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Day 5.
I've been pretty silent in my struggle with sobriety. Things are better, way better. But sometimes, I miss the feeling of drowning in myself. And sometimes I feel her creeping up my arms, and I cant stop.
I can't say that I know what is going to happen tomorrow, but I know when I look into the past, that the place I was, is somewhere I never want to be again. Being a junkie is so fucking cliche.
Slowly I've been twisting and turning into another human being. I can't say that I'm growing up, but now I'm not just looking for the sunset, but the sunrise too.
Funny... I smiled for a picture today, and I actually liked the way I looked.
For tonight, coffee and cigarettes are just fucking fine.
I've been pretty silent in my struggle with sobriety. Things are better, way better. But sometimes, I miss the feeling of drowning in myself. And sometimes I feel her creeping up my arms, and I cant stop.
I can't say that I know what is going to happen tomorrow, but I know when I look into the past, that the place I was, is somewhere I never want to be again. Being a junkie is so fucking cliche.
Slowly I've been twisting and turning into another human being. I can't say that I'm growing up, but now I'm not just looking for the sunset, but the sunrise too.
Funny... I smiled for a picture today, and I actually liked the way I looked.
For tonight, coffee and cigarettes are just fucking fine.
DEC 14, 2009 09:23 PM
DEC 14, 2009 09:25 PM
DEC 14, 2009 09:28 PM
damn, you may not know but you are actually getting yourself into a good spot. anytime you can look back and say you don't wanna be there again means you're looking inside.
stay on course hon, you'll get there and be happy - plus you smiling is always a nice shot 
DEC 14, 2009 09:42 PM
DEC 14, 2009 09:44 PM
Hang in there and take care. 
DEC 14, 2009 10:05 PM
This is uplifting to read. Go on girl 
DEC 14, 2009 10:09 PM
wowww you look AMAZING in that photo! great smile!!
DEC 14, 2009 10:13 PM
I like the way you look, too! You have a beautiful smile!
DEC 14, 2009 10:32 PM
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DEC 15, 2009 03:21 AM
You have something of Kat von D in that pic, maybe the smile... Btw you're always beautiful and one of my favourite SG so far.
DEC 15, 2009 06:07 AM
Proud of you. And your smiling pic is just beautiful
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