gender: SG

age: 30 (Oct 07, 1981)

occupation: I've got a couple different hustles going on...

most humbling moment: Anytime I get rejected

i lost my virginity: At 15 in a drunken momentary lapse of reason and I've been trying to forget it ever since.

crush: Mike Patton, Dax Riggs, Drea De Matteo, Eva Mendez, and at this point whoever will have me.....

sign: Libra

fantasy: To be held down and fucked against my will, to have sex with a girl in a cab, & to fuck Janine Lundernyer

into: loud music, art exhibiting the female body & women in a demonic light, getting fucked up, psychology, learning about serial killers - what drives them and how conditions of the mind are formed, burlesque shows, adding to my cd collection, metal/ industrial/punk music, drinking, stand up comedy, collecting posters from shows, pin-up girls, making clothes, books and tv shows about serial killers and psychology, all different kinds of art projects, demented jokes

heroes: functional drug users that can hold down a job, a car, a home & a habit, people who own up to their shit when they get busted instead of being a snitching little bitch, & anyone who's been able to get away from the cops on the show "Cops" (not like they w

makes me sad: being subjected to bad music, guys who lie, the constant deaths of my close friends, the death of my dog, sobriety, people who lack empathy, being asked if I'm "one of those goth chics", our state's fucked up legal system, stereotypes, judgmental people, being broke more often than not....

makes me happy: my vibrator, good (by my definition) music, live music, , displays of off-beat humor, people who can make me laugh, compliments that are genuine, being newly single,