SO it looks like i am going to Seattle for my birthday. how exciting i love my bf.

anyways, i got my haircut yesterday.


not the best picture of it (or me) . and i look like shit because i had just got off of work, no makeup on what so ever, and my camera phone sucks. haha oh well. im still getting used to the bangs but i do like it..i feel like i look like a 5 year old though. but i think once i put makeup on itll look a little better.

ALSO, if any of you have a "bebo" account or whatever the hell its called, could you please message this stupid person that is pretending to be me beyond belief (stole all my pictures, even used the same album names as i did on my myspace, copied all my bulletins and posted them as journal entries or whatever on their bebo account, is sending links to people of MY myspace and MY sg account, is giving my pictures to random groups, talking to other people pretending to be me ETC.) and tell them to GET A FUCKING LIFE AND DELETE THEIR ACCOUNT BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT FUCKING ME AND NEVER WILL BE AND EVERYONE THINKS ITS FUCKING ACTUALLY ME WHEN IT ISNT!!! EVERYTHING ON THE GOD DAMN PAGE IS FAKE, I ONLY HAVE 2 DAMN ACCOUNTS, MY SG ACCOUNT, AND MY MYSPACE. THAT IS IT. eh i hate fucking stupid creepy, no life people!! i just dont understand how pretending to be someone else and using all their pictures and everything, talking to people who thinks its someone else and really has no idea that it isnt that person, can make someone feel better about their self? or give them whatever pleasure it is their trying to get therefore. anyways, please if you have an account with this site please message this person and tell them that you know their fake and that they should have respect and delete everything. the link to whoever the hell this person is pretending to be me is http://www.bebo.com/Profile.jsp?MemberId=5109447960

12 more days till my 21st birthingggg dayyyyyy! yessssssssssss! my baby said he mite buy us tickets to go to seattle!! how awesome would that be!!? i fucking adore washington! AND my dad just moved there from iowa! i wish my older sister still lived there too but she unfortunately just moved to ALASKA! anywayssss gaw damn i need to do another shoot!!

im making dinner. and its taking foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr god damnitttttttt. who wouldve thought a tiny square of vegetable lasagna would almost take as long as a 94755496754675867 pound frozen turkey to cook? seriously haha

im watching some thing on tv about Paris Hilton. Man she has it made. Doesnt have to do anything besides sit around and be rich. Lucky!!

so im tired, my back hurts and i would like to find a good paying full time job that i could be myself at. not have to wear long sleeves everyday to cover my tattoos. not have my boss fuck me over constantly on my paychecks and not do anything about it. anyone know of any good jobs in az? ha

can someone pleasseeeeeeeeeeeeeee make this mother fucking picture the correct size so i can fucking use it as my default? ive been messing with it for over a god damned hour and i still cant get it and im on the verge of throwing my laptop against the wall


thankyou if you can. im am just extremely frustrated... i have been trying to change my damn default picture for like a year now and everytime i request a different one they either dont look at it or just reject it or some shit and leave me with the lame ugly pic i have now..wish i had more control over this situation..

can someone please be a sweetie and resize this pic to the correct size that it needs to be for a default..?

i cant seem to get it the right size damnit!

the default picture must be 235 pixels wide by 175 pixels tall..

i cant figure out which one i like the most.. what do you guys think?

i think the first one..?

im back in az.. back to my old job at the hospital.. i couldnt handle the whole flight attendant job.. they werent even having me work, they had my ass and everyone elses ass on reserve the whole damn time.. theres no way possible i can pay rent in TWO different states if im barely getting paid. fuck that. thanks to all my friends and family who helped me through it all though. new york was amazing. but so humid i was walking around with my inhaler in my hand the entire time. couldnt breathe for the life of me haha i was also paying more for cigarettes then food. fucking $9.50 per pack!!!!

im still requesting to change my default picture.. its been MONTHS now and they wont change it.. it sucks.. i hate how i have like no say what so ever.. that picture is so damn old.. i want one of these ones to be my sg default...
their at least a lot newer and shows hwo i look now... quailty mite be a little shitty because they were taken with my camera phone



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i think i like the last one a little bit more..?


i miss my ipod. STILL have not been able to afford to get one.. shouldnt haveto get another one considering ive already paid for TWO of the 30gb ones or whatever and they both fucking got stolen. felt like i lost a piece of me when that happened. BOTH times hahahaha. seriously though it sucked and i hope the people that took
each one from me rots in hell!!

im getting eaten by mesquitos in Phils room. ah!



Dior

Hello my loves, havent made a post in awhile.. just a quick update...

I got a new job and am now a flight attendant.. not sure how much i like it.. they based me at JFK airport so now im living in queens, new york away from my family, bf, and dog who are all in az.. im trying to commute and just stay in ny on the days i have to work and then on my days off go back to phoenix but eh.. its hard.. i dont know anyone what so ever out in ny so all i do is sit in my crashpad and eat, sleep, watch tv all day.. i want to go home and stay there.. but i need a full time good career and this is my only chance for one.. i wish i could be a famous model for my career or some shit. something easy haha. take care everyone

alright everyone please read this just so you know and your not messaging me on other accounts etc having someone comment you back and your thinking its me when really it isnt.. this happens at least once a month and im getting so sick of it...

im so fucking fed up with all these stupid low life mother fuckers pretending to be me, stealing my pictures and everything.. GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!! BE YOURSELF! ITS ANNOYING!!! WHAT SATISFACTION DO YOU GET FROM OTHER PEOPLE SENDING YOU MESSAGES AND SHIT THINKING YOUR SOMEONE YOUR NOT? THINKING YOUR ME??

this person went the the extreme and not only used ALL of my pictures, but copied all the bulletins ive ever posted and posted them as comments on this stupid site..

just to let you all know, THE ONLY ACCOUNTS I HAVE IS MY SUICIDEGIRL ACCOUNT, AND MY ONE MYSPACE ACCOUNT. ALL OF THE OTHER MYSPACE ACCOUNTS YOU SEE ARE PEOPLE PRETENDING TO BE ME, ALL OF THE OTHER BULLSHIT SITES YOU SEE WITH MY PICTURE UP LIKE THE LINK IM ABOUT TO POST, IS NOT FUCKING ME. SO IF YOU REALLY WANT TO TALK TO JUST ME, AND NOT SOMEONE PRETENDING TO FUCKING BE ME, THEN ONCE AGAIN, MY ONE MYSPACE ACCOUNT AND MY SG ACCOUNT ARE THE ONLLLLLY ACCOUNTS I HAVE.



FUCK!!!! ANNOYING CREEPY CRAZY PEOPLE!!!



http://www.bebo.com/Profile.jsp?MemberId=5109447960

people doing this to me really fucking is starting to frustrate the hell out of me.. what if someone is trying to get ahold of ME not someone pretending to be ME and sees one of the fake sites and messages the "fake me" and gets messages back from the "fake me" thinking its me when it really ISNT! . HOW THE FUCK ARE THEY SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT ITS JUST SOME LOSER PRETENDING TO BE ME!???

people need to fucking grow up, and get a life.. jesus fucking christ..