well hay there...from texas..

not much has been going on...

anywho...not much to update...here's a picture:




take care.

First shoot in 4 years...

well well well, long time no see. my shit got hacked in email so i haven't been around for a while, plus i've turned into a transient this past year.

aside that, i just ate chinese food and i haven't done that in a few years. may have been a bad choice. i have a feeling i'm going to regret this.

anyway, more later....

wassup

I really should do another set, hah. It's been almost a year.

I am going to go live in NY for 2 months. Why? For fun of course!

I have come to the conclusion that wanting something that you know you're
not in the right space to have really sucks. Hurting people that you really love
sucks. Not being able to tell them you love them sucks. Wanting nothing to do
with the outside world because your head is so screwed up sucks. Feeling like
you can't control the future sucks. Having your family be pissed off at you all the
time sucks. Neglecting friends because of your own selfishness sucks. But most of all,
I really suck right now. Bleh.

Well I wasn't going to go out tonight but I ended up calling my friend Angela. She was suprised to hear from me beause I haven't called in like a month and was worried. It's funny when you're going through shit how you try and stay away from your best friends because you know that they're going to make you have to deal with it all up front. One of the first things she said to me was that I haven't been myself lately and she's right. Haha. I can't wait to see her! We are going to Crrrrapital Hill to meet up for some coffee, then I don't know, I'll probably head home because I really don't feel like talking to anyone.

I just got done watching Soul Plane with Snoop Dog and Lil' Jon in it. That movie is probably the most riddiculous shit I've seen in forever, made me laugh though. Of course Kabrina would own it, I should have known. I really should be in a better mood, Kaitlyn (my roomate) and Kabrina were dancing around the house bumping Selina and Michael Jackson but I just wasn't in the mood. You would understand if you knew those two, Kaitlyn doesn't spaz out very often..she's really quiet and mellow but when she goes for it she fuckin' goes for it.
I did get tattooed yesterday though, it was pretty fun. I bought my friend a tattoo as well, he got a fucking deer head with antlers? Terrible.

Here's a picture of my tattoo, it doesn't look that great because i slept on it weird and it's already got a scab. Boooooooooo!


I leave for NY on the 19th, and I can't wait! I bought my tickets today, it's going to be out of control. Blair got laid off by Revlon so she has a shitload of spare time to just drink and eat and shopppp and repeat. Haha.