ok so...
i've finally made up my mind.
i'm moving out of the co-op, taking a year off school, and traveling southwest on a soul-searching mission. i'll be taking a car with various supplies (though not too much, the whole goal is to prove to myself that i can, indeed, live without attachment and test the hypothesis that this is indeed the best way to live) and my cat, and hopefully a friend or two.

what i need to find out from this vast network of people is whether or not anyone can hook me up with various things in different parts of the country anywhere southwest of Michigan. it doesn't really matter what... food, weed connections, a place to crash, party and rave knowledge, music to share, cigarettes, a simple conversation, cat litter, cat parties... whaaaatever, i just want to live day by day not worrying too much about tomorrow and meeting vast new leagues of people. and through these new people and new experiences, I hope to finally be able to say that I've seen enough to have at least some sort of basic idea of who i am and what i actually believe. baaaaasic, let me just say. i'll still have a hell of a lot more to experience before i really start to have a good idea what i'm all about.

because, man, i have some hints that crack into the deeper me, but really, i don't feel like i know myself as well as even some of those around me. really, i feel like i have no idea. time to fucking find out. time to break completely free of my comfort zone and live, rather than just go from class to class and party to party.
i. can't. fucking. wait.


so. if anyone has a compassionate heart and giving spirit, let me know if you can help me along my way!

i must make a disclaimer: if you are just some random creeper who wants a hot girl to stay at your house for ulterior motives, please DO NOT APPLY, because i'm not stupid. and i WILL check to make sure you're legit. otherwise, i'll be sleeping in my car a lot, so i won't mind doing it again if i feel even the slightest bit uneasy about the situation. not to sound bitchy, just gotta keep safe, ya know?

see you all on the road!
Eevie