im gonna get married!! thats right, mark proposed. im telling you all a little late, it happened on valentines day but better late then never. im so in awe at everything that needs to be done, i dont know where to start. if anybody has any advice or knows anybody that can hook me up on somehow it would be greatly appreciated....

superbowl....blah

why cant i just get in the christmas mood?!?!?

its beginning to look alot like christmas.....

and what do i want??

same old shit, another day....

things i have to do this week:

sun: sleep in, clean, go to the dollar store, pick up some christmas decor
mon: go to walmart to pick up a new game for my nintendo ds, finish doing laundry, go to the doctors (hopefully) and relax
tue: call out of work to take my dad to the doctors
wed: work
thursday: make food for thanksgiving and go to dads house
friday: work
saturday: work
sunday: work....

how was everyones halloween? did yall get dressed up? i dressed up as a psycho sideshow, the girl who gets knives thrown at her...hehe. anything new going on? the band that my boyfriend works with, Ashes of Your Enemy, just had their CD released in stores...so if your into metal go and check them out. they are really great people and they need the support.

so today is my sisters 27th birthday which means going to dads house for cake, coffee and cigarettes. well that didnt quite happen, i get there after work and begin to take a nap like always when my father and i hear my brother scream from outside "dad, come here, i need your help" were both thinking its something stupid but he keeps screaming it. we go outside to see what he needs and there he is with blood covering his pants, feet and the porch. we ask him what happened and his answer was "i stabbed myself with an arrow". turns out, my brother went hunting today with his bow and new 3 point steel arrows and apparently he hit the deer (sorry for all you who are against hunting) but it wasnt quite the shot he wanted. so when he gets home he decides to sharpen up another arrow head and do some target practice in the backyard. well when he hit the target 3/4 of the arrow went through so when he went to pull out the arrow by the feathers he wasnt thinking that it might come out quickly so he had his leg infront and there ya go. steel arrow head right through his leg. it went probably an inch or more into his leg. we rush him to the emergency room and all the nurses and students were there watching and seeing what happened. the woman stitching him up was trying to make him laugh b/c he felt like such a moron and she was telling him that what he did wasnt the stupidest thing she saw today, but of course she couldnt tell us b/c of the patient/client confidentiality. i even got to watch them stitch him up!!! i was doing pretty good then i started to get a little light headed so they sat me down and gave me some soda. woo hoo. what an exciting day.

woo hoo, graduation tomorrow!!!!

so yes, im 25 and i dont have much to show for it at this time. in one month i will be done school and thats super exciting. i should be getting some new ink which means...new pics. its been alot of fun since the roommates moved out, the only downers right now are the fact that i have to go to a bunch of weddings soon and i have no money to afford to go. maybe i should do a strip show to get some extra cash - haha.

p.s im trying to get steve prue to do my set number 2 but i have no clues as to what it should be about. any suggestions????

xoxo

woo hoo, so my roommates are moving out soon so mark and i get the house to ourselves. as you can tell im extremely excited. i get a whole bathroom to myself, which this bathroom has a tub and not just a stand up shower, so when i get home from massaging people all day i can relax with a bubble bath. i feel like a little kid again. im going to get a room to myself for massage and doing my hobbies, which right now i dont have any but hopefully soon i will. haha. mia has been good, she started limping for a while but it was just do to the heat and her bones swelling. my job still sucks but hopefully ill get something i enjoy soon.