And how about a little video I shot for SG two years ago back when I had blond hair.
Hugs and kisses to you all! xoxo
I think I blew my eardrum again. This happened once before when I was really really sick. my illness turned into a sinus infection, causing my ears to fill up with fluid and rupturing both eardrums. It was not fun. The worst pain I have ever felt, causing me to go deaf for a week while blood and puss seeped from my ears.
Two nights ago I was at a party in the country. I had my share of drinks already when the hostess asked me to light off some fireworks with her. Not rinky-dink china town poppers, but the real-deal 50fters. Having never done anything like this before, I eagerly load the firework down the tube and light the damn thing on fire.
Not ONLY did I burn the crap out of my thumb but I also put it in backwards, causing it to blow up in the tube, 5 feet away from me. Yikes! Only after did my friend the fireman point out what I had done wrong.
The next one I light off almost really got the best of me. The super insane crazy drunk mountain woman of a hostess had me light the next one off the same time as she did. Assuming that my crappy $.75 cent lighter would agree with me and actually work, I popped the loaded tube down next to hers and tried to light it off. While hers was sputtering out sparks a foot away from my head, I was flicking my lighter away to my impending doom. I dove out of the way just in time as a great shower of green sparks erupted all around me. All I could say was, "I almost blewed my head off."
Next morning aside from a mild hangover, my left ear felt really bad and I could hear it throbbing in my head. The shotgun practice going on outside didn't help much either. And I had to take care my still drunk boyfriend, only for him to repay me by having band practice in the basement last night right under my bed while I was bleeding out of my head trying to recover. I feel a little better today, I am thinking about going to the hospital, but half of me wants to wait it out, having no medical insurance and no way to pay for the visit without going broke. If it gets worse I will just try and them a fake name and see if that works.
Ok no more bad stories, how about some fun?
Did you happen to see this stunning video Shot by Dwam of Key?

And what about this cuteness where Bully introduces you to the little puppy that she saved.

I have been abstaining from everything. I don't Facebook. I don't buy new things. I don't look at fashion magazines. I don't watch TV. I don't talk on the phone or text. I don't even really travel as much as I would like to.
Ah but what I am doing... Contacting lives beyond the grave. Composing a zine. Drinking 40s. Drawing. Building a more sustainable lifestyle. Reading books. Recycling cans. Skating in the "wrong" part of town. Destroying everything. My social life. My future. My "career". (That last one was a joke.)
But the one thing I've noticed, is that when there is nothing, nothing holding you back, then that's when you are free to do anything. And abolish it all after! Ah to the wind. To the Sea. To the earth. Burn it all up I say!
The Fool is my mentor. That's right, the meaning of zero. The everything of nothing. The seeds of something new.

It's blissful and I feel blessed.
Ok. Pictures?




That's Boomer! My BFF
On the here and now. It's fucking 4:30 in the morning, and I swear I'm going to kick my damn boyfriends fucking ass when he walks in the door for stayin out so late.
Ok more updates soon. Now that I'm a full fledged member of the internet and all.
Later Suicide Surfers!
xoxo
Dice
So what is new you guys?
Im writingthis on my new smart phone. Its been so long since I have lived with the internet. I have been.so cut off from the world. It was really making me sad. I had no phone at all for a while. I just couldnt afford it. My dog had to go to the vet, it wasnt an emergency. He is just a lucky guy. Who knows what the owners did to him. He was picked up in the hood, and when I adopted him he was blind in one eye, could hardly walk on one of his back legs, and they mutalated his ears and tail. I knew he badly needed a loving home, and I needed to fix the hole in my heart from missing my cat.
I will be moving at the end of the month, for the fourth time this year. Just as was getting situated. But if you saw the house comared to the little hole I live in...Well it isnt even a matter of thought.
Im waitin on the pizza I ordered and watchin a movie with my boys. Tryin to figure out this new phone.
.Now I just got to figure out how to upload a pic or two and I will be set!
Its really good to be back.
Xoxo
xoxo
Dice
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BEER BEER BEER!!!!
Happy Cinco De Mao!

Here is a photo from the awesome weekend I had with a bunch of friends from Oakland. Two shows, and hella beers! Man what a day.

Saturday I'm going to be shooting the final taping of Creepy KOFY Movietime in SF. It's probably going to be one of the funnest, balls to the wall taping we have done yet. We are going all out for this one!

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Quinne's Boo started a new tattoo on my leg. You can kinda see it in the photos. Looks like you will just have to wait till I shoot a new set with DarrylDarko for you to get the full effect. I is bad ass.
So you know, this is where I work in San Jose.
A2C2
So if you got your Medical Marijuana card, stop by and say whats up! We are throwing a free party with BBQ every Saturday, with raffle giveaways! So what's your excuse not to???
Ok all you Suicide Surfers! Have fun tonight, be safe, and stay away from the police!
Til next time!
xoxo
Dice
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A new tv show on VH!!!!! If only I could dance. Of course I was that little girl who was kicked out of ballet as a youngster.
And a new comic! RAD! I think I saw sexy Quinne! I love her.
And whats this I hear about an SG game day coming up? I shall be there for sure!
Here are a few pics from the first taping of Creepy KOFY Movietime! Season 5!!!!






Ok guys see you at Wonder-con SF 2011! I'll be there with CKMT for sure, but if SG get's a booth you know I'll be there sighing things.
See you all soon! Hopefully next time I'll have some nice naked pics to share with you as well. Where the hell is Darko?!? haha
xoxo
Dice
I'm going to be passing out a ton of fliers for free weed. I am so excited!
Then I'm heading to Richmond and playing a free show. For the record, it's my first time on a stage not behind a drum set. Stoked!
And I'm going to bring my camera so you guys don't miss out!
















