in 2 days i will be finished work for 2 months
in 2 months and 2 days i will be fully self employed
I CANT WAIT!!!! not only for the holiday of a life time but also to be working for myself doing what it is that i absolutely love.

so on the 10th im off to japan for a month and then to new york on the 11th jan.... woo woo woo!!!!
ive been working so hard for the past 8 months, i bloody deserve this holiday.

a list of i wants and i likes....
i want to go here http://www.spirithouse.com.au and learn how to cook thai food... yes thai mmmm delicious i love thai food so fresh and tastey.
im slightly obsessed with the band HE IS LEGEND at the moment.... and therefor i need to pick up a new issue of death before dishonor
i want these shoes soooooo badly:

i want it to be the 7th december so its my last day of work and i will be going to japan and new york with laila my lady lover

ok ok ok ok you have to be precious little darlings and go vote for me in the second chance sundays thingy... heres a link,

doit doit doit vote for EIMI

now that i have made the decision to quit my job it feels like forever until november and i just have to wait wait and wait.. fill in time. how shitty.

i cant seem to concerntrate on anything these days, i cant even finish a book. the motivation has been sucked right out of me.

i used to really like this place as a place to write whatever was on my mind and not have to worry about who was listening and or reading.. you see im not too good at emotional kind of subjects anything remotely emotional or intimate i run away from def cant talk about that shit with anyone. what im trying to say is here used to be a good place to vent those feelings and get them out of my head and heart but now, now i feel like i know too many people here for that. i really hardly know anyone....

i went to a circus party called kinky licious sunday night it was hot and definitely kinky! it was in a warehouse that was completely done up with crazy circus props and then awesome entertainment, chinese pole dancer and little skits, the host of the part kept changing costumes all night which was in itself entertainment.. it really did rule

how am i going to last 4 more months working with people i am very quickly growing to hate..... aaaaargh!

SO A {oops} a few major decisions have been made lately, what a trying time this winter has been really its been challenging farkwah. but i feel alot more on top of things now, there is still a big hill to climb over the next four months ra ra ra im sure i can soldier on through it tho.
anyway so i am madly saving for a 2 month holiday to japan and new york and me set being accepted would have been really fucking helpful but anyway what can you do.. you kids can go vote in the second chance section, but i cant even find it in their and i cant even find the link. but when i do ill be sure to keep you updated.
so anyway i have another set idea and i need a photographer, anyone out there with the skills message me, im keen to get a new one underway.

so so i am moving to melbourne in march, quitting my job in november {i cant wait for that} may possibly go to england for 3 months if i win realise your dream, but i severly doubt it, my application was last minute and rushed, anyone who knows me in real life knows this is a bad bad trait of mine. i should learn to stop doing this.

ra ra i really dont have that much to offer at the moment. i just watched pans labrinth finally... its killer. that was long over due watching.

well im going to the shitty city now, to accompany a friend to get a tattooo.. ooo i want a new tatoooooooo can i please. no i must save for japan.

xxxx