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Sorry,
its been a little while since ive written anything.
well, I have been loooooving this weather, although we skipped spring...which im a little bummed out about, I loooooove the rain and the storms and the mud and the smell of spring, but this weather is glorious so im not gunna complain! Today I have a job interview! woop! Hopefully I get it because the bank froze my line of credit until next September so.... I have 5 dollars to my name. I had to cancel my dentist appointment for today because I couldn't pay for it. LAME! and then neurotic_angel and her fiance, and brother are gunna come get me and im staying at their place!!!! woooot! It'll be fun! but wish me luck!
oh...and I havent heard much from the old room mates... im hoping they got hit by a truck but it's unlikely. They are juevenile and need to grow up. but, unfortunately, I dont see that happening anytime soon. Nor do I see an end to their drug use anytime soon. YAY for cocaine and ecstasy!
well ill write more later
xo
its been a little while since ive written anything.
well, I have been loooooving this weather, although we skipped spring...which im a little bummed out about, I loooooove the rain and the storms and the mud and the smell of spring, but this weather is glorious so im not gunna complain! Today I have a job interview! woop! Hopefully I get it because the bank froze my line of credit until next September so.... I have 5 dollars to my name. I had to cancel my dentist appointment for today because I couldn't pay for it. LAME! and then neurotic_angel and her fiance, and brother are gunna come get me and im staying at their place!!!! woooot! It'll be fun! but wish me luck!
oh...and I havent heard much from the old room mates... im hoping they got hit by a truck but it's unlikely. They are juevenile and need to grow up. but, unfortunately, I dont see that happening anytime soon. Nor do I see an end to their drug use anytime soon. YAY for cocaine and ecstasy!
well ill write more later
xo
i am so just devastated right now
ppl i love and care about can't seem to see how important they are to me or how amazing they are.
and life is tough sure, but u have to be able to look beyond the now and the past towards the future. its hard and life sucks but u live once, and really u only get one shot.
its not worth wasting
live life to the fullest, enjoy it appreciate it and cherish it
dont put up with ppl who make u feel like shit
dont take other ppls shit and do wat u want
i love where i am now with my life, my lifestyle, my choice of friends everything i have goin for me.
i dont have a family, that doesnt matter...i made one. theyre called my best friends
im in debt, but i pay it off and spend money like i want to... u make it to spend it
i am insanely sick, i hide it well and just deal with it
i am afraid of death but i live like i'll die tommorow
im tired of drama, so i remove myself from it
i smile and u cant tell what is goin on...ya im bein a tortured lil emo kid writing in my blog...wat ever! theres a reason that im even writing this
the only advice i have for anyone reading this is to keep ur chin up, hold ur head high keep on marching and do wat u gotta
xo
ppl i love and care about can't seem to see how important they are to me or how amazing they are.
and life is tough sure, but u have to be able to look beyond the now and the past towards the future. its hard and life sucks but u live once, and really u only get one shot.
its not worth wasting
live life to the fullest, enjoy it appreciate it and cherish it
dont put up with ppl who make u feel like shit
dont take other ppls shit and do wat u want
i love where i am now with my life, my lifestyle, my choice of friends everything i have goin for me.
i dont have a family, that doesnt matter...i made one. theyre called my best friends
im in debt, but i pay it off and spend money like i want to... u make it to spend it
i am insanely sick, i hide it well and just deal with it
i am afraid of death but i live like i'll die tommorow
im tired of drama, so i remove myself from it
i smile and u cant tell what is goin on...ya im bein a tortured lil emo kid writing in my blog...wat ever! theres a reason that im even writing this
the only advice i have for anyone reading this is to keep ur chin up, hold ur head high keep on marching and do wat u gotta
xo
well scrap the cat idea...my future room mate has decided shes allergic to cats so I will not be owning a cat named doorknob 
Im a lil bummed but life goes on...ill get a teddy bear or something to keep me company and name it doorknob. This whole five girls in a house thing may not work out very well...we dont even live in the house yet and theres already some room mate drama! NOT COOL! we'll see wat happens. If need be ill cancel my lease and move!
xo
Im a lil bummed but life goes on...ill get a teddy bear or something to keep me company and name it doorknob. This whole five girls in a house thing may not work out very well...we dont even live in the house yet and theres already some room mate drama! NOT COOL! we'll see wat happens. If need be ill cancel my lease and move!xo
Well...today I started packing up my life again...I hate moving and I moved into this new rez room only a few weeks ago!! and in a couple more weeks, I have to move again....LAME!!! I did it more times than I can count when I was a kid... and it sux to try and settle down and then just uproot urself again. Im moving into a house not too far from the college and when school starts its gunna be me and four other girls...but all summer its just me! 
booya! hahaha oh and my cat...Doorknob...that is the coolest cat name EVA! hahahaha I have decided to be a cat lady becuz I cant find a good relationship...so im gunna be old and crazy with a whole bunch of cats... bahahahahahy 
booya! hahaha oh and my cat...Doorknob...that is the coolest cat name EVA! hahahaha I have decided to be a cat lady becuz I cant find a good relationship...so im gunna be old and crazy with a whole bunch of cats... bahahahahahy Alright, so yesterday neurotic_angel and our friend Dorker and I were dealing witht he epitamy of stupid girls! As I have metioned before I model, but I dont get paid and I dont consider myself a model. This is for several reasons:
1. I eat. Simple as that some of these girls live on the breath mint and water diet....GROSS!
2. I am too big. 130 pounds ladies and gentlemen!!! yupp...makes me too "fat " as a scout once politley worded it
3. Im pale. I rock the pale look! apparently skin cancer is sexy though so I have no future as a model.
4. I have an IQ above 50.
Now Im sorry if your offended by this. There is obviously exceptions to everything...but not enough! Hopefully society will get its head out of its ass and pretty, healthy girls can rock it on the runway in Milan. Thankfully they passed a new law recently: you wanna model runway u have to weigh atleast 100 pounds. Its a start i guess...
but back to wat I was saying..From 9am to 10pm we were surrounded by hairspray and tan! AAAAAAAAH!!! picture a room with 60 models, only half of them eat and then the hairstylist, the assistants and of course the fabulously gay boys! It made for quite a day. Dorker is tall, skinny and darker skinned but even she didnt fit in with these girls! ... and believe it or not some of them actually ate!!
Not only that, but two ppl actually laughed when I made a joke about the models eating!
I actually ran away with neurotic_angel and hid in my favorite tattoo shop to bitch about the plastic bitches! hahahaha Brandon and Dave at Hanger 18 are probably the only reason we didnt kill everyone! THANKS GUYS! lol and Then to add to our experience we brought McDonalds back and ate it infront of the skinny lil bitches! bahahahahaha!
....I never want to be back stage with that m,any plastic, tanned, fake bitches ever again!!!!! man oh man....
well i hope y'all enjoy the rant!
xo
1. I eat. Simple as that some of these girls live on the breath mint and water diet....GROSS!
2. I am too big. 130 pounds ladies and gentlemen!!! yupp...makes me too "fat " as a scout once politley worded it
3. Im pale. I rock the pale look! apparently skin cancer is sexy though so I have no future as a model.
4. I have an IQ above 50.
Now Im sorry if your offended by this. There is obviously exceptions to everything...but not enough! Hopefully society will get its head out of its ass and pretty, healthy girls can rock it on the runway in Milan. Thankfully they passed a new law recently: you wanna model runway u have to weigh atleast 100 pounds. Its a start i guess...
but back to wat I was saying..From 9am to 10pm we were surrounded by hairspray and tan! AAAAAAAAH!!! picture a room with 60 models, only half of them eat and then the hairstylist, the assistants and of course the fabulously gay boys! It made for quite a day. Dorker is tall, skinny and darker skinned but even she didnt fit in with these girls! ... and believe it or not some of them actually ate!!
Not only that, but two ppl actually laughed when I made a joke about the models eating! I actually ran away with neurotic_angel and hid in my favorite tattoo shop to bitch about the plastic bitches! hahahaha Brandon and Dave at Hanger 18 are probably the only reason we didnt kill everyone! THANKS GUYS! lol and Then to add to our experience we brought McDonalds back and ate it infront of the skinny lil bitches! bahahahahaha!
....I never want to be back stage with that m,any plastic, tanned, fake bitches ever again!!!!! man oh man....
well i hope y'all enjoy the rant!
xo
Well, Its been a while since I've written...and Im still waiting for my set to go live...but I finally have my life sorted out in regards to my room mates. Since they are lying back stabbing bitches I feel its cool that I write about this in my blog. So, I moved into the other residence building now, and my room mates are really nice and so far none of them have tried to kill me...wat a nice change! Life has been pretty busy, I only have three weeks left of school so its crunch time! But I got to be in a bikini fashion show last night! It was just something on campus but it was really fun! I modelled two suits! sooo much fun! Oh and I got yet another tattoo! hahahah I have a cup cake on my ass!! Hopefully I can put the pics up tonight of my two new tatts, and they will definatley be in my next set!
xo
xo
alright so this is basically a continuation of my last blog, my other two room mates, as well as my neighbours have decided to jump on the band wagon on this one and get me kicked out, i have pl i dont even know coming up to me and telling me im disgusting and they cant believe i stole and blah blah blah. its ridiculous! i didnt take anything, i didnt hurt anyone and i dont eserve this! i am getting moved into the other residence building, and security is now geting involved, and i may get kicked out becuz there are so many of them saying i tok shit, it doesn look good for me right now!!! i havent been home since thursday... thank god i have some real friends!
Fuckin fuck!
ok so my one room mate is a totally psycho she man bitch! and she has decided to find reasons to start shit with me...not cool. She hates me and I hate her, so you think that the two of us could just accept that and move on but no shes being ridiculous and talking all sorts of shit and threatening me...and man i totally want her to start something...i will break her in half! she needs to eat something!...ok so basically i needed to freak out...and i feel a lil better now, ill keep y'all posted...i might just kick her ass!
ok so my one room mate is a totally psycho she man bitch! and she has decided to find reasons to start shit with me...not cool. She hates me and I hate her, so you think that the two of us could just accept that and move on but no shes being ridiculous and talking all sorts of shit and threatening me...and man i totally want her to start something...i will break her in half! she needs to eat something!...ok so basically i needed to freak out...and i feel a lil better now, ill keep y'all posted...i might just kick her ass!
LADIES NIGHT!!!
Last night I went out with neurotic_angel and our friend Dorkstick! So much fun! Ive never hung out with girls before, I normally avoid them kind of like the plague. They're catty and rude and back stabbing...but I've got two great friends and last night we hit the town! wooot! we started drinking at 5:30 and went for 9 and ahalf hours! beeeeya! We went to the Palasad, then Molly Blooms, then we hit up Jacks then we were goin to go to the rippers!! woot! but they closed so we went to the slot machines...i spent 10 dollars at the slots and left with 13!! ya mofo! hahahah and i wasnt even hung over!! we met some cute boys, sang karaoke, and just did our thing! sooo much fun! But kinda pricey, so it will be a lil while before we do that again!
...and I'll put up pics of my tattoo when its healed...doesnt look as nice right now!
xoxoxo
Last night I went out with neurotic_angel and our friend Dorkstick! So much fun! Ive never hung out with girls before, I normally avoid them kind of like the plague. They're catty and rude and back stabbing...but I've got two great friends and last night we hit the town! wooot! we started drinking at 5:30 and went for 9 and ahalf hours! beeeeya! We went to the Palasad, then Molly Blooms, then we hit up Jacks then we were goin to go to the rippers!! woot! but they closed so we went to the slot machines...i spent 10 dollars at the slots and left with 13!! ya mofo! hahahah and i wasnt even hung over!! we met some cute boys, sang karaoke, and just did our thing! sooo much fun! But kinda pricey, so it will be a lil while before we do that again!
...and I'll put up pics of my tattoo when its healed...doesnt look as nice right now!
xoxoxo
Well, I got my tattoo on my thigh coloured on Tuesday. The thing is I swell up really bad when I get tattoos...So The majority is coloured but Dave had to stop becuz the swelling was so bad. So after 2.5 hours under the gun he sent me home! And It still hurts like a bitch! hahah But might I add that it also looks fantastic?! Because It does!
Last night I went to the Mongolian grill with neurotic_angel and her fiancé and another friend of ours. It was soooo good! I dont think I've ever eaten that much!!!It was really fun to just all go out to. People get so wrapped up on campus!! People need to realize you only live once and they need to have some fun! Which we totally had when we stole the drink menus...shhh! dont tell
xoxo
Last night I went to the Mongolian grill with neurotic_angel and her fiancé and another friend of ours. It was soooo good! I dont think I've ever eaten that much!!!It was really fun to just all go out to. People get so wrapped up on campus!! People need to realize you only live once and they need to have some fun! Which we totally had when we stole the drink menus...shhh! dont tell
xoxo
