You know I tried so hard to keep any genuine emotion out of this journal in the past because frankly I find gushing my heart out to strangers online rather embarrassing to look back on. Case in point, my last journal entry. But since most of my real life friends have since moved on from here, and nobody who I'm likely to bump into any time soon in the street will be reading this, I think maybe telling the story of how I got to feeling like that to a semi-anonymous and certainly arms-length audience might just be cathartic. It'll take a while, and I don't know if I'll ever get to the point, but I reckon that's as good a use as any for this small corner of the internet.
Now to work out where to begin...
Now to work out where to begin...





