Happy Valentines Day Suicide Girls! <3
And how about a little video I shot for SG two years ago back when I had blond hair.

Hugs and kisses to you all! xoxo







I think I blew my eardrum again. This happened once before when I was really really sick. my illness turned into a sinus infection, causing my ears to fill up with fluid and rupturing both eardrums. It was not fun. The worst pain I have ever felt, causing me to go deaf for a week while blood and puss seeped from my ears.

Two nights ago I was at a party in the country. I had my share of drinks already when the hostess asked me to light off some fireworks with her. Not rinky-dink china town poppers, but the real-deal 50fters. Having never done anything like this before, I eagerly load the firework down the tube and light the damn thing on fire.

Not ONLY did I burn the crap out of my thumb but I also put it in backwards, causing it to blow up in the tube, 5 feet away from me. Yikes! Only after did my friend the fireman point out what I had done wrong.
The next one I light off almost really got the best of me. The super insane crazy drunk mountain woman of a hostess had me light the next one off the same time as she did. Assuming that my crappy $.75 cent lighter would agree with me and actually work, I popped the loaded tube down next to hers and tried to light it off. While hers was sputtering out sparks a foot away from my head, I was flicking my lighter away to my impending doom. I dove out of the way just in time as a great shower of green sparks erupted all around me. All I could say was, "I almost blewed my head off."

Next morning aside from a mild hangover, my left ear felt really bad and I could hear it throbbing in my head. The shotgun practice going on outside didn't help much either. And I had to take care my still drunk boyfriend, only for him to repay me by having band practice in the basement last night right under my bed while I was bleeding out of my head trying to recover. I feel a little better today, I am thinking about going to the hospital, but half of me wants to wait it out, having no medical insurance and no way to pay for the visit without going broke. If it gets worse I will just try and them a fake name and see if that works.

Ok no more bad stories, how about some fun?

Did you happen to see this stunning video Shot by Dwam of Key?




And what about this cuteness where Bully introduces you to the little puppy that she saved.