Thank you Jebus for your chocolate

I'll update this when im feeling less lazy

Didn’t make it in the end, change of plans.

But as it was so sunny on Saturday we went to the beach anyway. Decided on Eastbourne as i've never been there and didn't know what it was like. actually I still don't. Massive expanse of sea fog!!! sunny everywhere else in the country apart from where we are ...but I did notice they had a mahoosive pirate adventure playground

...... so we shivered on the beach for a while then headed up to Beachy Head (which thankfully was above the fog) so beautiful there but very poignant. There is a staggering amount of flowers, crosses, tributes left for people on the cliff edge cars crashed at the bottom , Jebus messages from the Samaritans. It really is so fucking high, especially with the fog, made it look as if it didn’t look like it had an end. It seemed that most people were there through morbid fascination. I guess the car crash wreckage of people lives will always have its attraction.

So yeah, cool but morbid.

Im contemplating buying Reading/Leeds festival tickets, sooo expensive and I have no money, I may try to hold my nerve & buy them last minute on ebay.

Yay going to Cornwal this weekend, I seem to be getting really claustrophobic away from the sea. Anyway I get to catch up with people, chill on the beach, eat pasties and go to happy hardcore Norwiegian house parties! Its funny when you leave uni you realise that the majority of you friends are proximity friends you just don't keep in touch when you move away. Hmm guess it happens to everyone.

Ronnie Corbert is alive I was convinced that guy was dead, Im sure I saw it on the news must have been one of those dreams that I mistook for reality.

Double cocknobs! its Budget Day

what ingenious ways is our Government going to find to suck the joy out of our lives

I see a trip to Bruges on the horizon, cheap tobacco, beer ...& chocolate

I've decided to stop thinking about how my SG application is going & hand it over to fate, I definatly need to stop checking my mailbox !

...& turn my thoughts to what the fuck im going to do with the rest of my life. Im wondering if illusration is what I actually want to do maybe a move into fine art, might be nice to work to my own brief for a change.

Illustration is essentialy art for the purpose of selling stuff but then there is the possibily of a paying job at the end of it.

Oh cocknobs, its one of those days

maybe Palnuick can offer some answers........

Yey!!!! Missy really liked my set

They are going to work on it and see if it can be used.

lets not get too excited

...but yey

...and relax

RE; ok so I found out its a genic email, but hey its no rejection & its hopeful

Theres nothing I enjoy more than sucking on the teat of an American Beaver.....

.....there will always be milk!

Yes!!!, my This Morning with Richard not Judy DVD arrived on Saturday

& arrgh its not Mac compatable, oh technology can be so cruel to us Mac users .... but I managed to erhum "borrow" a my friends laptop so all is well again.

Day off today & it hasn’t got off to the best of starts.

Im so sick of people pissing me about on ebay. I got this feedback this morning...... “The sun shines out of this eBayers arse; true A+ Rating”

which is mildly amusing, acompanied with ......

“The truth is that eBay is simply an institution for you, the complete bunch of wankers that you are, who don't have a real life of your own - yup, that means all you backstabbing, two-faced, covert-bidders, I've seen every scam you can imagine going down on eBay as "legitimate" when a great deal of what happens is phoney, dishonest and fixed.”

I want my money but there's fuck all I can do about it. Have you really got nothing better to do! arrrgh

& to top it off, I got ID’d for cigarettes. Im twenty fucking three!! when will it end? Maybe its testament to the preserving nature of alcohol.

Ok rant over, im going to paint ANGRILY!!

but on a happy note I did get my Presidents of the USA tickets today

Hello, thanks for the welcome you lovely people

Today I've been feeling extremely hungover & bruised. Why do I ever thing its a good idea to drink cider?? Too much time living in Cornwall me thinks ........ although it does give me an excuse to laze around watching obscene amounts Jap horror.

Well tomorrow im shooting some pics so I can finally get round to submitting a set, so fingers crossed!

Right, so this is my first day. Very new and very confused.
Not too sure how this site works yet. So if any of you could help me get around in here.

I need friends.

I need love.