"the Abyss of Hallucinations has Law and Reason;
but in Truth, there is no bond between the Toys of God"
good old Aleister Crowley
but in Truth, there is no bond between the Toys of God"
good old Aleister Crowley
I think everybody should check this out..........


I know its only another little riot in another little country, but maybe knowing about them all will open some eyes....
http://www.nytimes.com/2007/09/27/world/asia/27myanmar.html

I know its only another little riot in another little country, but maybe knowing about them all will open some eyes....
http://www.nytimes.com/2007/09/27/world/asia/27myanmar.html
ooook.
so.
looks like I haven't seen myself much either lately.
I'm sleepy due to late night sex and early morning calls, need to finish something but feel lazy, my strongest desire right now is a day off to lay around, roll in bed all day and have bagels delivered from the great bagel place down the street (if you have been around, you'll know what I'm talking about!).
oh well, guess I'll have to wait at least another couple of weeks before that......
last week I was shooting something, and that is a candid I find pretty funny


on a different note, hopefully tonight I'll get to meet a great guy I haven't seen in about 2 years: MikewillpukeonU is in town!
funny how I met him at the italian villa dvd shoot, and I haven't seen him since, and lately lots of people seem to be thinking about those days......
on another different note, looks like I'll have a family christmas even being on the other side of the planet from my family!
I'm lucky enough to have great friends that will welcome me in their family!!!
that's all.....
so.
looks like I haven't seen myself much either lately.
I'm sleepy due to late night sex and early morning calls, need to finish something but feel lazy, my strongest desire right now is a day off to lay around, roll in bed all day and have bagels delivered from the great bagel place down the street (if you have been around, you'll know what I'm talking about!).
oh well, guess I'll have to wait at least another couple of weeks before that......
last week I was shooting something, and that is a candid I find pretty funny

on a different note, hopefully tonight I'll get to meet a great guy I haven't seen in about 2 years: MikewillpukeonU is in town!
funny how I met him at the italian villa dvd shoot, and I haven't seen him since, and lately lots of people seem to be thinking about those days......
on another different note, looks like I'll have a family christmas even being on the other side of the planet from my family!
I'm lucky enough to have great friends that will welcome me in their family!!!
that's all.....
things I've been missing:
dreams exploding behind eyelids
screams beyond closed doors
tears of love on pillows
hearts that beat and pulsate in the open
throbbing and making bodies vibrate.
I guess it could be worse.
dreams exploding behind eyelids
screams beyond closed doors
tears of love on pillows
hearts that beat and pulsate in the open
throbbing and making bodies vibrate.
I guess it could be worse.
yesterday I was lucky enough to shoot the wonderful flawless sabrina, or to put it the right way to do her make up while one of my favorite people and photographer charlie was taking pictures.
yes, I enjoy my job sometimes.
on the other side, I had to miss a wonderful looking party with lobsters and pool and one of my other favorite people brooklyn, who I can never hang out enough with.
sometimes you want to think thaht life is good anyway.
then you wake up on a sunday morning to go to a shitty job you gotta have to pay rent and the sky is gray and it's freaking cold and you just want to cuddle with somebody that's not there and you realize why people bump into each other and never say a word of apology while taking the subway, why you could faint on the sidewalk and nobody would care, why you go out and just try not to see........
have a tearfully beautiful sunday my dears.
yes, I enjoy my job sometimes.
on the other side, I had to miss a wonderful looking party with lobsters and pool and one of my other favorite people brooklyn, who I can never hang out enough with.
sometimes you want to think thaht life is good anyway.
then you wake up on a sunday morning to go to a shitty job you gotta have to pay rent and the sky is gray and it's freaking cold and you just want to cuddle with somebody that's not there and you realize why people bump into each other and never say a word of apology while taking the subway, why you could faint on the sidewalk and nobody would care, why you go out and just try not to see........
have a tearfully beautiful sunday my dears.
to pursue the light it is necessary to walk in the darkness.
but be careful.
if you stare into the abyss,
the abyss will stare back at you.


HAHAHAHA may the force be with you all!!!!!!
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but be careful.
if you stare into the abyss,
the abyss will stare back at you.

HAHAHAHA may the force be with you all!!!!!!
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can you believe this?


they opened it around the corner from my house.....
they are partying upstairs and i should go to bed but the music is loud and calling tempting, I'm a dancer after all and I know I'd love to dance some more dance to death forget the phone calls that make you sad, forget the demands and request and false needs, sweat and sweat and sweat and ask nothing more

they opened it around the corner from my house.....
they are partying upstairs and i should go to bed but the music is loud and calling tempting, I'm a dancer after all and I know I'd love to dance some more dance to death forget the phone calls that make you sad, forget the demands and request and false needs, sweat and sweat and sweat and ask nothing more
I just realized yesterday flipping through the SgMagazine that it contains a whole bunch of girls sporting my make ups!
good to have published works, guess I should also buy it now!
or finally work on a wish list?
good to have published works, guess I should also buy it now!
or finally work on a wish list?


