Alright everyone in suicidegirl land.

appetite needs a favor...If you could go to this site and give them a listen...there trying to get some airtime on 103 the buzzard.

it would be a much appreciated favor

and if you feel so inclined check out there myspace

Sburns myspace

in other news...all is well...My finals for school are coming up at the end of this week...damn you mini-mesters.

ive also separated myself from the usual people ive been hanging around...so things are a little different and lonely... But ive also been meeting new people...and hanging out with those that I have seen since the dinosaur times

and ill leave you with four poor quality pictures

Clearly California is where its at.

Maybe I should go.

no really whats up with southern California? Whats the good neighborhoods? Anyone need a Medical receptionist?

So, I finally went to get some pictures taken today, its been awhile since ive just took pictures for shits and giggles and not for a set, im pretty pleased with how they turned out.

I think im going to play around with them a little bit in photoshop.

*Sigh* I was reading through all my old blogs and its so strange to me, I like the way I write in my private journal, I wish I could be that honest with everythong, and just write it all out. Maybe ill make a public one under my alias, and just know that someone somewhere in Live Journal land someone has read my words. I suppose a post secret concept.

I hung out with A guy today. and it was great...Got out of my usuall routine. I think Im going to go over there tomrrow.

oh yea ive blogged about him before, almost a year ago Appetite, used to go to wilmington alot, I miss wilmington

Well, adios SG land im going to go enjoy the rest of my dane cooke.

and btw everyone should see the movie Idiotocracy.

Ive got a new obsession...fake hair.

Its a art I swear to god, im trying to perfect it.

Im thinking of a new shoot with my pink hair what do you guys think?

What a week. im back in school! yipee. I feel very fortunate to have a second chance at this.

I mean...I get to spend 42$ a credit hour to learn the home row keys...yea thats right its a required class, do you have any idea how un stimulating this class is. Im ready to bang my head up against the monitor.

also...I did the dumbest thing I think ive ever done...I backed straight up into my friends BRAND NEW LEXUS. he had it for TWO days. OMG I felt like a idiot. ive never had a wreck...ive never got a speeding ticket, ive never hit ANYTHING. and I hit his car *face palm*

yay for insurance.

Ugh...I feel like ive been neglecting the internet...wtf...Why do I feel like im neglecting it....more importantly...WHY DO I EVEN CARE.

I have 93 friend request...that I don't feel like checking...I can't remember the last time i responded to anyones comments. Don't feel neglected people the real world is hassling me.

So I got a new addition today.

I finally go BOTH sides of my lip pierced, my reasoning besides the fact that I love it is...Im about to get to a point in my life where Im going to have to go into the "professional" world so I might aswell get what I want now and keep it for a brief period, then to have never gotten it at all.

so hello snakebites, possible septum, and pink hair till I can't anymore





and last but not least, me with my favorite utensil. I eat everything with a fork...and I mean everything. even icecream



I also have a very pleasant surprise coming friday

Well im back from miami, sadly I had to leave a day eary and didn't get to hang out with mystik

but im sure there will be plenty of more times.

Id like to take 5.3 seconds to give all Paramedics a big round of applause for what they do. No matter how bad the situation, how gory, how disturbing they do there job, they give CPR relentlessly and try to save lives. I can't imagine the horrible things that they have seen in there line of work.

I witnessed first hand the repercussions of drunk driving. Even thoe its a stupid thing to do, ive known a million people that do it, and it always turns out Ok...But Friday night...well early saterday morning I was at a party and some guy left, people tried to tell him NOT to drive but he was to the point of hostility if you tried to take his keys.

He didn't even make it a half a mile from the house when a few of my friends heard three loud crashes. we jumped in my car and sped up the road, where I proceeded to run over a mailbox in the middle of the road, and thats when I looked to my right and saw his car upside down. he had rolled it at least three times up hill.

analisemae called 911. Thankfully he was ok, and even thoe we advised this one IDIOT not to touch him or move him because he could have neck or back injurys, but he tried to reason that he was a life gaurd (Is he drowning asshole?) he moved him anyways. he was conscious, with just one cut on his leg.

It still feels really surreal, it felt like I was 15 watching a drivers ed video.

it was a big reality check that drunk driving really is dangerous, no matter how little you have had to drink, or how experienced you think you are its not just your own stupid life that could be put in danger, but someone else's as well. instead of a mailbox...it could have been me...or you coming around that curve.

Anyways, after that note. things have been going a little down hill for me, for some reason for the past week my anxiety has sky rocketed for no reason. ive decided to see a shrink. ive seen them before but I wasn't really ready to listen or take there advice, so im going to go for it with more of a open mind.

Back in the 305 till next saterday night

let the good times roll once again!

Wow 20.

Id like to thank everyone thats wished me a happy birthday

My birthday hasn't been that exciting this year...I think im realizing time is just passing.



there I go...20 years ago. haha. I had a fat head

21 will be a lot better. I just know it.

So much is going on in my head.

I don't even bother to write it down anymore...because I know it wont matter soon. everything I have went through has stopped hurting. And this will to.

out the door and back in the 305.

feels like im going home again.

let the good times roll!