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SEPTEMBER 8, 2009 @ 10:46 AM | 3 COMMENTS


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JULY 12, 2007 @ 07:24 AM


OOTP REVIEW & BABBLE


The Good:

1. Luna. a) Evanna Lynch was a real-life HP fan, which is just awesome. b) She's quite convincing in her "not-all-there" -ness and prety much nails the role. Also, I'm biased because I just love Luna.

2. THESTRALS.

3. DUMBLEDORE. Okay, well...he didnt pwn as much as I envisioned, but I'm okay with that. I probably fangirl Dumbleydore way too much anyway. His escape---pretty awesome. Fighting Voldie at the end? Also great. BUT GAWD I HATE THAT LITTLE BEARD PONYTAIL.


4. UMBRIDGE. Her annoying little 'hem hem' was PERFECT. She was irritating, despicable, condescending, vile and had horrible fashion sense. Prettier than portrayed in the books, but made up for it in spades with her nastiness.

5. KITTEH PLATES.

6. Annoyed!Snape. The look on his face during Umbridge's little 'inspection' was great.

7. NEVILLE. OMG FRANK & ALICE. SQUEE!!!! Maybe I have too much of a soft spot from playing Neville's mother in so many RPs over the years, but I was so happy with the OOTP photo. Also: PETER PETTIGREW HAD A MULLET. LOLOLOLOLOLOL. (But seriously, stop making PP look untrustworthy & oily from the get go---James, Sirius, Lupin & Lily weren't complete dolts (okay maybe James kind of was lol) ---the guy was their friend for a long time, and they trusted him enough to be Secret Keeper, right?

8. Sirius calling Harry JAMES. Loved it. Poor dude is unhinged.


The Meh:

1. Cho. The actress was good, there just wasn't as much ....oomph as I had hoped, and I never really got the sense that Harry cared all that much. I mean HERMIONE seemed to take more notice of what was going on between Harry & Cho, whilst Hary was all 'lalalala angst angst lalalalalala'.

2. Umbridge's demise. Since they cut out a lot of stuff with Grawp (sort of understandably) and really played down the unrest of the Centaurs and how dangerous the Forbidden Forest had become, there was, oh...it just didn't pack enough of a punch.

3. The Death Eaters. These guys were fearsome, right? It seemed like they were having an off day or something because they kept getting Stupefied and never really got any spells in on their own. Maybe they were really surprised to be flying around suddenly. 'DUDE I can flyeeeee....oh, shit....STUPEFIED. D'oh.'

No time-turners crashing, no Ron being injured by the facehugging tentacle thingie, no real battles happening except for Neville and a brief moment of awesome, Luna's stupefy and Ginny's REDUCTO.

I missed Tonks being injured---and any focus on the other OOTP members fighting the DE.

I LOVED the effects, but I was underwhelmed with the battle at the ministry. The fight between Harry and Bella should have been longer, should have had more words...she like, barely spoke.


4. No mention of Andromeda, (or any of the others, including the connection to Malfoy) nor did we see her burned out spot on the tapestry. And no Mrs. Black's shrieking portrait. Bah.


5. Dang, there was a lack of Tonks. frown


6. I could have done with more screentime for a great deal of other characters.

7. Snape's Worst Memory---WAY TOO SHORT. Where the fuck was LILY? Oh--and WHERE WAS THE FUCKING PENSIEVE? GHJAGKJAGKJGFKJAGHajk??ELEVENTY.


The WTF:

1. Dudley. THE HELL? The first scene, where he was taunting Harry----DUDLEY R U DRUNK?! Idk, his whole delivery was like some kind of in-the-middle-of-the-desert peyote thing for me. But, whatever. Also, LOL @ Dudders' shirt & shorts. SIRIUSLY.

2. WHERE THE HELL WAS WEASLEY IS OUR KING?

3. There should have been more Weasley twins. I mean, yes---I know they really haven't had Peeves in the movies, but the whole business about the fireworks really could have been better. I missed the spelling of vile words in lights, (lol POO) the swamp in the middle of the hall, McG telling Peeves how to loosen the chandelier, etc.

4. I really would have liked to see more of McG hating on Umbridge. Shit, I would have loved to see more of Annoyed!Snape....or just Snape.

5. SIRIUS' DEATH. Was over in two seconds. I almost missed it when I blinked. And it was just kind of....idk....meh?


All in all, I'm fluctuating between a C+++ & a B--. I was feeling pretty wretched when I saw it, though---so it warrants a second viewing...probably on DVD, I doubt I'll be able to manage another outing to the actual theatre.

I'm still going to buy it, though. Mostly because I am addicted, have no willpower, and love this fandom so much.

ETA: Harry's vision of Voldemort in the suit at the train station. I was AK'd by LOL. I kept thinking of that 'It's Dolce & Gabana BITCHES.' icon.
JULY 5, 2007 @ 01:24 PM


/sigh.

I'll be doing a Reiki session this weekend with a kind gent who thinks he may be able to help. I'm grateful. I'm working up the courage to walk into the dentist's office and ask him face to face---to please help. Mostly, I just sleep and avoid food....I'm quite scared of the 'no' he might give me.

My ex-best friend, well...not really....but the girl who use to be my best friend once upon a time, when I was that other girl....the one who functioned ---is leaving for Seattle this weekend. Me, being ill and reclusive and all, will not get to see her before she goes. Bah.

I've adopted three mice.

My words are being held hostage, so here's a meme:


1. DO YOU HAS A FLAVOR? Not that I'm aware of.

2. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE CONSTELLATION? I don't have one, at all.

3. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU HATE TO ADMIT YOU LOVE? Anything I love I don't hate to admit. Sorry.

4. EVERYONE ALWAYS WISHED THEY COULD LIVE DURING ANOTHER TIME PERIOD. WHAT TIME DO YOU WISH YOU COULD LIVE THROUGH AND WHY? The 18th century, for the fashion.

5. WHO WAS THE FIRST PERSON YOU HOOKED UP WITH WHEN YOU WENT AWAY TO COLLEGE? I didn't.

6. HAVE ANY RUMORS CIRCULATING ABOUT YOU? I'm not interesting enough. And if there were, how would I know? I'm a hermit.

7. WHICH OF THE "SEVEN DEADLY SINS" DO YOU COMMIT MOST? Envy.

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BUILDING IN YOUR CITY? The University of Tampa/Henry Plant museum building. There are also some pretty abandoned buildings, and Tampa Theater is lovely.

9. WHAT WAS YOUR WORST HAIRSTYLE? The 4th grade bowl cut, and the accidental almost-mullet in 7th grade. Everything else was okay.

10. WHAT DID YOUR LAST KINKY FANTASY ENTAIL? Characters.

11. WEAPON OF CHOICE? A pen, maybe a strand of hair.

12. HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE? (NO PUSSING OUT AND SAYING 'PEACEFULLY IN MY SLEEP', EITHER!) Tough shit, 'peacefully in my sleep' is the only way I'd like to go.

13. ADMIT IT: AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER, YOU THOUGHT A CARTOON CHARACTER WAS HOT, RIGHT? Yes. I still do.

14. CAN YOU PERFORM A STUPID HUMAN TRICK? I can make noise by rolling my vein over my ankle. It's quite gross.

15. WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER FROM MYTHOLOGY? I loved unicorns, sidhe, succubi & incubi, vampires & other randomness.

16. HOW MUCH TO GET YOU TO STRIP? The price of dental bills. But ...why would anyone pay for that?

17. WHAT'S THE WORST CITY/TOWN YOU'VE EVER VISITED? I don't think I can narrow it down to a city.

18. BE HONEST: HAVE YOU EVER PLACED AN ON-LINE PERSONAL? Are you kidding? I place ads just to have freaking accquaintances. Where is a recluse going to meet anyone?

19. HAVE ANY MAGAZINE SUBSCRIPTIONS? No.

20. YOU HAVE BEEN SENTENCED TO DEATH. WHAT'S YOUR LAST MEAL? At this rate? Probably a smoothie. BUT, if I could suddenly swallow and my teeth would work----I would get Crab Rangoon, a huge salad, and white pizza with extra cheese and garlic butter, and a french silk pie. Also, a huge burger with bacon and smoked cheddar and horseradish, and some chinese food. Also, a grilled cheese, and maybe lasagna.

21. WHAT'S THE BEST JOKE YOU'VE EVER COME UP WITH? Nothing's funny out of context.

22. MOST DISAPPOINTING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? The part where the sex happened.

23. WHAT DRINK WILL KNOCK YOU FLAT ON YOUR ASS? Any.

24. PORN: YOU WATCH IT, DON'T YOU? Yes.

25. ON THAT NOTE, OPEN YOUR PORN FOLDER. SHARE THE FIRST FILE NAME: lolz_001.jpg

26. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WRITTEN ON YOUR TOMBSTONE? Something pretentious and unintelligible.

27. IN YOUR OPINION, WHO IS THE MOST OVERRATED MUSICIAN/BAND? I don't 'get' The Beatles, or Bob Dylan, or The Rolling Stones. I'm not sure if that makes them overrated or not, though.

28. ABSOLUTELY WORST JOB YOU'VE HAD: Telemarketing sucked incredibly. As did some temping.

29. YOUR FAVORITE MUSEUM? I'm not sure.

30. FAVORITE SMELL THAT MIGHT BE CONSIDERED WEIRD TO OTHER PEOPLE: New Age bookstore, or the mall 9smell of new clothes/department stores).

31. ANYTHING YOU CAN'T EAT OR DRINK? Almost everything. frown

32. PERSON WORST AT KISSING: How would I know this?

33. FAVORITE NON-RELIGIOUS HOLIDAY: My birthday.

34. MOST TERRIBLE PAIN YOU'VE LIVED THROUGH: Exposed bone at the gumline/abcessed teeth.

35. BAD HABITS YOU HAVE: Self-doubt, paranoia, weakness, procrastination, detachment, fear.

36. LAST BEER YOU DRANK: I think the last time I had a sip of beer was some time in the mid 1990s. Yuck.

37. WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG? Writer, Veterinarian, Actress, Artist, Filmmaker, and...seriously, a Unicorn. *facepalm*.

38. FAVORITE CARTOON? I'm not sure I have one.

39. SUB-CULTURE OR GROUP YOU CAN'T STAND: There really isn't any subculture I can't stand. What I can't stand are loud, rude, obnoxious assholes---and those come in every subculture.

40. FAVORITE SWEAR WORD: I use 'fuck' quite often, but I'm actually more partial to words like 'harlot' and other antiquated stuffs.

41. MOST "TABOO" CRUSH YOU'VE HAD ON SOMEONE: I don't think any of them were really'taboo', unless crushing on fictional characters is considered taboo.

42. WORD FOR WORD, THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU SENT TO SOMEONE: 'No.' I'm very wordy, you see.

43. MOST MONEY YOU'VE HAD IN YOUR ACCOUNT AT ONCE? $50K.

44. LAST DREAM YOU HAD? There were bears in it, with orverlarge eyes and sharp, gleaming clwas. They were grinning in my window. To the other side, a smaller bear crawled past. There was a doctor just beyond, extending longish arms and shaking his head as he gave me medicine.

45. WORST EXAMPLE OF PROCRASTINATION YOU'VE DONE?
In college I used to go back to sleep and hold it rather than get up and pee.

46. MOST RECENT AMOROUS ACT IN THE BEDROOM? Um...7 years ago or something.

47. LAST THING THAT MADE YOU LAUGH LIKE A FOOL? I can't say. Probably something Makani drew.

48. HAVE ANY WISHLISTS? Not really. I'd like to see a healer, and have my teeth fixed so I can um, eat.

49. LAST THING YOU DREW? I doodled a dead thing. The last time I really drew was probably 1995-6.

50. LAST TIME YOU CRIED. I MEAN *REALLY* CRIED: Yesterday. Give me time though---today's not over.

51. FAVORITE PAIR OF UNDERWEAR? Red hipsters.
52. FAVORITE TYPE OF NOODLE/PASTA? I can't swallow noodles well. frown I used to love Mac & Cheese, pasta salad, ramen....pretty much anything.

53. IF YOU COULD PICK ONE THING TO BE A COMPLETE EXPERT IN, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Writing my world. Or magick.

54. FINALLY, WHAT IS THE WORD/PHRASE YOU USE WAY TOO MUCH? 'I'm sorry'.
JUNE 16, 2007 @ 02:37 PM


...random character related costumishness has made its way here. it's a bit 'meh' in and of itself (i'm no real artist, the poses are so, so copied) but i'min love with the costumes themselves, and the personae beneath them...




...the rest are in the Novellish Randomness album.

JUNE 15, 2007 @ 09:40 AM


JUNE 13, 2007 @ 11:36 AM


I believe I am on a pro-bono list for the healer, though there's an 18 month wait. If $1200 happens to fall in my lap I'll definitely go sooner. At least I think I will. It's hard to really guess what I'd do, given this dental drama. I did manage to write another pleading, pathetic letter to a local dentist in hopes that he might do some pro bono work. This not having back teeth thing is getting very dreary, especially when the open root canals are starting to hurt.

I've all but given up on writing, as I can't manage to think about anything but snot & teeth and panic attacks. I don't think I've written for almost a year, and though I'd love to try, the terror kills the creativity in me. But I used to have this awesomely lovely story. I do remember that much.

Also, there's a useless myspace quiz. It's here. It's kind of silly and goes on far too long.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

100.WHAT'S YOUR PROFILE SONG?
slytherin's not half bad by the parselmouths

99.DO YOU HAVE A JOB? IF SO WHAT IS IT?
yes. i sit in a cubicle and take complaints, fix typos, etc, etc.

98.MIDDLE NAME
martha. or marthe, depending.

97.DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE?
several fictional people.

96. LIED IN THE LAST 24 HOURS?
i don't think so.

95. BEST BREAK UP SONG?
abby travis' fuck you song is quite good.

94. WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU TOOK A PLANE TO?
new orleans, around 2002.

93. WHAT IS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
pirates 3 at the theater, the queen on dvd.

92.WHAT MAKES YOU MAD?
my health, being broke, omg my teeth, bullies, mean, nasty people, time passing, writer's block.

91. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
a reasonably healthy reclusive writer.

90. WHATS YOUR Nick NAME?
aeri, eisdamme.

88. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND OF THE SAME SEX YOU CAN TALK TO?
i don't talk all that often, but i'm sure i do have people that would listen.

87. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
nope.

86. WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
in my cubicle.

85. FAVE COLORS?
black, grey, green, red, violet.

84. WHAT DOES THE 7TH MESSAGE IN YOUR INBOX SAY ON YOUR PHONE?
i have not a single message.

82. WHAT IS SITTING TO THE LEFT OF YOU?
the phone i am tethered to.

81.WHERE IS YOUR DAD RIGHT NOW?
somewhere in the city where he lives, i am sure.

80. DO YOU HAVE ANY KIDS?
no.

79. WHO IS THE 5TH PERSON YOU GOT A MISSED CALL FROM?
probably dennis.

78. CLOSEST BLACK OBJECT?
the keyboard.

77. CLOSEST SILVER OBJECT?
a cd.

75. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
no.

74. DO YOU OWN ANY PETS?
yes. a kitty names galadriel, or grabby elf lady.

72. LAST TIME YOU LISTENED TO COUNTRY MUSIC?
maybe some time in 1992 when it was playing in someone's dorm roon on my floor.

69. WHAT ARE YOUR FEARS?
seriously? vomiting, choking, cancer, losing weight, breaking teeth, driving, people, being alone, growing old, confrontation, hurricanes, disease, roaches, getting a cold, snot, children, being yelled at, heights, clowns, leaving my home, traveling, etc etc.

68. WHAT CAN YOU HEAR NOW?
the obituary desk.

67. HOW MANY DRUGS ARE IN YOUR SYSTEM NOW?
prescription? 6.

65. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?
a tee shirt with a foily skull on it, some crappy capris, a slytherin sweater, a clock bow in my hair and an insanely tacky copper belt with matching worn out shoes.

64. LAST PERSON TO COMMENT YOU?
the last person that commented.

63. DO YOU SING?
i used to. i haven't in a long time, i'm too scared.

62. SCREAMO OR COUNTRY?
or what? what happens if i just ignore the question?

61. ROCK OR RAP?
rock

60. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate

59. WHO DID YOU LAST CALL?
a customer

58. WHO LAST CALLED YOU?
see above

57. WHAT JEWELERY DO YOU WEAR DAILY?
anything that's pierced stays in. i used to wear my fake wedding and engagement rings daily, i don't now. i do wear my anubis jewelry quite a lot. id i felt better i would change my jewelry all the time.

56. WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW?
eating some cheesecake and coughing.

55. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SAID 'I LOVE YOU' TO?
i....don't know. maybe my cat?

54. WOULD YOU DIE FOR SOMEONE?
no.

53. LATEST THING YOU'VE RECENTLY LEARNED?
that my father will (probably) never change.

52. ARE YOU COLD NOW?
my hands are.

51. WHAT CAN YOU SMELL?
nothing.

50. IS ANYTHING BOTHERING YOU RIGHT NOW?
many things related to healers, teeth and snot.

48. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?
getting a shot, working, going to an appointment.

47. IF YOUR EX WANTED YOU BACK, WOULD YOU TAKE THEM BACK?
which ex? the one i live with now, or the one before that? i...guess they're both 'no' for different reasons.

44. BED SHEET COLOR?
green and grey.heh. slytherin pride, eh?

43. DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE NOW?
i don't think i do.

42. CAN YOU SWIM?
i can but omg i won't.

37. FAVORITE SMELL?
sterling, new age bookstore, orchid candle, perfume, burning leaves, starbucks, new mall.

36. EVER GONE A WHOLE DAY WITHOUT EATING??
yes, and it sucks.

35. United States OR CANADA?
as in where am i? united states.

33. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU FOUND OUT YOU WERE ADOPTED
be even more amazed that my mother put up with me.

32. JEANS OR SWEATPANTS?
jeans.

29. DO YOU HAVE SOCKS ON?
no.

28. DO YOU OWN BIG SUNGLASSES?
i do not.

27. HAVE YOU CRIED SO HARD YOU MADE YOURSELF SICK?
no. i have cried hard and loud, but ....i'm emetophobic.

23. HAVE YOU RECENTLY TALKED TO AN EX?
yes.

19. FAVORITE TV SHOW?
i watch far too much tv. i love it all.

18. DO YOU LIKE 80'S MOVIES?
it depends on the 80s movie.

15. WHAT KINDA MUSIC DO YOU LIKE?
ethereal, indie, dreamy, shoegazy stuff, twee, gothy stuff, industrial, neofolk, new age, pop, trip hop, rock, and probably more. i love music.

13. BEST CITY YOU'VE VISTED?
i can't answer that without thinking too much.

12. BEEN TO LONDON?
no. i have been near it. once.

10. FAVORITE SUBJECT AT SCHOOL?
skipping. i guess drama, english and art.

9. BEEN TO COLLEGE?
yes.

7. FAVORITE TIME OF DAY?
it depends. i like waking up in the morning, and in the middle of the night.

6. EVER LICKED SOMEONES CHEEK?
you know, i'm not sure.

5. SEEN ALL THE SPIDERMAN MOVIES?
just the first two.

3. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO?
having teeth, swallowing food, being well, driving again, going out somewhere, having friends, etc.

2. EVER GOTTEN LOST IN THE DARK?
no.

1. DO YOU SNORE/TALK/WALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
no.

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