so, miss derby is extremly broke
and inlight of that she is selling off her paintings she did.
they arnt that amazing, but i really like them and hopefully you guys will too
ive never sold a painting of mine so im not sure how to price them if you like it message me give me and offer, and we will see

the pictures arnt great quality but enjoy

its a koi nummy (acrylic and canvas)

its a painting i did over a year ago of miss quinne(acrylic and canvas)

closer deatil to the writing of that one

its a picture i found on the internet and absolutly loved, so i painted it.(acrylic and canvas)


(acrylic and wood)

(acrylic and wood)

its a uterus on the female symbol (acrylic and canvas)

this is the oldest painting i have that i did, i did it right out of highschool trying to figure out water colors
(water colors and canvas)



eh i never claimed to be an artist

note for everyone wines in strip clubs taste like ass


im sick, they forced me to go to work. i slept in the dressing room the whole night.
and texted this neato guy form this epic band. le sigh.



september come already

so surfing myspace i ran across one
it hasnt been logged into since 2006

in tore my heart in half.

i think ill spend the night watching zombie movies and eating ice cream and crying

do you ever think something was meant to be but it was pushed to fast?

I dont think i ever got over this.

time heals all, maybe we grow apart but the road ends up back together?


WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE
i remeber a point in time where i was happy



where i had no worries



where i didnt spend most my time looking through old pictures and crying
and thinking about fun times



i fucking hate life

apparently its cool to talk shit about peoples tattoo.

Now, in the last blog i had someone make fun of it and call me a retard

now keep in mind this guy is like 30 but wants to act a whole 15

Now, i know ive talked shit. But i dont do internet talking shit about him
we all know the saying.

"fighting on the internet is like running in the special olympics, even if you win your still a retard"

so im going to be a big girl, and not run my mouth, even though i have alot to say

::NEW SUBJECT::

I finally paid my rent 15 days late. I suck. Since ive been 21 ive been very drunk latley. i get drunk and emotional and dit in the back and cry, or try to start shit. or just sit at the bar and drink till i puke

so needless to say ive spent the last few days sober so i could make monies
picture of what i do at work sober






i get extremly bored hahaha


so yeah.

Im to the point in my life where i feel i need a dramatic change

I dunno. Im trying to fully learn french. but its hard when your teaching yourself.

i suck at pronouncing things lol

Well its way early in the morning and i have not slept yet. So im going to wander to the living room
amelie is on and im not using subtitles. ive seen to movie enough to not need them




good night/morning to you all.



oh yeah i ordered the trailor park boys movie

thank you Quinne for turning me on to this

so things are crazy right now, im working NONSTOP. my good friend Anna Rexia (wildchild) is coming home soon.
monday i start my left arm. my friend James Hunter at hula moon is starting it. Hes drawing it up for me.

Someone has a shoot Tuesday.
goodies for you guys


buttttttttttt
i need a nappy before work.


silly silly

life is shitty now
im tired of the constant highs and lows

howver going on 11 nights being drunk every night
whew im a mess
rents due today i have 200 of it eesh.

atleast im getting drunk for free. although im not sure if it helps me make any monies at all. lol


jager is no good
and i think im a lesbian when im drunk
lol




its about time to clean house watch a movie and finish some paintings cause by 630 i need to start getting ready for work

oh did i mention i now work at the ghetto club.
yes i dance to booty shakin music now

and i dance by a car name

hahahahah

so utterly nervous
going to a show tonight and im fucking nervous as hell. i hope my bad ex doesnt show up to be a douche.



id like it very much if he stayed in his own fucking town
cause i stay in mine


so ive been drunky mcdrunkster latley. ive spent every night since my birthday extremly trashed. wake up every morning hung over as fuck, always with a new battle wound.
or i get drunk and do my hair picture will be located on this blog as soon as it makes its way through the internet world and to my email.

ive found a liking of jager. which i hated before. made me think of robotripping in highschool.



but 5 dollar jager bombs

yum yum drunk and spend minimal dollars


reminder need to find a fucking tattoo artist of decentness in pensacola. dont need no bargin bin tattoos. lawlz.

i havnt slept decently in fucking 4 days.

tossing and turning waking up or not even sleeping at all. the only decent sleep i get is when i smoke and ive been poor.

i think alot to do with it is the fact that i stopped taking xanex

welp, i want firehouse really bad. ive been wanting it for 2 days now and been to lazy or poor to get it.


enjoy the picture


input?

so i got incerdibly wasted last night.
being 21 is slightly miserable


on the up side, the breakup actuallly is turning out to be a good thing.

im talking to an ex

So yesterday was my birthday the big 21.

How did it go?
Well my ex cause me to lose my job. The the bar I decided to goto he showed up and kept looking over at me and then laughing.

So I spent my birthday crying
Thanks pat.
Incase you don't know who pat is, this is him
Www.myspace.com/impala_pat


But this blog is not talking shit. I've decided I'm better than that. He can have fun knowing he's a 31 year old getting akick out of making a 21 year old cry.

So I'm starting off new. New day new way of thinking.
I hope he's happy with his new girlfriend. I hope it works out with them. He deserves to know what happyness is. (And his hands broken) but yeah


Me being drunk, no good. I'm a crying angrey mess.

At one point I was told pat was coming to the bar again tonight, with his girlfriend, so I made the ADULT descision and went to my car and waited for them to leave so I wouldn't go to jail for fucking dtomping a bitches face if if she gave me one wrong look.



Ugh. Hatemail can be sent to him I do not mind.

I'm so contridicting.

Anyone on here get tattood in pensacola florida?