so, it's morning again. outside the weather is beautiful, it's one of those cold, crispy and sunny mornings. you can see from the color of the sky that it's cold.
as i shall get my shit together, get up outta bed it's hard. i wish i had more motivation, i wish i find willpower to get into studying again, i wish i could find ambition to get out of this limbo. but i'll lay on my bed and look at the clear sky outside my window instead.
october, time for ch-ch-changes.
oh well.
by the way, a group pic:

Erzsebet, me and the Spadino crew. yesterday we've had such a good time shooting the new episode of the season with them.
the second season trailer just to taste:
you can find the rest on youtube, also subtitled in english.
and what else, keep your eyes open on october 16:

Psycho Holidays and 2 years younger Dalila is coming to taunt you. i'm quite frustrated that i had to put this set in MR, it has been accepted aaaages ago (more than a year ago) and never saw the light, even thought i still think this is my best set. DiazArri made a beautiful work and well, i thought i could give a try to mr.
well, gotta go now.
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edited h 1820:
i've just got back from the er. this noon i've cut my hand open and it's not pleasurable at all.
send comfort goods and cuddles this way, pls.
i'm a bit of mrs robinson.
and a bit of lola, if you leave out the tranny part.
oh well.
i had an intensive night. and tomorrow one more. and again and again and again. looks like the weekend has started. i'd better go to sleep because it's three and a half, but i when i sleep i feel like i'm living less. i want to enjoy all of this.
looooolaaa, la la la la looooolaaa.
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how do they say, no new is a good new? not rly. not always.
i'm back sick and sore from a pretty heavy extended weekend. the dj set has been good, we have already another night booked, friday Erz Nicotine and I we went on the septum gangs' night out, on saturday oh wee the usual zoe, on sunday photoshoot and pizza... and today i'm torn.
no pics. i'm hideous.
hi-de-ous.
actually i have some in my camera, plus an hilarious video with NicotineFlavour making a tutorial for facial expressions on sg sets, but it's too much effort.
plus, i'm hideous.
now i'm going to hide under my sheets and cover.
just letting you know that i'm alive.
D.
talking about the opening party that Satan would have thrown if the world ended with the experiment.
we would have had private tables, guest lists and vips. the best djs and long-gone bands playing. definitely one hell of a party.
oh gosh, it's funny when friends throw random topics to talk about at the bar, we end astray talking about parties in hell.
actually i'm writing this blog to show you the pictures of my long-ended vacation in Senigallia, so there, but i warn thee, i appear in only one photograph and i was pretty drunk.
it looks so far away in time and it was 2 weeks ago.
i can't wait for the cold handshake of the rain to come back. summer is already gone for me.
grey cardigan, wait for me, i'm coming. oven, don't worry, i'm turning you on soon.
and on a unrelated note, Erzsebet and i we're djing at the usual Surfers Den oh thursday.

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come on over if you're around.
now it's time to cope with friday night.
D.
report of the Zoe opening.
too much people, sweating like there was no tomorrow (but there has been one of suffering), streetfights ended with people chased by the security guys handing metal bats,l bad drinks, good friends and get off my lawn you damn kids! so many scene newbies. whoa. and scene queens. gosh. i feel old.
i kinda look like a scene queen with my new haircut btw.

but let's go with the actual parking lot madness:
even if it's early, maybe it's time for bed.
D.
so it's friday night, i'm stuck home. it's incredibly hot for being september. i'm watching the friday night indie disco on Mtv2 and sweating, being in panties with the whole window open doesn't help at all.
what can i say? i'm love with We Are Scientists.
and sparing energies for the comeback party at Zoe Club, tomorrow.

i'm all glasses. pic by Alber Hofer, our temporary roomie.
now i'm going to put my head in the fridge.
D.
so, i'm back home.
i'm still afraid that the goat-horned woman will rise from the sea and come and suck my soul away, but it's ok. just saying, the Neurosis gig has been fantastic. luckily Palcode was there holding my hand so i didn't cry.
starry skyes are so scary sometimes.
apart from that i came back home. tanned as golden bread, tired and a bit homesick.
tomorrow i shall start working again, i have 2 suitcases full of dirty laundry and no washing machine to clean it, a massive backpain and a scarred face nonetheless.
well, gotta do something now, just letting ya'll know that i'm still alive.
D.
4 days till holiday! 4 more days of work and i'll jump on the car to head to Senigallia.
wooweee the sea and Neurosis!
i'll enjoy those last few days of august in milan. i had parties, neverending parties. it looks like that 4:30 am is a good time to come back home during the week. cough.


(pics by Albert Hofer)
it's kind of weird to hang out with the popscene.
popscene, so long, i'm going on vacation.
D.
i woke up to an Enter Shikari song this morning, and i couldn't get it off of my head.
this weekend has been wild! my gosh. alcohol, r'nr, dances, more alcohol, junk food, pastina at 10 am in the morning, Shenni, Luchino, Albert, Johnny, Imon and wifey, lack of sleep, hangovers, 70's B-movies, a junkie running on my street yelling IMMUNODEFIENCY! I WANNA DONATE MY BLOOD! i WILL NOT DIE! at fuckin 4 in the morning. dirty talk, old acquiescences, codein, even more beer, beer spilled all over my new dress, a little heartwound. hands trying to grab the wind, the air.
Milan is so silent. it's empty. survivors are just a few. august is the cruelest month, even thought i love it. every august i shall be heartwounded, why it is so easy to fell for someone in summer? well, scratches and wounds heal soon, i need no plaster and i've learned something new again.
and now Luchino is coming over again to go and grab sushi. i'm so hungry.

maybe i just shall go to the seaside and let myself go.

ugh. hey i need help: i fell in love with this band, but their record can't be found over here. i tried to download it, buy it on e-bay and amazon, but no luck. the only way is to dowload it from i-tunes but i really dislike it. heeeeelp!
well, it's time to put on a tee and get ready.
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