hey guys im at 80 days today and super stoked. i really appreciate the fact that everyone has my back. its quiet refreshing. also i am happy to say that i am getting the internet tomorrow so i will be able to be on here at least and hour a day. that is my promise to everyone. also for those of you who want to see my second set go up i apologize. it has been in their hands for over 10 months. also i have shot one since then and still no sign of it. im sorry guys i dont know what to tell ya. i have a feeling its cuz im rarely on here so i am going to make a way bigger effort to get these sets up for you guys. again i appreciate the support and i will be able 2 talk way more so please write me!!!! love you guys. xoxoxox

whats up. sobriety blows when u r really trying!! ugh but i will say i am at 62 days today.. i mean 63. so yeah. i rock. i would love to type more but 2 of my nails are broken so i feel like im walking really fast and only wearing one high heel. it feels super funny. so ill get it fixed and type tomarrow. i got the internet again yay and im really happy. life is changing for my daughter and i. i love it. i can only go up from here!!!

ok ok ok so i know i am horrible and im never on here and i truely suck at being a suicidegirl but damn life is so tough. i am having a massive battle with it. i am an alcoholic and i finally addmitted that my life has become unmangable!! i have been sober 35 days and finally realized that i have done nothing but waste an entire yr of hanging and chatting with you guys to suck down booze. all it got me was an extra 10 pounds and a very ;arge head ache. in truely sorry i havent been here and i hope no one hates me. and im sorry im making excuses but i dunno. life is really hard out here. im a single mom and if anyone reading this is one, then you know how hard it is. plus school and trying to make due with no child support and random jobs isnt really cutting it, especially when i would go to the grocery store to buy milk and realize i only had enough money for booze. you think it would be an easy decision but its not. anywys i hope to hear from you guys. anyone for that matter. and im orry again that it took me so long to get bavk here. i promise im staying sober this time. now all i need to do is get the internet and ill be here wah more often. ciao!!!

ok everyone. i need help on how to manage going on all the like groups and having convos with people. like i always will go and post something on an intresting topic in my groups but then i forget how to go back there and what group a certain topic was in and i honestly think that that is what is holding up my new sets going up. like zoli is amazing and has her shoit together and talks to everyone and is amazing and then theres me, this giant douche bag who thinks she knows what she is doing but in all actuallity i have no clue and im getting super stressed so i think im going 2 delete my myspace so i can focus on just this. is that just me fucking crashing or maybe i wouldnt b so stressed if i just got some help?? if there are any tips anyone can give me i would greatly appreciate it. there are just so many amazing things on this site i really cant keep up!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i love quinne 2 death!! but still 2 sets go up in less then 24 hrs?? and yet my second hasnt gone up in 10 months.... let alone a 3rd anytime soon. i mean i truely love sg and it was always my dream 2 b on here but i feel a little rejected. is it just me or do others feel the same??

hey guys! let us feat on turkey and get laid!!

but in other news, i have had a set that has been unqueued since march!!! im really upset that it hasnt gone up and i was thinking maybe if people complained that it will go up. so please complain!! like send frantic emails about how u desprately need 2 see me naked!! i promise it will be well worth ur while. plus i would gladly appreciate it and who knows maybe ill put up some of my home candids 4 u too!!!


ciao, and have a happy turkey day. unless ur indian. and if u r, im sorry for ur loss and hope gaming in the future goes well....and stuff.

hey everyone. i have horrible news. i just lost my best friend. AGAIN. she passed away last nite in her sleep. she was the 1 who took care of me when my other best friend died 2 months ago. please tell the people u love that u DO in fact love them. because u nvr know whats gunna happen.

hello hello all my lovely awesome friends....im putting new pics up as u read!! so dont 4get 2 check out my shit. love u all. p.s. i have a new photoshoot on saturday.......any fantacies that u would love 4 me 2 act out??