The FL vacation was amazing everyone! Wow in my many many years of being a suicidegirl and going to sg events, I have never been with a cooler group of SGs!

First off, Renesme has some hot fucking tricks, this girl is amazing! I am looking forward to the set she just shot, you should too, watch for it, it is going to be fucking amazing.


I shot a set with Bitten so watch out for this as well!!! I want it to be a live SG set!

And I swear I met my soulmate friend in life, this chick is fucking badass, sweet, amazing, and just man I feel like we are a lot alike laid back personality wise. Its LucySky Im looking forward to the set I watched her shoot!

SO I leave tomorrow on the long ass drive to FL to go crash at an awesome place with tons of SG's including but NOT limited to Yesenia, Ryker, Toxic, Bitten, Lucysky, Elea, Tore, Pann, Civil, Wakiki..just to name a few!
Wow. So be watching for pictures posted on Suicidegirls from our vacation.

I am sooo going to miss my baby girl Wednesday who just turned one.

I am REALLY looking forward to going thou. But NOT THE DRIVE ICK. haha

I leave for FL Sunday and I will hopefully be there Sunday night or Monday morning to hang out with like 20 other SGs! So excited! Shooting sets, drinking, meeting awesome girls! Super thrilled! We will all be posting pictures im sure, I know I will so Check my blog!

"It makes you behave like the village drunkard in some early Irish novel. Total loss of all basic motor skills. Blurred vision, no balance, numb tongue. The mind recoils in horror, unable to communicate with the spinal column. Which is interesting because you can actually watch yourself behaving in this terrible way, but you can't control it. You approach the turnstiles and know that when you get there, you have to give the man two dollars or he won't let you inside. But when you get there, everything goes wrong. Some angry rotarian shoves you and you think "What's happening here? What's going on?" And you hear yourself mumbling"




So while rolling face I got off a roller coaster, and my legs were wobbly, gummy legs, I thought of this quote, when it felt like my brain wasnt controlling my legs, haha. Fun times.

One of my favorite movies of all time.


Shooting sets this month!


Always,
Drave Suicide

This month coming up is going to be crazy busy for me. Deep Breath in.
fucking crazy.
Wednesday turns one year old this month.

<3

It seems like forever people have been telling me things will eventually get better and even though it seems impossible that I will move on with my life and maybe some things happen for a reason.

I always thought that was bullshit.

Until now.

I am

MY FL vacation is only a month away!

I guess there comes a point in life, where you stop and look at the horrible things someone did to you, and stop caring about them. There are some really fucked up people in this world. I am thankful that I am not one of them, and I will raise my daughter the best I can not to be one as well.

Im really looking forward to this SG vacation in FL with a bunch of awesome girls
It will really help take my mind off all the fucked up shit thats been going on over the last..year...

Hope everyone is doing a hell of a lot better than me!

First of all, let me just say congrats Justin for winning food network star this season! This boy is going to change the way people do food. He is a rebel in the kitchen, and makes some really off the wall shit.




Wednesday now has 2 teeth!!! Crazy. She is going to be the coolest baby ever. Shes now starting to learn how to use sippy cups (yea for me cuz i still use these) and she can sit up in cart! thank god.




In other news, I will be attending a shootfest in September and I will be shooting two new sets, one a multi set So hopefully they don't go in member review but if they do HELP ME PROMOTE THEM! As well as I will be posting on my blogs all the other girls shoots if they happen to go in member review i want to see every set shot at this shootfest go live These are all great girls, all beautiful. I am excited.



YES IT SHOULD!!


Go comment on Yesenias new set!! beautiful.

Whats your favorite cartoon?

All time fav for me of course, Powerpuff Girls.