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OCTOBER 11, 2011 @ 06:07 AM | 10 COMMENTS


OCTOBER 10, 2011 @ 08:11 PM


Today I got into my first car crash. puke
I had made a pretty sweet video blog but seeing as how now none of that can compare to my wreck... haha ill just tell you about my wreck.
So like i said i was going to visit my mother in law. I was LESS THAN A MILE FROM HER HOUSE and i stopped turn onto JD Walton (her street). Me and Ava were singing our little hearts out to A Day To Remember and I had just talked to Matthew. I checked to see if any cars were coming and there were. Two were coming. So i was waiting... waiting and singing and then WHAM.
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I didn't lose consciousness but i must have hit my head because the next time i opened my eyes my ears were ringing, i had to blink a few times to get a clear few and we were slowly rolling forward. I shook my head a little and then my hearing gradually came screeching back and all I heard was Ava screaming. All of a sudden it hit me like a fucking brick wall "Oh my GOD , my baby! MY BABY!" I looked back and other than crying she seemed to be okay. Then there was a knock on my window. The man who hit me was a little bloody and there were two people who had stopped and were helping us out of the van and across the street. That's when I started having a sharp pain in the back of my head and getting very dizzy...

Soon the ambulance arrived and so did the police. We exchanged information and they all thought it best to take me and my baby to the E.R. for a check up. Ava was fine but me... ugh. frownfrown
The prescribed me a bunch of muscle relaxers and pain meds and made me another doctors appointment and my pain has gotten worse by the hour.

The good news is my van annihilated that dudes truck. My back windows weren't even busted, it just fucked up my bumper but his insurance covers it all! His truck however, is fucked. Unfortunately Ava and I have school tomorrow and I do NOT want her riding around in a two seater truck (my only other vehicle) so long story short I now drive a gold 2006 Impala. whatever
It's not a Honda Fit but it will do for a couple of months. Plus I kinda like it. haha



so... how was YOUR Monday?
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SEPTEMBER 23, 2011 @ 06:12 AM


this will probably end up being very long.

so you might have noticed i changed my diet from vegetarian to vegan! I have been vegan for a week now and i love it! I've always thought going vegan was an option but after doing a little more reading and meditation i have decided that i don't have a choice. It is the only way that is morally acceptable in todays society. I really hope i don't offend you all when i say this but i just don't think there is any reason or excuse for using animal products. I especially hate it when people claim to be "animal lovers" mainly only referring to their pets (which is in itself stupid) and yet they eat meat.surreal that concept to me is extremely contradicting. It's one of a few options:
-you are so dense that you only care about the animals you can physically touch, or that are right in front of you
-you only care about "cute" animals
-or you're just not educated enough about where your food comes from to make and educated decision.

I beg you guys to do some MILD reading a research before your next meal. I'm sure it will change your life. here is my number one recommendation. It was given to me by Setsuka along with a bunch of other vegan cookbooks. I was hooked on this one right away and was reading all night.


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here are some facts that i hope make a drastic difference in your choice of diet.
-did you know that dairy cows are repeatedly raped by artificial insemination and are forced to constantly give birth. As soon as their calves are born they are torn away from their mothers, who will continue to search for their babies, not knowing they have probably already been slaughtered to make veal.
-Their udders are forced to produce 10 times the milk that was meant for their babies and are in constant pain, heartache, and confusion.
-after they cannot give birth anymore, they are slaughtered to make the cheapest ground chuck.
- Our FDA deems cows, pigs, chickens, ect. acceptable to eat despite being raised in filthy conditions. Most are covered in cancerous tumors and sores. And then you make it a hamburger. And people wonder why cancer is rampant...
-think God put animals here for us to eat? consider this.
Christianity: “And God said, Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the Earth, and every tree, in which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat.” —Genesis 1:29-30



“Animals are God’s creatures, not human property, nor utilities, nor resources, nor commodities, but precious beings in God’s sight…Christians whose eyes are fixed on the awfulness of crucifixion are in a special position to understand the awfulness of innocent suffering. The Cross of Christ is God’s absolute identification with the weak, the powerless, and the vulnerable, but most of all with unprotected, undefended, innocent suffering.” — Reverend Andrew Linzey



“And the flesh of the slain beasts in his body will become his own tomb. For I tell you truly, he who kills, kills himself and he who eats the flesh of slain beasts, eats the body of death.” —The Essene Gospel of Peace



“The people in the desert are tired of manna, and so ask for meat. Quails are sent, but as soon as they eat the quails, they are struck with a deadly plague.” —Numbers 11:4-34

Even if you don't have a concern for the feelings and safety of animals, at least have the self respect to do it for yourself. It is by far the most unhealthy diet out there. It's not like back in the loden days when the cow you're eating was family raised and you practically grew up with her. You know she was healthy. NOPE. These animals are diseased, abused, and pumped full of chemicals and drugs.... it's just cruel and disgusting.

did you know that to make a fur coat, to kill the animal and not to damage the fur they use anal, and vaginal electrocution? puke
i could go on all day but ill spare you... but you should definitely think about what you're doing. If you have ANY questions please ask but do NOT try and debate me. I am prepared, you will, lose, and you will feel dumb. haha wink Go Vegan!
Peta!

on a much much much brighter note...when Setsuka and I went to the gym yesterday she brought me vegan pumpkin spice muffins! eeekSO GEWD. haha
Today we're going to Zumba class! HELLZ YEAH!

pics later? you betcha! biggrin
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