oh lala thursday!

that means that the weekend is starting. i've been longing for this weekend for so so long.
here's why:

friday! Palcode is in town again, playing with his band



so an sg meeting in mandatory. then,

saturday! early birthday shopping spree with mom, that will include buying new lingerie, furry boots, american apparel stuff and eating at the California Bakery, plus at night, Blessed by a Broken Heart gig!



i can't wait to dance like there's no tomorrow! i think i deserve some hardcore partying.
i want to drink, have fun and spin around, make out with barely legal br00t4l boys (lol) and overall tear down the place. ahah beware world, i'm coming.
gotta go to my depressing job now|

D.

heart starving

you know, ups and downs, ups and downs? now it's mostly down.
the only think that keeps me up is my challenge with myself, and the thought that better times will come soon. like, the next weekend.
for now, check out our Doom Kitchen!



happy times when Palcode is in town.

have a nice weekend ya'll.

D.

pop porno

oh weee, amazing weekend. and also this week ahead looks lovely. tomorrow i'll host hubby Palcode, i can't wait to see him, i've missed hum so much.
then i got lots and lots and lots of love and affection from my friends. gigs, drinks and hugs. spezzatino di seitan, youtube, kisses and more music.
i'm sort of head over heels for just living life, you know?

aha look, i look so gangsta:



aaaaaand let's go with the playlist:



Britney Spears - Womanizer: i'm so glad she's back! i can listen to this tune for, cough, thousands times in a row. i so want to go dancing.



Il Genio - Pop Porno: italian presque-alterna-pop. lyrics are totally cool. an yes, pop porno, you've figured it out.



Good Clean Fun - On the Streets, Saving the Scene : well if you don't appreciate posi hc, close this page immediately!


D.

guess what?

i've been tattooed. a lots of thankyous and a dinner invitation go to Skyzzo! and also to Mala and Yuki. &hearts.
now i'm cuddling my new baby.
did i mention that this is the matching tattoo i got with Erzsebet? i'm sure we'll snap better pictures, sooner or later.

then: i've finally developed and edited the pics i took at the War from a Harlots Mouth gig, so here we go with the long forgotten Band Lomography:



this one is my fav. you can find the others on my Flickr (cough i still need a pro account, i'll never get it at this rate of brokeness).

and yes can i remind you that my set is still on MR?
Psycho Holidays - go and check it out if you haven't yet.

no plans for the weekend. i only want to get a hot chocolate with NicotineFlavour since i haven't seen in weeks, clean up the house a bit and relax.

gotta go and cook lunch, yo.

D.

oh my
i really really should be sleeping now. i'm so tired.
and i have the attention span of a goldfish. do goldfishes have an attention span, really?
whoa.

and that's me clubbing the town last weekend.



do i look pissed of? maybe because i am. or maybe i'm not.

better updates soon, i promise. i'm really really trying hard to keep up with everything, but there are days when i only wish i could stay in bed and look at the rain fall, while daydreaming about opening a vegan restaurant in beriln.

and here's the song that has been stuck in my head since sunday:



a lot of love goes to coinqui Erzsebet who has a broken rib, and to LaMiss, Mala, Yuki, Albertine and Riae. and to all the others i can't actually name that have been supporting me lately, like hardcore. thank you homies, you know who you are &hearts

now i'll be sleepin, i promise.
rin-dabadudabadaahh

D.

rotta x casa di dio

now that i have your attention, i guess that i shall remind you of my set in member review:
Psycho Holidays
yeah right, i like articulated comments so go and leave some.

and now that i've lost your attention, i can start to write about my business as i've always did.

i did the audition. actually the scene kids are pretty confuzzled, since when i was spinning screamo they asked for house, and vice-versa. at a certain point i stopped caring. they'll let me know, scene kids don't seem to be that interested in métal music than in making out, dancing tektonic and wearing extensions.
whoa.
and yeah, we went to see War From A Harlots Mouth and A Life Once Lost. as usual, pics will come as soon as i finish and develop the latest roll. well, luckily i had my best buds around. shhhh.
Con le facce tese tutti incazzati neri e con le pive nel sacco, scialala. persi in queste strade che sembrano sentieri anche stanotte niente di fatto...


(proper actual pic of yours truly, made by buddy Dani, love ya dude)

it's ups and downs. mostly downs. i don't know where to turn to, i can't sort my emotions, my life.
friends and family tell me to hold on and catch what the wind will bring, but at this present moment it's so hard. my head is blank and i need something to get into. like whoa.
nothing satisfies me anymore, i don't cook, i can't eat, all i do is smoke and drink beers, and update my facebook.
better tides will come. i'm sure.
doch.

song of the day:



Haste the Day - Stitches.
i've just got the newest release, i have to find the will to listen to it. because i'm drained like this.
gotta fake sleep now.

D.

look back and laugh
aka a not so new set on MR

uhuh, so you may have noticed this: omg a new set.
not so new as i said: this one as been shot on August 2006, alas a lifetime ago. I still love it to pieces and i'm pretty disappointed that it never made the front page. DiazArri made an awesome job. and let's not forget about DeeDee who is my best party buddy in town, also made my make up, took me shopping and all that grinds. miss you dear.

so i'm looking back and remebering that holiday in Barcelona with my old crew.



wandering around BCN with a camera.

time for outtakes!

fuck i'm so different now!


i'm sort of redder and shorter- haired, fatter and wiser.

well, i'm appreciating a lot the comments. i'm reading them with delight and i'm so pleased that ya'll liked my set. i just hope it will go live someday!
i don't have much time anyway. i'm going mad over my auditioning playlist (remember the neon kids?) and i'm pretty agitini because tomorrow Erz, Dani and I we're heading towards Bologna to see War From A Harlots mouth. let's talk about vegetarian progressive grindcore.

oh fuck it, go and fap, i mean comment on my set!! omgwtfbq+11+1+one!!!

D.

stitches

wheee, in a while i'm going to the hospital to take those annoying stitches away. the're getting itchy and icky! ew.
not that i got bored this weekend. actually i haven't had even the time to think.
friday finally met Kokeshi and the long no-seen Albertine... and i've experienced how buses work at night. they simply don't. ahah.
on saturday the diedlastnoon crew and I went to take pics at this new scene-emo-br00tal-house event, and i ended talking about djing there. well i really might do it. spinning records for underaged very neon kids! must be fun.



me oogling at the scene kids who were making out like, hard.

and on saturday the usual zoe.



Erz and I a few weeks ago at the zoe.



my 2 hearts, Erz and Dani.

dont' forget that the 16th my set Psycho Holidays is coming on MR.



and the playlist of the day!



Enter Shikari - we can breathe in space

i've been waiting for a new Enter Shikari for aaages. but i almost feel sorry that the singer learned actually to sing. i liked that adolescential, mellow and slightly out of tune.
oh well. i'll learn to like this new issue too!

again, now i've got to go.

D.

i may look happy, but honestly dear...

the only way i'll really smile is if you cut me from ear to ear.

as many of you already know, i've cut my hand open. i'm such a fool. i was trying to open a can of patè and zak! blood everywhere. that teaches to me not to give in animal-product craving.
i had to rush to the er because i was honestly loosing too much blood and got stitches.
fool fool fool dalila.



very annoying because i can't do lots of stuff, even though it's getting a lot better.
i'm confined home till next thursday.
very boring.
very.
luckily next week is going to be better. i so hope that the weekend will be fun. i'm bored to the point of depression, because i can't do the stuff i usually do on vacation: decorating, cooking, doing decoupage... and it's hard for me not to do anything. meeeeeh.
so so bored.

let's go with the music i've been enjoying this week:



BMTH - the comedown
i've never liked this band. but: the video is hilarious and the production of this record is out of control. i still haven't decided if i like the singing or not, Oly uses his mouth to scream... not even the throat... let alone his lungs! so it sounds strange, kind of worthless but still familiar. reminds me of old italian screamo bands. just the singing i mean!
but do yourself a favor, never go to see them live.


Fall Out Boy - we don't care (i can't embedd it goddammit)

very catchy. pop at its best imho. how can't people love Fall Out Boy??

more to come, since i'll be bored.
ahah.

D.

sheets, covers and the sky

so, it's morning again. outside the weather is beautiful, it's one of those cold, crispy and sunny mornings. you can see from the color of the sky that it's cold.
as i shall get my shit together, get up outta bed it's hard. i wish i had more motivation, i wish i find willpower to get into studying again, i wish i could find ambition to get out of this limbo. but i'll lay on my bed and look at the clear sky outside my window instead.
october, time for ch-ch-changes.

oh well.

by the way, a group pic:



Erzsebet, me and the Spadino crew. yesterday we've had such a good time shooting the new episode of the season with them.
the second season trailer just to taste:



you can find the rest on youtube, also subtitled in english.

and what else, keep your eyes open on october 16:



Psycho Holidays and 2 years younger Dalila is coming to taunt you. i'm quite frustrated that i had to put this set in MR, it has been accepted aaaages ago (more than a year ago) and never saw the light, even thought i still think this is my best set. DiazArri made a beautiful work and well, i thought i could give a try to mr.
well, gotta go now.

D.

edited h 1820:
i've just got back from the er. this noon i've cut my hand open and it's not pleasurable at all.
send comfort goods and cuddles this way, pls.