Get with it or get fucked!


So there's a 99% chance that I'm getting the store manager position at another store in the company i work for.. Only down side is that It's almost an hour from my house... but i think it will be worth it..

i've been super lazy with taking pictures.. i also really want to shoot a new set... maybe by october i can get something done..

I have plans in the works.. but i feel like everyone's going to ridicule me for my decisions so its best that i keep them to myself..for the time being..

my brother, who is younger then me.. is way over protective and sometimes makes my life pretty hard..
he also has sort of a temper and it kinda scares me sometimes..

today i feel like this

the world is so funny

i really need a proper update.. but i feel drained..

i don't know what i'm doing with my life..

Finally!

My computer at my new house + internet access = STOKED!

I'm back !

I'll have computer access again in less then a week! i swear! almost back to normal!

still here!
things are still sorta crazy.. have to be out of my moms house by the 10th... then i sort of have nowhere to go for about a week...
moving is a big pain is my ass!

Just in case anyone has been wondering where i've been

I'm in between places to live at the moment, so i haven't really had a chance to get on recently..

I'm staying at my moms for a bit but she sold the house and has to be out mid July.. I should be able to get into my new place around the same time!

I think this is one of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard

It's Only Time - The Magnetic Fields

Why would I stop loving you
a hundred years from now?
It's only time.
It's only time.

What could stop this beating heart
once it's made a vow?
It's only time.
It's only time.

If rain won't change your mind,
let it fall.
The rain won't change my heart
at all.

Lock this chain
around my hand,
throw away the key.
It's only time.
It's only time.

Years falling
like grains of sand
mean nothing to me.
It's only time.
It's only time.

If snow won't change your mind
let it fall.
The snow won't change my heart,
not at all.

(I'll walk your lands)
I'll walk your lands
(And swim your sea)
And swim your sea

Marry me.
Marry me.

(Then in your hands)
Then in your hands
(I will be free)
I will be free

Marry me.
Marry me.

Why would I stop loving you
a hundred years from now?

i love summer!

I feel as if i need to post something but i can't for the life of me think of where to begin..

I've been real tired lately.. not just physically but mentally as well.. It's all starting to catch up to me i think..

I'd like it for my life to go back to some semblance of normalcy.. but i suppose i created this whole mess so now i have to deal with the after effects..

After all that has gone on in the past 6 or so months i can say that I've finally found some happiness though.. and in a spot that i'd never ever expected to find it...

I don't care if people are talking shit about me.. i'm tired of peoples opinions..and quite frankly.. tired of a lot of people as well..

There's no way to explain true happiness and love to someone who hasn't experienced it for themselves..
When it's right you just... know... i definitely know now