So yesterday was my birthday the big 21.

How did it go?
Well my ex cause me to lose my job. The the bar I decided to goto he showed up and kept looking over at me and then laughing.

So I spent my birthday crying
Thanks pat.
Incase you don't know who pat is, this is him
Www.myspace.com/impala_pat


But this blog is not talking shit. I've decided I'm better than that. He can have fun knowing he's a 31 year old getting akick out of making a 21 year old cry.

So I'm starting off new. New day new way of thinking.
I hope he's happy with his new girlfriend. I hope it works out with them. He deserves to know what happyness is. (And his hands broken) but yeah


Me being drunk, no good. I'm a crying angrey mess.

At one point I was told pat was coming to the bar again tonight, with his girlfriend, so I made the ADULT descision and went to my car and waited for them to leave so I wouldn't go to jail for fucking dtomping a bitches face if if she gave me one wrong look.



Ugh. Hatemail can be sent to him I do not mind.

I'm so contridicting.

So yesterday was my birthday the big 21.

How did it go?
Well my ex cause me to lose my job. The the bar I decided to goto he showed up and kept looking over at me and then laughing.

So I spent my birthday crying
Thanks pat.
Incase you don't know who pat is, this is him
Www.myspace.com/impala_pat


But this blog is not talking shit. I've decided I'm better than that. He can have fun knowing he's a 31 year old getting akick out of making a 21 year old cry.

So I'm starting off new. New day new way of thinking.
I hope he's happy with his new girlfriend. I hope it works out with them. He deserves to know what happyness is. (And his hands broken) but yeah


Me being drunk, no good. I'm a crying angrey mess.

At one point I was told pat was coming to the bar again tonight, with his girlfriend, so I made the ADULT descision and went to my car and waited for them to leave so I wouldn't go to jail for fucking dtomping a bitches face if if she gave me one wrong look.



Ugh. Hatemail can be sent to him I do not mind.

I'm so contridicting.