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i made an attempt to go to the taste of minnesota, and failed. when did they move it from the capital to harriet island?
all i wanted was some type of meat on a stick! damnit!
.....mmmm....meat
i guess my second attempt will be tomorrow.
i sold my crappy car, woo hoo!
900 big ones.
i just heard this joke... its the most terrible joke i have ever heard.
Q.did you hear about the necropheliac who found his true love?
A. that rotten cunt split on him.
isn't that terrible, i laughed so hard. but it is terrible.
i need to get out of my house more. i think i have become a hermit. i tried to today, but then i gave up. but i got to drive around and see lots of pretty fireworks.then i came back and watched a movie. don't i have an exciting life?i want to go down the apple river and sit on my ass and float down the river.
i have been spying on my neighbor...this sounds bad but. he is always outside in our parking lot , i don't think i have ever been coming or going without seeing him. i am trying to figure out what he does. i wonder if hes a gigalo...he may be too old for that. i can see him right now. through my window. and i know, when i go to sleep and wake up and go outside he will be there.part of me wants to go out and smoke a cig with him. but hes always so unfriendly.one day i think i'll make cookies and sit with him.
......i'm awake and have nothing to do.>>sigh
all i wanted was some type of meat on a stick! damnit!
.....mmmm....meat
i guess my second attempt will be tomorrow.
i sold my crappy car, woo hoo!
900 big ones.
i just heard this joke... its the most terrible joke i have ever heard.
Q.did you hear about the necropheliac who found his true love?
A. that rotten cunt split on him.
isn't that terrible, i laughed so hard. but it is terrible.
i need to get out of my house more. i think i have become a hermit. i tried to today, but then i gave up. but i got to drive around and see lots of pretty fireworks.then i came back and watched a movie. don't i have an exciting life?i want to go down the apple river and sit on my ass and float down the river.
i have been spying on my neighbor...this sounds bad but. he is always outside in our parking lot , i don't think i have ever been coming or going without seeing him. i am trying to figure out what he does. i wonder if hes a gigalo...he may be too old for that. i can see him right now. through my window. and i know, when i go to sleep and wake up and go outside he will be there.part of me wants to go out and smoke a cig with him. but hes always so unfriendly.one day i think i'll make cookies and sit with him.
......i'm awake and have nothing to do.>>sigh
so my wonderful friend let me use her scanner to put some of my older modeling pictures in here.so you guys can have a sneek peek of what i look like before my set becomes active. 
So, I just got my special SG package in the mail. That means that my pictures should be up very soon. 
And I have strept throat and bronchitas right now, which is setting off my asthma. Now I am stuck at my house for the next such and such amount of days.And it is so pretty outside, I want to go run around the lake.
I have nothing to do...I think i am going back to sleep.
And I have strept throat and bronchitas right now, which is setting off my asthma. Now I am stuck at my house for the next such and such amount of days.And it is so pretty outside, I want to go run around the lake.
I have nothing to do...I think i am going back to sleep. so i have been at the hospital for the past 30 odd hours , with a two hour break to run home. my friend just had a baby.and thats a wonderful thing for her and her new life.
for me...i don't think i have ever been so traumatized in my life. i don't know if any of you have been in the room while a baby was born. but i haven't and though i sucked it in so i could assist with helping her push. i swear to god i never am going to have a child. i am going to adopt. i am going to leave out the gory details . but now thats all i keep thinking about.this is going to sound odd but i keep grabbing my crotch and shuddering. there is no way in hell i could do what she just did. and to any mothers out there, man i give you props.i never knew how much pain and ...pain they go through. i can't believe this happens every day.i almost fainted when they took the placenta out.i know i throw around the term " it sounded like it was dying...or...she was screaming bloody murder.." i have never heard someone sound so close to dying as i heard my friends screaming.(for three hours) i didn't think i would last, but the wierd part was, or i guess"the magical part" was after the baby was out they put it in her arms and she stopped...and granted they were still pulling stuff out and sewing her back together. 7 pounds, 14 ounces of a bouncing baby boy, 7 pounds 14 ounces she squeezed through her tiny opening. out of all her family and her boyfriend i had been with her the longest within those 30 hours. afterwards i went outside to smoke and i just felt like i was in the twilight zone.i am marking this as one of the weirdest experiences of my life. i guess on a lighter note, when i went home i ordered chinease food...and i couldn't eat it.then i called my mom and told her i am sorry i put her through all that pain and suffering and that i may not have acted like it in my angsty teenage days but thank you. then she turns around and says" oh you were a c- section i was asleep the whole time"thats my momma.
for me...i don't think i have ever been so traumatized in my life. i don't know if any of you have been in the room while a baby was born. but i haven't and though i sucked it in so i could assist with helping her push. i swear to god i never am going to have a child. i am going to adopt. i am going to leave out the gory details . but now thats all i keep thinking about.this is going to sound odd but i keep grabbing my crotch and shuddering. there is no way in hell i could do what she just did. and to any mothers out there, man i give you props.i never knew how much pain and ...pain they go through. i can't believe this happens every day.i almost fainted when they took the placenta out.i know i throw around the term " it sounded like it was dying...or...she was screaming bloody murder.." i have never heard someone sound so close to dying as i heard my friends screaming.(for three hours) i didn't think i would last, but the wierd part was, or i guess"the magical part" was after the baby was out they put it in her arms and she stopped...and granted they were still pulling stuff out and sewing her back together. 7 pounds, 14 ounces of a bouncing baby boy, 7 pounds 14 ounces she squeezed through her tiny opening. out of all her family and her boyfriend i had been with her the longest within those 30 hours. afterwards i went outside to smoke and i just felt like i was in the twilight zone.i am marking this as one of the weirdest experiences of my life. i guess on a lighter note, when i went home i ordered chinease food...and i couldn't eat it.then i called my mom and told her i am sorry i put her through all that pain and suffering and that i may not have acted like it in my angsty teenage days but thank you. then she turns around and says" oh you were a c- section i was asleep the whole time"thats my momma.
i wonder how long it will take for my pictures to get up...?
one of my girlfriends relapsed today. and now i just don't know what to do. i care for her and love her, but it just isn't my decision. i fear this second time around she will end up dead. i waited for her at her house with her boyfriend , but she called and told me she wouldn't come home till i left. out of embarrassment and i guess because she thinks we are all against her. i'm not though , whatever she decides she is still my friend and i am not going to love her any less. i just don't know how to make her understand that.i'm worried and i want her to stop using for her sanity and her physical needs, but in a way i feel out of place. on one hand "its you know what do whatever you want " on the other i want to tie her down in a small basement room, so i know she won't end up killing herself. she went through an anurisim(i have no idea how to spell that) and a heart attack. i mean its amazing she's cheated death thus far. i left her a note telling her i'm here if she needs me. but i'm afraid that tomorrow i might get a phone call with someone on the other line telling me shes dead. i have no idea what to do.
and even on a darker note, there was a rotting dead rabbit sitting next to my car this morning. i know i didn't run it over cause it wasn't squished. i don't really belive in any type of jibber jabber but man that made me sick to my stomach.
one of my girlfriends relapsed today. and now i just don't know what to do. i care for her and love her, but it just isn't my decision. i fear this second time around she will end up dead. i waited for her at her house with her boyfriend , but she called and told me she wouldn't come home till i left. out of embarrassment and i guess because she thinks we are all against her. i'm not though , whatever she decides she is still my friend and i am not going to love her any less. i just don't know how to make her understand that.i'm worried and i want her to stop using for her sanity and her physical needs, but in a way i feel out of place. on one hand "its you know what do whatever you want " on the other i want to tie her down in a small basement room, so i know she won't end up killing herself. she went through an anurisim(i have no idea how to spell that) and a heart attack. i mean its amazing she's cheated death thus far. i left her a note telling her i'm here if she needs me. but i'm afraid that tomorrow i might get a phone call with someone on the other line telling me shes dead. i have no idea what to do.
and even on a darker note, there was a rotting dead rabbit sitting next to my car this morning. i know i didn't run it over cause it wasn't squished. i don't really belive in any type of jibber jabber but man that made me sick to my stomach.
they told me my name was too long, so they shortened it. so now its just danielle.
one of my best friends in the entire world invited me to go with him and the sexworld gang*.
and usually something like going down a canoe is something i wouldn't do on my day off.
but it was fantastic, we dressed up as pirates and had over a hundred water ballons and super soakers. we even had a pirate flag hanging from the back of our boat. and a pieces of a cut up rubber doll hung around the boat. and we were completly in character with the arrghs and yarghs and all.we stole from our neighboring canoers(sp) stealing food, cigarettes, and liquor. we went and stole this poor guys paddles so all he could do was float around.it was one of the best times i have had out in "the wilderness" ever.and then at the end the bus left wthout us so we were stuck at taylor falls for like an extra two hours with no phone reception and misquitos attacking us.i am going to throw up the pictures as soon as i develop them.
i also got a bright orange cichlide for my fishtank.and now i suppose i should clean up my house because i am watching my friends two year old in an hour.
*for those of you not from the midwest, sexworld is our largest adult bookstore/ sexshop. every once in awhile they go out and do fun stuff like this, and i was invited cause my friend works there.
one of my best friends in the entire world invited me to go with him and the sexworld gang*.
and usually something like going down a canoe is something i wouldn't do on my day off.
but it was fantastic, we dressed up as pirates and had over a hundred water ballons and super soakers. we even had a pirate flag hanging from the back of our boat. and a pieces of a cut up rubber doll hung around the boat. and we were completly in character with the arrghs and yarghs and all.we stole from our neighboring canoers(sp) stealing food, cigarettes, and liquor. we went and stole this poor guys paddles so all he could do was float around.it was one of the best times i have had out in "the wilderness" ever.and then at the end the bus left wthout us so we were stuck at taylor falls for like an extra two hours with no phone reception and misquitos attacking us.i am going to throw up the pictures as soon as i develop them.
i also got a bright orange cichlide for my fishtank.and now i suppose i should clean up my house because i am watching my friends two year old in an hour.
*for those of you not from the midwest, sexworld is our largest adult bookstore/ sexshop. every once in awhile they go out and do fun stuff like this, and i was invited cause my friend works there.
so there is this sweater in the backseat of my car, and i have no idea where it came from and whose it is?and no one has ridden in my car for days.and there it sits mocking me . it appeared out of thin air.i keep my car super clean . i have three empty bottle of water and a secret magazine back there and this bright blue sweater!! i don't even think i own anything blue!
argh, this is going to bother me all night.
its 4:30 in the morning right now, yesterday i didn't even get to bed till 9ish and then every hour it seemed like somebody would call me.i would have turned my phone off but i was waiting for an important call and it didn't even come till like 2 in the afternoon. what the hell is wrong with people?all my friends know i work a night shift they could at least be considerate enough to not wake a girl up, it may be lunchtime for you but its midnight for me.
wow im in a pissy mood...and that blue sweater is still sitiing in my car.i couldn't stop staring at it. i keep playing this scenario in my head of that urban legend of the killer in the backseat waiting to kill the driver.i've had trouble with my car locks before and now i'm just freaked out.
ok enough about the blue sweater...i got a new catfish for my fishtank, hes pretty all silver and just lazy. he only attacks the other fish when he is near them.
the batteries are deadits going to be a long night....
argh, this is going to bother me all night.
its 4:30 in the morning right now, yesterday i didn't even get to bed till 9ish and then every hour it seemed like somebody would call me.i would have turned my phone off but i was waiting for an important call and it didn't even come till like 2 in the afternoon. what the hell is wrong with people?all my friends know i work a night shift they could at least be considerate enough to not wake a girl up, it may be lunchtime for you but its midnight for me.
wow im in a pissy mood...and that blue sweater is still sitiing in my car.i couldn't stop staring at it. i keep playing this scenario in my head of that urban legend of the killer in the backseat waiting to kill the driver.i've had trouble with my car locks before and now i'm just freaked out.
ok enough about the blue sweater...i got a new catfish for my fishtank, hes pretty all silver and just lazy. he only attacks the other fish when he is near them.
the batteries are deadits going to be a long night....
i am finally going to get my hair redone today,my hair grows rupunzel fast so i usually cut it every other month to keep up with the split ends .and i am retouching the red in my hair so it will be nice and red red.not brown red.
yesterday i got my cat catnip and i haven't given it to her in a long time. and my cat (luna) has just been the most cuddly little thing in the world. im in a good mood today even though its going to storm tonight. tomorrow i am going to go look for a new car , i've been looking for the past month, and i still haven't found the car i want. i don't even know what i want, i wanted a honda civic for reliabilit perposes but all the ones in my price range are not the greatest. you know its strange, but i am twenty years old and have had nine cars already. but then again i have never had oodles of money to get a nice car and this time i actually saved my money up and now i have no clue what to get.i think i may just go to an auction and get some old pimp drug dealers car.one of my friends did that and there was still a set of golf clubs and a fox stole in the trunk. maybe i'll find a bunch of cash or be surprised with a mafia leftover body in the trunk that way i'll get a car with some history and for a reasonable price.
yesterday i got my cat catnip and i haven't given it to her in a long time. and my cat (luna) has just been the most cuddly little thing in the world. im in a good mood today even though its going to storm tonight. tomorrow i am going to go look for a new car , i've been looking for the past month, and i still haven't found the car i want. i don't even know what i want, i wanted a honda civic for reliabilit perposes but all the ones in my price range are not the greatest. you know its strange, but i am twenty years old and have had nine cars already. but then again i have never had oodles of money to get a nice car and this time i actually saved my money up and now i have no clue what to get.i think i may just go to an auction and get some old pimp drug dealers car.one of my friends did that and there was still a set of golf clubs and a fox stole in the trunk. maybe i'll find a bunch of cash or be surprised with a mafia leftover body in the trunk that way i'll get a car with some history and for a reasonable price.
this is awsome i think i have only been on here for a day and people have already been so nice to me. thanks guys.
i feel like a big warm fuzzy right now.
i woke late today and stayed indoors, minnesota weather-blah. we have winter for nine months out of the year and then about two weeks of beautiful weather then it goes straight to hot and humid, i barley had time to get my air conditioning out . i just finished watching the simpsons... isn't it weird how yout hink you've seen every single one and then you watch a rerun and its one that is lost in your memory bank or perhaps it is one of thousands of simpsons episodes that somehow you missed? now its about that time to be going out on the town in this terrible warm weather.
i feel like a big warm fuzzy right now.
i woke late today and stayed indoors, minnesota weather-blah. we have winter for nine months out of the year and then about two weeks of beautiful weather then it goes straight to hot and humid, i barley had time to get my air conditioning out . i just finished watching the simpsons... isn't it weird how yout hink you've seen every single one and then you watch a rerun and its one that is lost in your memory bank or perhaps it is one of thousands of simpsons episodes that somehow you missed? now its about that time to be going out on the town in this terrible warm weather.
well... this is my first entry, and i don't know why but i feel really nervous. which is really silly because all of this is on a computer.
today i went and played pool for about three hours,i'm far from becoming a pool shark but i like playing anyways.i'd like to get better so i can run around and start to bet money on games. i'm still new to this site and i know billy billy billy wrote to me . i will write you back but i feel like i need to get to know this site a little better but its coming...oh yes it is coming
today i went and played pool for about three hours,i'm far from becoming a pool shark but i like playing anyways.i'd like to get better so i can run around and start to bet money on games. i'm still new to this site and i know billy billy billy wrote to me . i will write you back but i feel like i need to get to know this site a little better but its coming...oh yes it is coming
