Well its a whole new year, i feel worse than before because its a year to face without someone i really loved more than anything and a year for wednesday to grow up without a father because he would rather disappear than be a father. Hey bartender can you hit me up with a shot of bleach. Thanks.

Well its a whole new year, i feel worse than before because its a year to face without someone i really loved more than anything and a year for wednesday to grow up without a father because he would rather disappear than be a father. Hey bartender can you hit me up with a shot of bleach. Thanks.

Ok. So this whole loosing the love of my life thing is harder to deal with than I even suspected. Sigh. Any photographers in VA? Ill have to check.

I probably will be taking a break from SG until Feb. when hopefully I will be traveling to shoot another set. I just had my heart ripped out and shattered after I got a call from my husband at 1230 at night. His phone accidently called me and he was fucking some other girl, and I could hear everything, down to her saying his name, and it has completely fucked my head up. And so i left him of course, but now its just me with my 2 month baby alone. Its harder because I have known him since I was little and completely adored him, and really had every intention on being with him forever. Boyfriends have come and gone, and some have hurt me but this is way different it completely destroyed everything I am.

Wednesday is 2 months now. Shes smiling all the time now. I am back to work at the museum training and taking care of all the animals. I missed them.

I have a working progress corpse bride tattoo on my thigh, its just an outline now but already looks amazing thanks to my amazing tattoo artist & husband. Hopefully we will be doing the color in the next couple of weeks.

Come see me at the Richmond Tattoo Convention. Ill be walking around signing autographs etc I may have my baby with me

Figured id update you that Wednesday Elizabeth was born Sept. 12th at 2:12pm 9 hours of labor! No epidural, there is no pain in the world that could compare. She was 6 pounds 14 o and 19 and a half inches long. http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Drave/albums/member/145668/

Doctors decided I will be induced to labor Monday Morning.

2 more weeks till babys due date

Well after taking 2o minutes of my day to get this page to actually load on my phone so here I will make sure that everyone understands I"d like to continue modeling yes, but doing more tattoo magazines, clothing lines etc. Other modeling. And I'd like to add that. Anyone who knows me knows that I am a good person and that I care about who I am with. And modeling on sg does not mean that you are degrading yourself. People loose site of how lucky they actually are.