I am very lucky, and have a wonderful best friend, who i love and adore, and who looks out for me constantly.

He always says the right things when i'm down, and we have fun, and even though it's been 10 years, we still get on, even though we really actually kill each other.

But, i'm very determined to prove him wrong.

Christ knows i'm a tryer, and i'm not gonna change now. But he's shit at helping me fill in forms, so now i STILL have no application form filled in. And he wouldn't let me watch big brother, even though i hid the remote down my pants.

I love my lump monster. I hope he knows, but like i said, i hope you're wrong.

Although if you were a better friend you'd be here with my breakfast now.

My internet's giving me terrible trouble. I added a HUGE blog, and somehow it's just disappeared. Hmmmmpphhh.

I've been very much focusing on what i don't have lately. When i SHOULD have been concentrating on what i actually have. And what i actually have are friends and family that love me. And are so brilliant. And that's more than anyone can ask for. And i'm grateful. So no more moaning, for now....

I spent lots of time alone this weekend, i like being alone sometimes. Sorted some things out. And the rest of the weekend i spent it with some very special people. And y'know what, i'm so so lucky. I had a brilliant weekend, and it's been a while since i had fun, without feeling guilty for doing so, or depressed and alone.

A lot of you know Raistlyn is my best friend, and we were discussing new sets for me on friday night. I want to do a new set, and we have an idea floating around our heads. We want to do something very ME, and as he said, nothing says Daisy like running around shouting, scaring innocent people. I should do a dinosaur set. It'd be cool, cept no-one would want to see it.

Someone was asking recently about my accent. Yes, i do have an Irish accent, but it's not "sexy". Noooo, nothing about me is sexy. It's goofy. So, to demonstrate, i recorded me blipping. Wanna see?


I hope someone still likes me now that they've seen what a goofy idiot i am...

I passed my exam too. Hurrah. So, a good day. After a great weekend.

AND, i worked up the courage to ring my crush today. Now my crush is way huger. Eeeeeep.

I'm off, for a drive in my jim jams. I have one of my notions. Night.

I've always been a hopeless romantic. It has gotton me nowhere. At all. Except disappointed that people and situations never live up to how i'd played them out in my little head.

Take from that little titbit of information what you will. I'm not saying anything, ever again.

Strung Out were amazing. The gig was in a place the size of my living roon, which was fucking unreal. Seriously. I never thought i'd see them, and to see them in such a tiny venue was incredible. They really put on a good show, catch them if you can.

But i've been sick. And fed up. So the meets i barely made. I showed up, JUST ABOUT. Enough time between vomitting outburts to show some face, and make some small talk, cuz i felt so pants that's all i could manage. Ironically i feel better now. Ever wonder what i look like when i'm sick, and cranky, and have no make up on, and go to the pub in my jim jams, and make silly faces cuz that's all i can do? You're in luck then.


I just want.....something. Something to change, an adventure. Desperatly. And requited crushes.

A girl can dream.

Hmmmm, y'know what, let's not have that rant that was promised. No, things are too good at the moment to spoil it by ranting and running my mouth.

Things are certainly ok. Even though i'm a bit sick. But i have a great weekend planned, and even though it's only turesday, i'm certainly looking forward to it. And i'm not gonna let being sick spoil it, we've all had a dodgy tummy from time to time. Cart on i say.

I'm rubbish at crossing roads. I noticed this today. Really rubbish.

Ok, so we'll have a mini rant.

We all know those poeple who are SO self obsessed, and they think everything revolves around them. Ya, well, i'm pissed. Someone needs to take her head out of her hole, and quit insulting me and mine. It's certainly not appreciated. And she needs to step down from her pedestal.

Phew, only a smally really.

Eeeee, i have my excited hat on, for LOTS of reasons. And i may well be going to the zoo soon. This excites me more than you can know.

I've made some brilliant friends here, and i hope they know. And i'm mad about each and every one in different ways, but one in particular is just the business. I ADORE him. I hope he knows.

Right, i'm off to read some harry potter. And finish my fizzy jelly.

I was driving to my friends house the other night, and i saw a HUGE fire, and i got all panicey, and was about to ring the fire brigade, and then realised it was bonfire night. I LOVE bonfire night, AND i had my own little fire, to keep me out of trouble. Eeeeeeeee. There's photos, i'm just too lazy to upload them.

Had a great great weekend, happy Daisy again.

I really have very little (positive) to offer at the minute, but be warned, i fear a rant is due. And when it comes, by god, run for cover.

Night.

I'M NOT A MOANER.

HONEST.

All i do in this fucking yoke is blip and moan, so i'm not going to now.

Even though i have nothing blog worthy to write, again, i shall blog nonetheless.

My name is Daisy. Popasaurus. Daisy Popasaurus. I'm 19, RIGHT??? Very definatly, not 25, nooooooooooooo.

Um, i like cake, and mint ice cream, and fizzy jelly. And my msn is going bananas right now, so i'm off.

Wasn't that getting to know each other session, tell me about you? Go on......

I didn't mean this blog to sound so self pitying and moany. So, i'm gonna delete this bit for a while. I'm not moany, honest.

In other news, i slammed my hand in a door. It hurts, i have a black and blue hand.

As you can tell, i've had a VERY exciting weekend.

However, my friend introdeced me to fizzy jelly today. Jelly made with fizzy pop instead of water, best thing ever. For serious.

Ya,i'm going to bed. Hopefully i'll dream of KayLiane. Perhaps she could brush my hair in my dream, oh that would be nice.

Well well well. I love postmen. And post ladies too i guess, seeing as we have a post lady, who's so thouroghly modern, she doesn't have a push bike, but instead a rather large 4x4. Well, i love em anyway.

Today, i received two items in the post, two things that PERFECTLY sum me up.

First off, at work, in the post, i got my new course work. That's right. I'm doing MORE courses. I start in July. Exam for these 2 courses in Septmeber, then 2 more courses, with exams in Januray. One exam in May, and one next September. I'm cramming a 3 year course into a year. Cripes. It's a diploma to become a qualified financial advisor. 6 modules; Life Assurance, Pensions, Investments, Loans, Regulation and Financial Planning. I cherry picked loans and regulation to start, as they're the things that interest me the most. So, keep your fingers crossed for me, my social life is going to go OUT THE WINDOW for the next year. But i don't mind it. Funny, i hate my job, but THIS seems like the best idea i've ever had.

And then, when i got home, my tickets for strung out were on the doormat waiting for me. Eeeeeeeeeeeee. CAN'T wait to see them, and the fact that i get to see them in Glasgow, with someone i NEVER thought i'd get to meet, just astounds me. I really can't wait. It's only like 2 weeks, but oh man, it's gonna be wicked, PLUS, i get to hang out with the sg scotland group, who i ADORE.

My 3 loves in life, learning, punk and travelling.

So, in the mood of today, enlightenment, i've been thinking. I know, i know, i think too much, but, hear me out. At the start of the year, i said i was going to spring clean my life. I said i was gonna get rid of the people that don't really care about me, and just suck me dry. I mostly have. There are a few still around however. And SOMETHING clicked this past weekend, and i'm done. Ha, maybe that's just the way they are, but i'm not gonna be anyone's punching bag anymore. AND I'M NOT FAT, STOP TELLING ME I AM...,...

Phew.

I'm off to bed,to dream of big brother, HOW'D i get obsessed again? Mind you, i like that Shabnam thinks Ziggy's a tosspot. But Seany needs to be OUT,,.,,,,OUT.

Night fuckers.

Let's have a non emo entry, will we?

I put a quiz on my bebo page, "how well do you know Daisy", and turns out people don't know me that well. Especially almostfamous, who only scored 66%, so see if you can do better...

) Have I bought the new Harry Potter book?
a) Yes
b) No
c) Not yet
d) Hells yes

2) What is my dream car?
a) Aston-Martin
b) Dodge Viper
c) Nigel, the wonder Punto
d) Porsche
e) Mercedes-Benz

3) At a party, what would I definitely be doing?
a) Just sitting
b) Dancing
c) Getting drunk
d) Talking to a group of people
e) Blipping, to anyone that'll listen

4) What did I want to be when I was little?
a) Ballerina
b) Librarian
c) Spy
d) Superhero

5) If I had to eat the same kind of food for a month what type would it be?
a) Cake
b) Chinese
c) Indian
d) Italian
e) Mexican

6) What would I name my first girl child?
a) Mary
b) Elizabeth
c) Rumpelstiltskin
d) Malibu
e) William

7) I am most happiest when _______?
a) Playing sports
b) Eating cake
c) Reading
d) Watching TV
e) Drunk

8) Who would I most like to meet?
a) George Bush
b) Mahatma Gandhi
c) Ray Winstone
d) Nelson Mandela
e) The Queen of England

9) What would I dress as for Halloween?
a) Coke Can
b) Witch
c) Mummy
d) Vampire
e) Princess

Good luck.

Happy again, THANK YOU.