later NicotineFlavour is coming over to help me bake a shitload of stuff, for the party tonight! a cake of the estimated street value of 750000 dollars.
well, thank you for the wishes i've already got, it's nice!
yay!

let's go party!
D.
because NicotineFlavour and I we can't stay still and quiet, and instead of puking ourselves to sleep on sunday morning, we shoot videos of this value.
and be prepared, because we're escaping next week to BCN so we can hassle DeeDee and the other spanish girls. well, on the 12th, we'll be in town. wheee. expect more videos.
the catalan invasion of doom part 2, you say? who knows. maybe.
and the birthday is approaching too! it's on saturday. feel free to send love this way if you feel like doing it.
gotta go and cook dinner now!
D.
emotional rollercoaster as a way of life.

it's snowing hard now, i wonder how i'm going to get to work today. luckily i have my furry boots and lots of stamina. i like the muffled sound of snow. it's going to be my last day at work for a while, i hope it won't be too terrible.
NicotineFlavour and I we're planning a runaway holiday. like that scene in Bridget Jones' Diary film where her friends ring her bell, and are ready to drive all the way to Paris under the snow. but we're not going to Paris, let alone with my car.
pics of Love in Elevator playing in Milan:


oh, the ups and downs. luckily there are many ways to get away.
btw, birthday is coming up, next saturday. i'm not going to organise anything this year. we'll just eat cake at my place, drink prosecco and head to the zoe club. like every other saturday, plus cake.
wishlist is in my links, oh yes.
D.
that means that the weekend is starting. i've been longing for this weekend for so so long.
here's why:
friday! Palcode is in town again, playing with his band

so an sg meeting in mandatory. then,
saturday! early birthday shopping spree with mom, that will include buying new lingerie, furry boots, american apparel stuff and eating at the California Bakery, plus at night, Blessed by a Broken Heart gig!
i can't wait to dance like there's no tomorrow! i think i deserve some hardcore partying.
i want to drink, have fun and spin around, make out with barely legal br00t4l boys (lol) and overall tear down the place. ahah beware world, i'm coming.
gotta go to my depressing job now|
D.
you know, ups and downs, ups and downs? now it's mostly down.
the only think that keeps me up is my challenge with myself, and the thought that better times will come soon. like, the next weekend.
for now, check out our Doom Kitchen!

happy times when Palcode is in town.
have a nice weekend ya'll.
D.
oh weee, amazing weekend. and also this week ahead looks lovely. tomorrow i'll host hubby Palcode, i can't wait to see him, i've missed hum so much.
then i got lots and lots and lots of love and affection from my friends. gigs, drinks and hugs. spezzatino di seitan, youtube, kisses and more music.
i'm sort of head over heels for just living life, you know?
aha look, i look so gangsta:

aaaaaand let's go with the playlist:
Britney Spears - Womanizer: i'm so glad she's back! i can listen to this tune for, cough, thousands times in a row. i so want to go dancing.
Il Genio - Pop Porno: italian presque-alterna-pop. lyrics are totally cool. an yes, pop porno, you've figured it out.
Good Clean Fun - On the Streets, Saving the Scene : well if you don't appreciate posi hc, close this page immediately!
D.
i've been tattooed. a lots of thankyous and a dinner invitation go to Skyzzo! and also to Mala and Yuki. &hearts.
now i'm cuddling my new baby.
did i mention that this is the matching tattoo i got with Erzsebet? i'm sure we'll snap better pictures, sooner or later.
then: i've finally developed and edited the pics i took at the War from a Harlots Mouth gig, so here we go with the long forgotten Band Lomography:

this one is my fav. you can find the others on my Flickr (cough i still need a pro account, i'll never get it at this rate of brokeness).
and yes can i remind you that my set is still on MR?
Psycho Holidays - go and check it out if you haven't yet.
no plans for the weekend. i only want to get a hot chocolate with NicotineFlavour since i haven't seen in weeks, clean up the house a bit and relax.
gotta go and cook lunch, yo.
D.
i really really should be sleeping now. i'm so tired.
and i have the attention span of a goldfish. do goldfishes have an attention span, really?
whoa.
and that's me clubbing the town last weekend.

do i look pissed of? maybe because i am. or maybe i'm not.
better updates soon, i promise. i'm really really trying hard to keep up with everything, but there are days when i only wish i could stay in bed and look at the rain fall, while daydreaming about opening a vegan restaurant in beriln.
and here's the song that has been stuck in my head since sunday:
a lot of love goes to coinqui Erzsebet who has a broken rib, and to LaMiss, Mala, Yuki, Albertine and Riae. and to all the others i can't actually name that have been supporting me lately, like hardcore. thank you homies, you know who you are &hearts
now i'll be sleepin, i promise.
rin-dabadudabadaahh
D.
now that i have your attention, i guess that i shall remind you of my set in member review:
Psycho Holidays
yeah right, i like articulated comments so go and leave some.
and now that i've lost your attention, i can start to write about my business as i've always did.
i did the audition. actually the scene kids are pretty confuzzled, since when i was spinning screamo they asked for house, and vice-versa. at a certain point i stopped caring. they'll let me know, scene kids don't seem to be that interested in métal music than in making out, dancing tektonic and wearing extensions.
whoa.
and yeah, we went to see War From A Harlots Mouth and A Life Once Lost. as usual, pics will come as soon as i finish and develop the latest roll. well, luckily i had my best buds around. shhhh.
Con le facce tese tutti incazzati neri e con le pive nel sacco, scialala. persi in queste strade che sembrano sentieri anche stanotte niente di fatto...

(proper actual pic of yours truly, made by buddy Dani, love ya dude)
it's ups and downs. mostly downs. i don't know where to turn to, i can't sort my emotions, my life.
friends and family tell me to hold on and catch what the wind will bring, but at this present moment it's so hard. my head is blank and i need something to get into. like whoa.
nothing satisfies me anymore, i don't cook, i can't eat, all i do is smoke and drink beers, and update my facebook.
better tides will come. i'm sure.
doch.
song of the day:
Haste the Day - Stitches.
i've just got the newest release, i have to find the will to listen to it. because i'm drained like this.
gotta fake sleep now.
D.
aka a not so new set on MR
uhuh, so you may have noticed this: omg a new set.
not so new as i said: this one as been shot on August 2006, alas a lifetime ago. I still love it to pieces and i'm pretty disappointed that it never made the front page. DiazArri made an awesome job. and let's not forget about DeeDee who is my best party buddy in town, also made my make up, took me shopping and all that grinds. miss you dear.
so i'm looking back and remebering that holiday in Barcelona with my old crew.

wandering around BCN with a camera.
time for outtakes!
fuck i'm so different now!

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i'm sort of redder and shorter- haired, fatter and wiser.
well, i'm appreciating a lot the comments. i'm reading them with delight and i'm so pleased that ya'll liked my set. i just hope it will go live someday!
i don't have much time anyway. i'm going mad over my auditioning playlist (remember the neon kids?) and i'm pretty agitini because tomorrow Erz, Dani and I we're heading towards Bologna to see War From A Harlots mouth. let's talk about vegetarian progressive grindcore.
oh fuck it, go and fap, i mean comment on my set!! omgwtfbq+11+1+one!!!
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