protection
While there not looking holding you tight
You keep them then you throw them away
As there cries increase you claim your deaf

Fake hope morphed to be real
Counterfeit what so many bleed to achieve
Disease on the honest in society

The golden rule, he who has the gold
Makes the rules and your running the game
But in the end you’ll burn down here just the same



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TREACHERY

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Into the realm of Cocytus
Frozen in a reserved sea
I can no longer see fire
Only those I have hurt
Left with their tears
Diluting my reflection

Walking in fields
Of knives in innocent backs
Manufactured promises
Produce early lies
Thirty pieces of silver lay out
Push away, unable to retract
Good intentions paved the way

Alone as I sink under the ice
Drowning with the metal of
The bridges I have burned
And I once remember
All the times I was called friend
Lamentably I am too late
In the darkness up all I see is Hell
Below me
Nothing


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REBIRTH

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From darkness I feel
A light coming closer
Reborn in water, reserved sinking
So why am I still alive?
On my knees I laugh until I cry
This isn’t Heaven
But this isn’t Hell
Then I realize what has faded away

All the useless feelings
I’ve held onto in my life
All the empty days
I put them rest
All the people who destroyed my life
It’s time to leave these things far behind

One step to forgiveness
Two steps to redemption
Three steps away all the pain
And four steps to a brand new day



David says: "-So what do you think? "
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Moonlil

Moonlil

HOPEFUL

Trenton, NJ

JAN 06, 2011 07:33 PM

Congrats hun!

Padre

Padre

Tolleson, AZ
March 2007

JAN 06, 2011 07:34 PM

You know, some of us are nomads & some of us are settlers. And I hope this is the best change for you, it certainly sounds like it.
I love the idea of you making the place all your own too. I love home makeovers haha, I can't wait to see the end result pretty lady
Kewpie is amazing isn't she, I miss greatly & I'm happy for her. She's so very much happier where she's at.

Abrupt

Abrupt

HOPEFUL

Plymouth, WI

JAN 06, 2011 07:38 PM

So cool Epiic! You deserve it. I know when we talked you talked about the moving so much. I'm so happy for you to settle in! smile Fingers crossed for you to land your spot in that shop and yep...Inferno is ok smile He's a neat guy. smile
xoxoxo!! Call me....wanna pick your brain tongue kiss

merlowe

merlowe

HOPEFUL

Pittsburgh, PA

JAN 06, 2011 07:38 PM

Cool for you that you don't have to travel so much anymore...I thought you were married? Did you move with your husband?
I wish you the best of luck at the tattoo shop..I just did my first piercing today..kinda proud of myself too!

Amarena

Amarena

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

JAN 06, 2011 07:41 PM

Awww! I wanna live in a house for only $500!!! That's so cool of your friend. smile
And hooray for new tattoo shop jobs! I hope you get it! That sounds like so much fun.
Isn't Vide0dr0me's Inferno project the bee's knees??? love

BeddaRoses

BeddaRoses

Brooklyn, NY
November 2010

JAN 06, 2011 07:44 PM

That is all so awesome I cannot believe you get all of that for only 500 a month! Coming from NY I know that must be heaven sent lol

Good luck with the shop!miao!!

jimcurt99

jimcurt99

Tucson, AZ
August 2010

JAN 06, 2011 07:49 PM

So happy to see things are going well for you- a super epic blog from a super Epiic person!!!

P.S.- LOVE LOVE LOVE the set you did with Kewpie!! and I think you are correct, all blogs should contain nudity!!!!

It_Thing_Hard_On

It_Thing_Hard_On

Humptulips, WA
November 2003

JAN 06, 2011 08:08 PM

Jeez, need a roommate? I just found out my single bedroom apt. wants $175 EXTRA from me a month to renew my lease. I knew there was going to be an increase but not that much of one.

whatever

eweytx

eweytx

Houston, TX
November 2010

JAN 06, 2011 08:14 PM

Great start for 2011! It makes the year good already to hear people with a positive, cool attitude.
Good Luck with the new home and Best Wishes for the new year!

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

JAN 06, 2011 08:29 PM

Good for you that you lit in a happy place, I am happy for you.

"A stoner from time to time"...lol. Weren't you the one who named her bongs? Just askin'....

Drama

Drama

Columbus, OH
January 2003

JAN 06, 2011 09:07 PM

I'm happy to hear you got a nice place and get to settle down and have a place of your own! I hope that doesn't mean you won't be traveling back to Ohio to visit me frown

Call me or text me soon! smile

Vide0dr0me

Vide0dr0me

USA
January 2010

JAN 06, 2011 09:07 PM

Who the hell made that Inferno thing? tongue

IndieBuddhist

IndieBuddhist

Oshawa, ON
April 2009

JAN 06, 2011 09:27 PM

Props to you for changing your life like that... Not many are willing to do that.
And, thanks for the set reminder, I admit, I did forget but I re-voted.

Evilgasm

Evilgasm

Netherlands
April 2007

JAN 06, 2011 09:27 PM

Glad to hear you're doing well Epiic!

Jaxy

Jaxy

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

JAN 06, 2011 10:12 PM

Changing the shape of ones eyebrows is a pain in the ass. Maintaining the shape is even more of a pain.

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