Happy times !
YEY YEY YEY
Lavezzaro is in Portugal ! So we plan to make a set for Suicide Girls .
We gonna do it next week. Now i need to think in a place to do it . With this cold weather is gonna be harder . brrr
By the way , check her last set (as model) on MR : Ms fat booty


Just to share

Love

Discordia

For a long time i lived in a kind of surrealism. As if in a dream, one without sence, in a state of inertia and survival. I didn't care about people , even the ones i loved most , i didn't care about evolution at any level . Waiting for the days to end. . . Waiting for nothing at all.
Now I feel that I awoke from a bad taste dream .
I lose control on my life . I do not feel fulfilled with my work . My ex got tired of my nose-up atitude , my sweet gramma (that took care of me since very young) is very sick. . . Everything is falling unto pieces and i feel so powerless cuz is nothing i can do , nothing i can change, nothing i can correct. . .

i never like to hear people complaning , about jobs , about years of university that give them nothing , about the price of stuffs , about bad boy/girlfriends bla bla bla , so i thought that's time to move my ass !

Since i return London i started to learn French . My father lives actualy in France, and i think it could be an adventure to try to live there for some times . I need to take risks to feel alive , i need pressure , i need a push , to fall and get up , to take punches in the face, cuz pretty world is not for me , i was tired of beeing a machine . Since ever i am a warrior and i'm tired of all these easy ! RAMBOOOOOO style !

I start back to take care of my body , running at night makes me feel so good (even if i return with ice on my lashes) the big , no , huge step is quite smoke arg gonna do it slow, veeery slow !

I'll not forgive myself easly for the behavior i have for few months .
I played the bored , selflessly , i play the bitch queen , the superior . . .
I'm not better then anyone , even if i contantly need to prove that no one is better then me too. . .

New born , from now on i'll take it easy , i'll have more time for everything and everyone .
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I leave you with a song that i love :


Lyris here:

Love

Discordia

P.S Don't forget to check on my set in Member review Bad Romance

Hi lovers !
Last weekend in London was amazing ! The only bad thing is that i bring my camera, but forgot the card in Portugal So no amazing n dirty pics DUH ! Total FAIL !

Friday me and my friends take the day to burn money on Camden Town (clothes ) !
As allways one of the unmissable places : Cyberdog .
I just love to spend sometime there , the enviroment is amazing, good music , hot girls working ( like suicide girl Elf ) . Then at night we spend few hours on the EletricBallRoom club - Inferno party .
It's so hard for me to get used to smoke outside :S it's a shit ! Hot, cold, hot, cold . . . = sickness the day after !
Saturday, again, all day walking around London, but the big times were at night .


Hocico give a great show ! And i totaly love eric (singer) ! He's a sweetpie ! He didn't forget to say godbye before they leave .
Then a totaly suprise for me Formalin

I danced a lot during their gig . And they are both fuckin' hot !
After the gigs great time dancing in Slimes until 07AM , when i stoped i though i didn't have feets anymore. . . Autx !
That night i just meet lot's of amazing people ! So sad next time it's only in 02/2011


Changing subject, why do i have more them 3 000 friends and less then 1 000 coments on my last set ????

Bad romance i know it's more classy, but is still me


Please check too the set from my heart-sister Caia : Taste of eternity when she past from a dead to a vampire


And Vodevil's one Legacy military style



xoxox

YEY !
Tomorow at this time i'll be flying to London gosh , i love that city ! It's gonna be amazing , since last days had been a hell to me .
I'v been fucking nervous , fast and furious heart beat , difuculty to sleep , bla bla bla . So best time for vacations it's imposible !
My life is in a big change right now. It was supose for me to move to France in few month to live with my boyfriend, errm , ex-boyfriend... I'm so glad i didn't quite my job, cuz i were about to do it !
Sometimes we create to high expectations. . . Bla bla bla PAST - it does mater anymore now!
I'm going with my budie Cyanid3 ( I already posted in past pics with him ) so is garantee fun

Well about SG here is 3 sets you reeaaaaaly need to check:

Mine : Bad romance more classy. . .


From my heart-sister Caia : Taste of eternity when she past from a dead to a vampire


And Vodevil's one Legacy military style


They must be on front page
right ?

Some halloween pics , for the one who still didn't saw them

With love and xoxox

Discordia

Halloween was truly amazing !
So much fun !
It's all about party animals , meeting new persons, showing ass , and drink Jagermeister !

Out of words (and time) .
So i leave you with the pictures

The dinner :





In the club:










Bloody kisses

Burn like hell !



Just to share with you lovers. . . .This is me having fun @ weekends. I'll post more soon .

Inspiration :

ROB ZOMBIE \m/



Demonoid Phenomenon

xoxox

Still without the shoes still without my new SET on Front page .
Bad Romance

So check Vodevil one's too LEGACY . Very hot !
And soooooooon new one for Halloween from lovely Caia . Serious shit ! I'v seen few pics, and i L-O-V-E IT ! Can't wait, it's for the win !

In few days i'll post some demon pics i'v taken this saturday !

I want them so so soooooo much !



I think i'm in love !

But it seems it gonna be impossible, since USA- Portugal it could be quite expensive .

Gotta love some Bordello shoes !

And why so dificult to find my number ?

Damn !

So i love shoes. . .

U love this ?

Bad Romance

meow

I looked to the set's on the frontpage (nº of coments , photographers that made them. . . ) and i just realise my set will never make frontpage ! AUTX !
Wast of time :S

Later, better mooded blog talking about last sunday, were i'v been modeling for REDKEN .

xoxox

Suicidegirls.com is still a wonderfull place to hang out. Full of beauty, ink & girl powa .
I'm so proud to be inside ! Since i'm here i make lot's of friends , some of them became part of my heart in a way that it's impossible to rip them out even if i wanted.

About friends , some pics of me , Caia and some other friends rockin' on .












I made this set few months ago, u will noticed it, since i havent yet in this pictures my last tatto in the belly .

I was trying to decide if i send it to review or not cuz it's diferen from the other sets , i remove my piercings , my hair is with a less intense colour, etc etc and because i wasn't sure that it was at the level of the other ones i have . And most of all because i wasn't quite sure if i wanted to continue on SG.com. Not because i don't like this, on the contrarie, but because my self-esteem was in a very low level lately .
But my friends , my good friends bring me up .



And now, after seeing all that love in the coments (even if not as awsome as in my other sets) i have a new strength , and i really feel i belong here, among all this gorgeous girls that rock our lifes . So i'm ready to be on the "acive" an try to rock your world too , even if just for a few minutes in a hole day .

As soon as this set reach the front page i'll be read to start modeling again !

Sooo, check it ,Bad Romance ,and show me ur love



For those ghosts who passed,
Vagabonds that i swore to love,
Never my languidly arms drew
The flight of a gesture to reach them...

If my claw shaped hands nailed
In a love of blood pounding ...
- How many barbaric panthers killed
Just for the rare taste of killing !

My soul is like a unerary stone
Erected at Lone Mountain
Questioning the vibration of heaven!

The love of a man? - Earth so bruised,
Raindrop in wind swayed ...
A man? - When I dream the love of a God! ...

Florbela Espanca , Ambitious