Dealing with a dumbass animal cruelty issue. My neighbor is beating the fuck out of his dog, not like hitting the dog one or two times beating it for 20 minutes. & I may be in the process of going to court over it unless animal cruelty finds signs of neglect etc today when they make their visit. There are some stupid mutherfuckers out in the world. Grrr
I hate some people so much.
In other news remember to check out the lord of the flies set in member review! Go give it some love so we can get it on the front page of the suicidegirl site! It deserves it, was a great idea for a set & has so many kick ass ladies!
My hair is now blonde. Excuse the epic pathetic look in the picture I was hung over & didnt know my pic was being taken LMAO!

ALSO:
Civil hopeful SG has a set in member review! It was done at the st. aug fl trip I went on and wow is it a beautiful set! This girl needs to be a suicidegirl go give her some love to make her one! & i lovvvvve this pic from her set...ssooooooo hawt!

I hate some people so much.
In other news remember to check out the lord of the flies set in member review! Go give it some love so we can get it on the front page of the suicidegirl site! It deserves it, was a great idea for a set & has so many kick ass ladies!
My hair is now blonde. Excuse the epic pathetic look in the picture I was hung over & didnt know my pic was being taken LMAO!

ALSO:
Civil hopeful SG has a set in member review! It was done at the st. aug fl trip I went on and wow is it a beautiful set! This girl needs to be a suicidegirl go give her some love to make her one! & i lovvvvve this pic from her set...ssooooooo hawt!

Finally it is up!!!! GO check out the LORD OF THE FLIES multi set in member review Im in it as well as many other lovely beautiful girls!


link Lord Of the Flies
GO GIVE IT SOME LOVE SO IT GOES UP ON THE MAIN PAGE
XoXO love Drave Suicide!


link Lord Of the Flies
GO GIVE IT SOME LOVE SO IT GOES UP ON THE MAIN PAGE
XoXO love Drave Suicide!
My latest tattoo is AEQUITAS (justice) on my hand
Picture also includes my digital camo gun

Which i'm sure a lot of you already know where the tattoo idea came from, one of my all time favorite movies,

Wednesday finally let me put her hair up! Thank god, Now I finally have my own little BOO look alike from Monsters Inc!

In other news,
the tattoo shop has been deathly slow & boring which really sucks. And despite my desperate attempts to finish all of my christmas shopping early this year, I didn't, so out into the holiday shopping crowds I go next week for round three. Please god, don't let me catch a murder charge over this shit.
haha
stressful time of the year, just due to the people really. .
Good luck everyone else with all your christmas shopping!
oh and go check out this beautiful set in member review! From the FL shootfest I attended. This girl is a kickass cool chick and so naturally beautiful. Give her set some love!

ivomitkandi
<3 Drave Suicide
dont forget im on instagram now posting pictures everyday @dravesuicide
Picture also includes my digital camo gun

Which i'm sure a lot of you already know where the tattoo idea came from, one of my all time favorite movies,

Wednesday finally let me put her hair up! Thank god, Now I finally have my own little BOO look alike from Monsters Inc!

In other news,
the tattoo shop has been deathly slow & boring which really sucks. And despite my desperate attempts to finish all of my christmas shopping early this year, I didn't, so out into the holiday shopping crowds I go next week for round three. Please god, don't let me catch a murder charge over this shit.
haha
stressful time of the year, just due to the people really. .
Good luck everyone else with all your christmas shopping!
oh and go check out this beautiful set in member review! From the FL shootfest I attended. This girl is a kickass cool chick and so naturally beautiful. Give her set some love!

ivomitkandi
<3 Drave Suicide
dont forget im on instagram now posting pictures everyday @dravesuicide
Well sadly I didn't get pumpkin pie vodka for Thanksgiving, however I did get this!

Cherry Pie and Whipped Vodka yummmmmm
After about 8 months of rehabbing my two baby raccoons, they were finally ready to be released into the wild, and although it breaks my heart, it is the whole reason I put so much time & effort into rehabbing them correctly so they can go out on their own and be wild & have a second chance at life, but its hard.

So apparently the group multi set LORD OF THE FLIES will not be out till the end of December in Member Review, Watch for it though! Whats better than a bunch of SGs all in one set?
Also if you haven't already check out these sets by some really hot SG friends of mine!
This set was shot at the FL shootfest I was at! Make it go live! Go comment and give Ryker some love!
Elodykat! She needs to be pink!
And this set!!
Updated me:




Love,
Drave Suicide xoxo
Oh and extra ranting are as follows
So I feel like its that time again where I need to rant about things that annoy me, feel free to dismiss/ skip over this post if you don't feel like hearing me complain, i know i would. lol.
Did the bed just swallow my remote? How does this happen? I sit on my bed, and place the remote control right next to me, and it seems like somehow over the course of a few minutes my bed develops an appetit
e, an appetite of destruction that stresses me out for the time I spend looking for the damn thing. So then it looks like a tornado has hit my room because blankets, sheets, pillows are thrown all over the room, and I still cannot find the remote! What might even be worse is when I give up and sit down and find it a few minutes later right next to me, at that point i'd much rather just get up and go push the buttons but somehow the dvd company has conveniently decided to only put the buttons I need on the controller. Thanks.
Do movie companies pick the loudest/creepiest/annoying menu music on purpose?
I hate, I mean really hate when your movie ends and the dvd redirects itself back to the menu, that continuously repeats some annoying concoction of scenes paired with music. I'm in my dreamworld, omg there goes a t-rex I gotta go chase him down and im all super happy and shit and then BAM! The effin sirens are going off and the darkness is coming!!! Oh shit im in silent hill. And when I finally realize it, and wake up and go for the remote, the bed swallowed it! (see my first post)
Possessed printers. It seems as though every printer I deal with is on the brink of needing an immediate exorcism. The one at the tattoo shop is probably the finest example of this, if the copying part of the printer isnt slamming down crushing the bones in my fingers, than it is spitting out a million pieces of paper when I only tried to print one page. Sometimes it prints things I have never seen in my life, or blank pieces of paper. Of course there is always the unfortunate event where despite seeming perfectly fine, it doesnt work.. No errors no connection problems it just basically says screw you and does what it wants.
The unidentified thing in your shoe! what the hell! Somehow it makes its way into your shoes and you just can't seem to get the damn thing out! Today, as soon as I got outside at work I had something in my shoe. I took my shoe off obsessively about 15-20 times trying to shake out my shoe, somehow, the thing remained in my shoe throughout my entire morning at the museum, now please tell me why after I shower changed socks and shoes, was i walking into the tattoo shop and realized there is something still in my shoe and I swear it feels like the same thing. :/
#Instant headache compare to #instant coffee.
When an event happens thats so annoying something in your head pops and surprise #instantheadache! maybe i should get this checked out.
I had a lot more to say but im feeling better now.
So yeah. Thats all.

Cherry Pie and Whipped Vodka yummmmmm
After about 8 months of rehabbing my two baby raccoons, they were finally ready to be released into the wild, and although it breaks my heart, it is the whole reason I put so much time & effort into rehabbing them correctly so they can go out on their own and be wild & have a second chance at life, but its hard.

So apparently the group multi set LORD OF THE FLIES will not be out till the end of December in Member Review, Watch for it though! Whats better than a bunch of SGs all in one set?
Also if you haven't already check out these sets by some really hot SG friends of mine!
This set was shot at the FL shootfest I was at! Make it go live! Go comment and give Ryker some love!
Elodykat! She needs to be pink!
And this set!!
Updated me:




Love,
Drave Suicide xoxo
Oh and extra ranting are as follows
So I feel like its that time again where I need to rant about things that annoy me, feel free to dismiss/ skip over this post if you don't feel like hearing me complain, i know i would. lol.
Did the bed just swallow my remote? How does this happen? I sit on my bed, and place the remote control right next to me, and it seems like somehow over the course of a few minutes my bed develops an appetit
e, an appetite of destruction that stresses me out for the time I spend looking for the damn thing. So then it looks like a tornado has hit my room because blankets, sheets, pillows are thrown all over the room, and I still cannot find the remote! What might even be worse is when I give up and sit down and find it a few minutes later right next to me, at that point i'd much rather just get up and go push the buttons but somehow the dvd company has conveniently decided to only put the buttons I need on the controller. Thanks.
Do movie companies pick the loudest/creepiest/annoying menu music on purpose?
I hate, I mean really hate when your movie ends and the dvd redirects itself back to the menu, that continuously repeats some annoying concoction of scenes paired with music. I'm in my dreamworld, omg there goes a t-rex I gotta go chase him down and im all super happy and shit and then BAM! The effin sirens are going off and the darkness is coming!!! Oh shit im in silent hill. And when I finally realize it, and wake up and go for the remote, the bed swallowed it! (see my first post)
Possessed printers. It seems as though every printer I deal with is on the brink of needing an immediate exorcism. The one at the tattoo shop is probably the finest example of this, if the copying part of the printer isnt slamming down crushing the bones in my fingers, than it is spitting out a million pieces of paper when I only tried to print one page. Sometimes it prints things I have never seen in my life, or blank pieces of paper. Of course there is always the unfortunate event where despite seeming perfectly fine, it doesnt work.. No errors no connection problems it just basically says screw you and does what it wants.
The unidentified thing in your shoe! what the hell! Somehow it makes its way into your shoes and you just can't seem to get the damn thing out! Today, as soon as I got outside at work I had something in my shoe. I took my shoe off obsessively about 15-20 times trying to shake out my shoe, somehow, the thing remained in my shoe throughout my entire morning at the museum, now please tell me why after I shower changed socks and shoes, was i walking into the tattoo shop and realized there is something still in my shoe and I swear it feels like the same thing. :/
#Instant headache compare to #instant coffee.
When an event happens thats so annoying something in your head pops and surprise #instantheadache! maybe i should get this checked out.
I had a lot more to say but im feeling better now.
So yeah. Thats all.
Well its almost that time of year again, one of my favorite holidays because I get to eat a lot of food which I enjoy.
I think everyone should try this for Thanksgiving desert this year: I know I will be!

Im excited because this will be Wednesdays first Thanksgiving that she can actually eat! Last year she was only 2 months old and had to have Thanksgiving formula dinner.. YUCK. Boring. This year she is going to have so much fun tossing food everywhere. lol. Pictures to come. Kids are the coolest things ever. wednesday teaches me so much, shes my best friend. <3

Its the fun time of year working out in the cold, NOT! Frozen locks, frozen water hoses, ickk I hate working in the freezing cold but the job has good things to like being able to hold a great horned own and take him for walks, he loves looking at all the leaves and enjoying the cooler weather.

In other news,
My hair is now black. I needed to give my hair a break from all the colors so it can build up some strength, I tend to do this every winter. I tend to look super "goth" with my hair black. lol. I recently shaved half my hair underneath too because my next tattoo is going to be on the side of my head. Fun.

I found this and it reminds me so much of my personality that I feel obligated to post it here: Because everyone who knows me knows this is something I would really do:

Im debating sending in an application to this job, so I have been putting together a resume for it, I used to kickbox so I feel like I have an advantage over other people that may apply.
I think everyone should try this for Thanksgiving desert this year: I know I will be!

Im excited because this will be Wednesdays first Thanksgiving that she can actually eat! Last year she was only 2 months old and had to have Thanksgiving formula dinner.. YUCK. Boring. This year she is going to have so much fun tossing food everywhere. lol. Pictures to come. Kids are the coolest things ever. wednesday teaches me so much, shes my best friend. <3

Its the fun time of year working out in the cold, NOT! Frozen locks, frozen water hoses, ickk I hate working in the freezing cold but the job has good things to like being able to hold a great horned own and take him for walks, he loves looking at all the leaves and enjoying the cooler weather.

In other news,
My hair is now black. I needed to give my hair a break from all the colors so it can build up some strength, I tend to do this every winter. I tend to look super "goth" with my hair black. lol. I recently shaved half my hair underneath too because my next tattoo is going to be on the side of my head. Fun.

I found this and it reminds me so much of my personality that I feel obligated to post it here: Because everyone who knows me knows this is something I would really do:

Im debating sending in an application to this job, so I have been putting together a resume for it, I used to kickbox so I feel like I have an advantage over other people that may apply.
Dont forget!
The Lord Of The Flies set hits member review Dec. 2! Go comment and Love it!
Also Renesme Suicide has a really hot set out in member review, GO CHECK IT OUT and Give her love this lady is super sexy. 
First of all i'd like to say R.I. P. Anna May who was a beautiful tattooed & pierced chick, a friend of mine and a lot of others in the goth/industrial scene around VA that took her life 3 years ago from today, which is where my cat got her name from.
And happy late halloween to everyone
I didnt end up taking Wednesday trick or treating because it was super cold and shes still a bit young, but next year its on! She was Princess Belle for Halloween which was her fathers fav, princess. She is so beautiful.


On another note, I was.......can you guess?

LeeLoo Fifth element. Its only natural for me with my orange hair I always seem to have haha
Still been working with the animals, I am hoping to help train the beavers to kennel soon, for floods/hurricanes/vet visits/ emergencies/etc. So wish me luck on that because they HATE kenneling right now because its been associated with a lot of negative situations.


I got my gun back today! P22 Walther It was taken from me by the police last year but they released it back to me today
Imma supa gansta thug life bitch now yo.Which iz cool n shit cuz bitches luv guns.
Going to the MMG concert this month with my cousin, Im pretty super excited about that, in other news, Im working on getting a few more tattoos soon. Ive got the ideas up just waiting on someone to do them
Don't forget that the lord of the flies group set im in is coming to Member Review on this site in December!
And also if you have instagram im posting pics all the time, @dravesuicide twitter im writing all the time @dravesuicide
stay in touch,
Lock & Load Drave Suicide xoxo
And happy late halloween to everyone
I didnt end up taking Wednesday trick or treating because it was super cold and shes still a bit young, but next year its on! She was Princess Belle for Halloween which was her fathers fav, princess. She is so beautiful.


On another note, I was.......can you guess?


LeeLoo Fifth element. Its only natural for me with my orange hair I always seem to have haha
Still been working with the animals, I am hoping to help train the beavers to kennel soon, for floods/hurricanes/vet visits/ emergencies/etc. So wish me luck on that because they HATE kenneling right now because its been associated with a lot of negative situations.


I got my gun back today! P22 Walther It was taken from me by the police last year but they released it back to me today
Going to the MMG concert this month with my cousin, Im pretty super excited about that, in other news, Im working on getting a few more tattoos soon. Ive got the ideas up just waiting on someone to do them
Don't forget that the lord of the flies group set im in is coming to Member Review on this site in December!
And also if you have instagram im posting pics all the time, @dravesuicide twitter im writing all the time @dravesuicide
stay in touch,
Lock & Load Drave Suicide xoxo
I got my lord of the flies tattoo! This is a tattoo that all the girls involved in the Lord of The Flies Group set that will hit member review in December! Its on my right arm.

Also I am on instagram as well now so if you have one go follow me @dravesuicide but im still just learning how to use it so sorry if im slow at followin or figuring it out ;P


Also I am on instagram as well now so if you have one go follow me @dravesuicide but im still just learning how to use it so sorry if im slow at followin or figuring it out ;P
"The only people that never fail are the ones that never try"
Really starting to realize this is true. My lifes been slowly working itself out lately, Ive been a lot more positive and happy after being in FL with such a lovely group of Suicidegirls. They really did help switch my life around after realizing there is still good i the word. Like SGs!
My daughter is now really getting this walking thing down! Shes everywhere!
of course that means Im exhausted!!!
If your missing me, cuz I don't blog much on here (haha), you can allows follow me on twitter @ dravesuicide where I usually am on there at least once a day and will answer you back.
AND OF COURSE EXCITING NEWS!!!!!! BE PREPARED!


In December the "LORD OF THE FLIES" multi set shoot I was in will be released in Member Review I believe. If it is in MR lets VOTE TO get this set LIVE!!!!
Really starting to realize this is true. My lifes been slowly working itself out lately, Ive been a lot more positive and happy after being in FL with such a lovely group of Suicidegirls. They really did help switch my life around after realizing there is still good i the word. Like SGs!
My daughter is now really getting this walking thing down! Shes everywhere!
If your missing me, cuz I don't blog much on here (haha), you can allows follow me on twitter @ dravesuicide where I usually am on there at least once a day and will answer you back.
AND OF COURSE EXCITING NEWS!!!!!! BE PREPARED!

In December the "LORD OF THE FLIES" multi set shoot I was in will be released in Member Review I believe. If it is in MR lets VOTE TO get this set LIVE!!!!

Wednesdays getting so big! She is one now and is now in her big girl carseat. Badass. She can say "mama" "dada" and "kittykat"
Im just chillin at the tattoo shop sipping on a pumpkin spice latte.. these things are one of the many reasons I love this season. I might be getting a little background filled in on my tattoo sometime today or this week by Danny. I am thinking behind my spooky tree because the space is just empty and plain.
Its starting to drop temperature here in Va, finally starting to feel like fall, .Why the hell is it that when I need all my hoodies and shit I can't find any?
I went out last night, and got into this new club i never been to for free because I was recognized as an SG, as well as all the people in my group got in free too, pretty fucking nice.
So how is everyone doing?
The FL vacation was amazing everyone! Wow in my many many years of being a suicidegirl and going to sg events, I have never been with a cooler group of SGs!

First off, Renesme has some hot fucking tricks, this girl is amazing! I am looking forward to the set she just shot, you should too, watch for it, it is going to be fucking amazing.

I shot a set with Bitten so watch out for this as well!!! I want it to be a live SG set!
And I swear I met my soulmate friend in life, this chick is fucking badass, sweet, amazing, and just man I feel like we are a lot alike laid back personality wise. Its LucySky Im looking forward to the set I watched her shoot!

First off, Renesme has some hot fucking tricks, this girl is amazing! I am looking forward to the set she just shot, you should too, watch for it, it is going to be fucking amazing.

I shot a set with Bitten so watch out for this as well!!! I want it to be a live SG set!
And I swear I met my soulmate friend in life, this chick is fucking badass, sweet, amazing, and just man I feel like we are a lot alike laid back personality wise. Its LucySky Im looking forward to the set I watched her shoot!


