latest news... im having a baby!

due Feb 16th, 2009


ill write more once i gather some words.

more pictures in this blog. lol.

so today was just wonderful. our keyholder at my store walked out because i couldnt come in early cuz id be getting overtime then. she called me when she got in at 10am and asked me to come in early cuz she had a massive hangover and wanted to go home. today was the only day she worked all freakin week. oh well. she really didnt do much while she was there anyways. so i spent all day getting statements out of my part timers about her walking out. trying to get the store looking good again as it was a disaster. kicked some young teenage girls out who wanted to play hide and seek in my store. i think not. i think i scared them a little too. at the end of the night i was so out of it. to the point of i let some girls steal panties from my store. i saw them do it all... and when they left my store i went out into the mall and stopped them and asked to check the one girls bag... sure enough... our panties in the bag... stupid me i say "ok thanks" and walk away. it was only two pairs, but still. definately kicked myself in the ass for that one.

i want tomorrow to be July.. seriously. its gonna be a good month. July 3rd... Less than Jake and Goldfinger show. July 5th... my little cousins wedding. July 7th... Jimmy Eat World show. July 11th... I am leaving on a road trip down to Virginia with my best friend, her husband, and their daughter. They live down there, so I'm gonna drive down with them and then fly back after a few days. July 15th... warped tour in Virginia Beach. July 20th or so (give or take) I take over my store... well that happens whenever my manager goes into labor with her little boy. haha.

oh and it was announced tonight that the new kids on the block are playing in st paul in october. seriously... im a dork. ill probably shell out the money to see them. bring me back to like when i was 9 years old. should be a good time lol.

anyways. time for pictures.






yes kinda repetitive but i look pretty lol

hey guys!

so i ended up with bronchitis after my birthday. its finally going away, luckily. i dyed my hair yet again... this time it is indeed darker. its a deep burgundy color and im loving it!!!!!! ive decided after i am done with this semester of school that im going to drop my program and look at other options. i just dont know if i really want to do veterinary technology anymore. im kind of bored with it. =/ im finally over the 100 pound mark.... woohoo!!!!! or well i was 4 days ago, watch me weigh myself tomorrow and be under 95lbs again. bleh. poo on that. kingston now weighs 4.3 pounds. haha. i bought him pajamas tonight.... but must exchange them for a small rather than x small.

it's been a while. i havent heard from antonio... aka guy in long island... in what feels like forever, when its only been about 2 wks. i wont lie, I miss the guy. I miss the friendship and knowing he was there for me. no idea whats going on now. he always said that no matter what happened, he'd be happy with the fact that he made an amazing friend with it all... yet where is he? oh well i guess. you make friends. you lose friends. you win some. you lose some. right?

i went on a few dates with this kid, Cody... things were good until he called me rude. he came over one night and sat on his phone texting and on the internet for like 3 hours. i didnt say anything at all about it. i picked my phone up once to check the time and he made the comment of "you going to be on your phone all night long?" and had an attitude. I simply said "are you kidding me?" and we got into it. he told me i was rude cuz i was sitting on my phone all night long, and he was seriously oblivious to the fact that he was on his all night long. at first i thought he was joking.. but no he was serious. that put an end to that.

and now... well someones back. im not ready to talk about it. Just going to enjoy it. and this time it wasnt my doing. but things are really good.

im working. i love my job. im rebuilding my friendship with my best friend that strayed for a while. i have my boy. kingston is getting so big. hes such a pain in the ass. focusing more on school right now.

to those of you who once spoke to me often and ive been distant, I apologize. Im trying to focus on the things in my life that ive put off and need to fix. please understand.

while the last few weeks have been pretty good... theres been the bad. I was in the hospital for an anxiety attack. that same week my brother was in the hospital for a seizure. my nephew was in for a 105 degree temp. then my brother was back in for a hole in his head from being knocked out and hitting his head on a parking lot curb. he went to the hospital to pick up my nephew and my nephews mom, and when he brought them home, my nephews mom boyfriend went crazy cuz my brother picked them up. and shoved my nephew and his mom out of the way and started attacking my brother. this was only like 36 hours after my brother got out from his seizure and with one hit was knocked out cold from his new medication. and the dude sat there and continued to beat the hell out of him. slamming his head into the ground and kicking him. IN FRONT OF MY 2 YEAR OLD NEPHEW! im still tore up over this.

oh and the hair has changed. its darker now. i wanted a change. needed a change. its a dark maple brown color, but still has plenty of red in it. ill get pictures up soon.

ready for the best part of this blog.... TOMORROW (May 3rd) IS MY BIRTHDAY!

woohoo happy birthday to me!