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Dice Hey whats up! It's been forever! Hit me up and fill me in!!!

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JUNE 22, 2010 @ 05:49 PM


I just got back from L.A. I was down there working E3, for APB. Look, don't tell anyone, but I don't own a consul, or an iPhone, or a TV, so when it comes to the latest and greatest whatever-the-fuck, I'm totally lost. But ask me about playing the drums and rock and roll, and we could talk forever. I really did enjoy seeing some of my favorite girls there, like Bob, Zoli, Sawa, Sash, Inga, Ackley, Criss, and Zoetica.

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If you want to check me out, and more of the fun, click here!

Can you guess who this killer woman is from the site???

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Here's some photos from the party the APB hosted at The Bordello Bar. I had lots of fun, and met a bunch of super awesome ladies! And of course the winner of the Hopefuls contest who's set just went live today, Miss LaneyChantal. With her sexy new set, Bordello Bar. Check it out!

Rambo is the shit you know.
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I also had a little write up in Kotaku.
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Saint and I helped a good friend make a little video about a PC. We are in the hot tub scene at the end.



I am also going to be on season 4 of Creepy KOFY Movie Time! You better tune in. skull

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Wow you guys would not believe the things I have done since i just recently became single, then abruptly became involved again, then single once more. I have been traveling all over the West coast. Where do I even begin?

After being totally depressed and feeling completely alone and abused, I started going on a HUGE drinking binge. Showing up to work hung over and puking in the bathroom. Two 40s a day with no food. Staying up late, waking up early. That is, when I got sleep.

I took a last minute trip up to Reno for a weekend. It was nice to get away from the Bay. I was leaving my problems behind. It was nice to tread on some new ground. I was all gun ho about gambling for my first time, but it never happened because the person I was with wasn't 21. So I said fuck it! Went to a show instead.

I'm addicted to love.

It was snowing up in Reno. I HATE THE SNOW! I fucking HATE it.

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SPOILERS! (Click to view)

When I was in the 7th grade I went to Tahoe with my family to go skiing. I didn't ski, I snowboarded. So I was all by myself and it was the end of the day. All the snow was packed down to ice. I though I would go on just one last run before the end of the day. There was a person receiving medical attention right around a blind turn who I almost smashed into. But i was able to avoid them but I crashed just out of sight. I had made the rookie mistake of trying to catch myself behind, but instead i snapped BOTH of my wrists.

And I was stuck. In the snow. Alone.

Still locked to my board. Without the ability to unsnap my boots and walk to find help, I laid there, stranded. I don't know how long I was lying there, but it seemed like forever. Finally someone came to my rescue, and quickly skied down the hill to get me help. When the blond haired, blue eyed snow jock arrived, he asked me if I was okay and told me to take off m board and hop on the back of his snow-mobile. I told him that I thought I broke my wrists, so he unhooked my board and gave me a lift to the bottom of the hill.

I climbed off once we got to the bottom, and he handed me my board and told me to go find my family. That's when I showed him my wrists. The look on his face when he saw my mangled wrists told me that it was serious. He rushed me off to the first aid trailer, and left to go find my parents.

After that whole long excruciating ordeal, I held my composure and didn't make a fuss. But I lost it when the first thing they wanted to do was put snow on my fucking arms after being stranded in that shit. They bandaged me up, and when I returned from winter break that year I had a full arm cast on my left and half a cast on my right to show off at school. Those were the most miserable 3 months of my life.



So if as if that's not enough to make a person avoid snow like a cat avoids water, get this. We are coming back from Reno, and it just happens to be snowing on the top of the mountain. No chains. No radio. No cell phone service. Hit some black ice and the driver loses control of the breaks, sending his newly fixed up vintage Porch off the road and straight into a snow bank.

What's weird is that I had a dream that I was in my friends car. We were going down a steep hill. He lost control of the car and everything turned white...

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This is the only time I will ever say this. But I am thankful for the Hummer that came and pulled us out. We made it back to the Bay in time to see an awesome show, and party with some good friends.

I was so happy to get back to the Bay. Ahhh my home.

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Speaking of shows, i played my first two Ms. Fits shows last weekend. The first one was a disaster, but I made up for it the second night.

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Picked cherries in the middle of nowhere.

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Cut My hair. Just in time for the warm weather.

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More shows.... Instant Asshole in San Jose.

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Spent Memorial Day with a bunch of good friends and beer.

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Last minute trip to Santa Cruz.

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While I was in SoCal I stayed a few extra days to enjoy myself.

When to the UCB theater to see an improve show.

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The Scientology Manor that was across the street.

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Went out to eat at the most wonderful vegan high end joints. Saw really weird BD/SM show at Bar Sinister, LA's local goth spot. Toy Story 3 in 3D was cute, almost made me want to cry. Brought home a bag of bones from an wonderful taxidermy store off Melrose.

I drove down to LA with company, yet I returned home alone.

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(Do you notice the massive hawk that was looking for his dinner?)

Six hours behind the wheel with nothing but your thoughts. I managed. And even took a few shots.

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Work is good.

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Wine at Quinne's tomorrow night.

Oh and one last thing. Cherry shot a set of me while she was in town, and I want to use one of the photos from the set as my new profile pic.

Which one is your favorite?

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Ok that sums up the last month. But I did leave out all the nasty parts.

No tellin what next month will bring.... My 22nd birthday. New set shot by Cherry. Hopefully a new place to live. Shows. ComiCon.

Oh Man!eeek
I'll do my best to keep you all posted!

xoxo
Dice
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It_Thing_Hard_On

It_Thing_Hard_On

Humptulips, WA
November 2003

JUN 22, 2010 06:23 PM

I haven't been to E3 since 2003. Or was it 04? I don't know. Anyway, I got rip roaring drunk on wine at the industry party we were at. We were staying at the Holiday Inn across the street from Staples Center and I was so blitzed that I couldn't read the neon sign.

By the way, I like your new(ish) hairdo.

TaoAndCoffee

TaoAndCoffee

Stoney Creek, ON
June 2007

JUN 22, 2010 07:12 PM

I saw some pics from the APB booth at E3. You ladies looked PHENOMENAL love

HeartBaker

HeartBaker

Fresno, CA
October 2007

JUN 22, 2010 07:41 PM

I didn't get to see snow at all this year

Booth83

Booth83

Gastonia, NC
January 2008

JUN 22, 2010 07:52 PM

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Your not in your element hereshocked

ericwine

ericwine

Charlotte Hall, MD
January 2007

JUN 22, 2010 08:04 PM

Snow is one of the most obscene words in the English language - far more than the words most people call obscene. biggrin
Your hair looks great. smile

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

JUN 22, 2010 09:03 PM

Never saw much snow, don't care to either! shocked
Sounds like you live more in a few days than I ever do! biggrin
Love that hair, it ROCKS!!!
You take care ok Dice. kiss kiss love

IndieBuddhist

IndieBuddhist

Oshawa, ON
April 2009

JUN 22, 2010 09:43 PM

Then you probably wouldn't dig most of Canada in the winter...

Humanxile

Humanxile

Los Angeles, CA
December 2009

JUN 23, 2010 12:56 AM

Yeah that can make you hate snow.... And as for your first to shows congrats on that... Hope to see you girls in LA sometime... Well im glad you are feeling better..... Also love the hawk...

legman

legman

Portland, OR
February 2006

JUN 23, 2010 01:42 AM

"a little video about a PC. "

lol! tongue

"I also had a little write up in Kotaku."

lovelovelovelovelove

Xxun

Xxun

USA
August 2008

JUN 23, 2010 01:54 AM

Oh lord your " I hate snow face " is just too fucking precious XD

Cherry

Cherry

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

JUN 23, 2010 10:00 AM

Sounds like things have been a huge roller coaster for you recently. I hope things are looking up! I used to drink waaaay too much when I was depressed, and of course it often makes things worse, but its so hard to not do it. One of the reasons these days I barely drink because I have no self control blush

Can you take a look at your set and let me know what you think? I'd really like to be able to submit it soon! x

Criss

Criss

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

JUN 23, 2010 02:40 PM

i miss ur sexy. ahhhh

Cherry

Cherry

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

JUN 23, 2010 05:51 PM

I'll submit it! And no worries on not getting back to me sooner, I totally understand. I'm so glad you like it.

Feel better soon <3

Rambo

Rambo

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

JUN 23, 2010 07:19 PM

Picture #1 or #5 please!

And it was great seeing you too. No, no glasses but you DID leave your blanket and some hand cuff things.

MutantBaby1

MutantBaby1

USA
March 2009

JUN 23, 2010 10:22 PM

I'm from Chicago so I'm used to snow and cold. But living in Phoenix I got spoiled by the warm climates. But I could never live in LA becuz I can't stand LA people mad E3 looked pretty cool. I have a PS2 with no cords, a busted Sony CD walkman, and a piece-of-shit Gateway PC. I really need to upgrade my tech shit wink

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