so i think today is just going to be a lazy day....

im stopping at target to pick up a gift wrap organizer...(i know,i sound like a house wife)

i have to stop at my dads to pick up my diploma for massage school that starts in september.

my boyfriend and i are stopping at his step sisters house so we can look at their old dining room set, its apparently all dark wood and antique looking, just what i like. so hopefully well have enough room for it in our house.

and i think i might get my hair cut shorter, but thats a maybe.

well i got my hair cut, its ok. i still am looking for that perfect funky cut. but my damn wavy/thick hair is preventing me from finding what i want. any ideas?

damn, so its my friends birthday and i totally forgot, i just called her and left a message wishing happy birthday, i hope shes not mad at me.

my boyfriend is having a show in august and he wants me to go with a couple of our friends (ember is one of them) and dress all sexy, so that should be fun. i love playing dress up...well not really dress up b/c id be wearing not much, but you get the point.

im still waiting on a damn letter from my friend, what the hell is going on.

AHHHHH

its so god damn hot... i hate it. my poor puppy doesnt know what to do, shes so tired and uncomfortable.

i keep checking the mail hoping to get a letter from my friend but so far none. hopefully soon i will have another one from him. i miss him.

i need to get my hair cut and get my tattoo, actually tattoos. theres so much to buy and so little money. i need a better job, i need to get paid much more than what i get paid now. right now its covering the bills but not really leaving me anything left over.

i hear this ringing coming from downstairs, i wonder if my boyfriend broke something. haha.

hopefully i will be doing another set soon, but that really doesnt matter b/c my first one isnt even up yet

last night i went to dinner with my boyfriend, brother and 21 of his friends, he is on his way to iraq. we had to drop him off at mercer airport where there were soldiers in formation with their rifles at their side. it made me realize that its real, that he is really going to war. i didnt have much time to say goodbye either, and on the way home i rode with my pops and i tried not to cry. i think its really gonna hit me in september b/c for right now hes just on his way to california for training so i guess in the back of my mind i know hes safe.

tonight im going to a party at a friends house, i hope i have fun, i really just want to get naked and hang around.

my birthday is coming up soon, august 15..yeah. ill be 24, i hope my boyfriend gets me the ring i want (no not an engagement ring), its sterling silver with our birthstones and 2 diamond accents with our names engraved. its not that much but im excited b/c ive been eyeing this ring for months.

muah

I GOT MY PANTIES THE OTHER DAY....IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!

tomorrows fourth of july and i will be at work...people, please dont break down on the side of the road tomorrow, i really dont feel like working (AAA dispatcher)

ok, so my best guy friend from middle school, who got sent to jail 5 years ago finally got in contact with me, i wrote him a letter and he wrote me back saying how nice it is to hear from me and how he ruined his life and how im a true friend...blah blah... but is it wrong that im writing him? ive never been in this position before.

i just got done grocery shopping, another 150 down the drain and i totally forgot to pick up my brides maids dress (which was supposed to be picked up last week), i hope davids bridal doesnt throw my dress away or something...

im tired, i think im gonna go watch some tv..

so....im really frustrated and here is why..

1. its friday night, i dont do much usually because i have work on saturdays at 7am and i really wanted to go some place different and of course my ideas (dave and busters, AC, the fair) are all shot down and now we're just going to go play pool. yay (not really)

2. my roomate (who i love and is a good friend of mine) chooses to think that him raising his voice to my puppy will get her to learn, i understand where he's coming from b/c you have to be firm but not with pit bulls. they dont take well to anger. AND, shes not even a bad puppy, shes just hyper when people are over b/c shes in her pen from 8am to 3:30, so of course when people stop by she wants to play.

3. he wont get his damn cat fixed so she cries constantly, and my cat (im not a fan of cats at all) is pissed that we got a puppy so she chooses to poop on the floor now, and its like an everyday thing.

4. im broke and i have all this shit that i have to pay for, like things for my best friends wedding thats coming up on the 22nd but i still havent gotten my share back from the other girls in the bridal party.

and thats about it , or atleast thats what has been bothering me. god, i hate bitching but in a way, me just talking about it makes it go away. i promise next post will be better.

so whats new with me....

i think i slightly sprained my ankle the other day due to mia, i was walking her on mon after the rain and she got all hyper and wanted to play and i slipped and to top it off i was sick all day

im getting really anxious about my site being up, i want everyone to see...

my mom is in the area visiting, she lives in missori and i dont see her that often (not a good relationship) so i have to deal with her and try to be nice and be the better person but its hard.

work was crazy today (im a AAA dispatcher) there was flooding all over, in the mountain (pa) area people were being evacuated and even in the trenton area the the stadium was getting bad. apparently there is word that they already have a plan for evacuation in the hamilton area for saturday if need be.

im trying to find a pic of my lovely boyfriend so you all can see just who i love...maybe soon.

i want to go fishing...

well gonna go take a shower now....get all nice and soapy, yeah!!!

so, i get home from work after having a horrible day and i sign on and i have such nice things being said about me. it really put me in a better mood. everyone is so nice. i hope you all like my pics and please check out my little baby mia.. muah

Hey everyone! I'm hot and I have fantastic boobies, but you won't be able to see them until my first set goes live, HAHAHA!