I feel a little better today, it's only a job, and i'm sure i have all the time in the world to better myself. I suppose at the end of the day, it won't be too taxing.

Got myself a laser card today, which could be a disaster.

Oh well,

Maybe some day i'll have some real news for this thing, and not bore anyone who reads it to tears. Or maybe i just won't write gibberish in it anymore. Sounds like a plan.

Night.

Well i started my new job officially today. I hate it so much. I'm on the fucking switchboard. I was told i would be a regular bank cashier, got 2 weeks training in cash training, and they put me on the fucking switch. I hate sounding like a spoilt little bitch, but i spent the last 4 years in college getting myself a decent education, got myself some shitty jobs, then got a good job, where i was appreciated.I thought taking a job in the bank would be a step forward, but no. No they think all i'm capable of is sitting in an office on my own all day, answering a phone and transfering the calls. Am i being unreasonable????

I held it all in so well today, but Mike met me after work, and i erupted in a fit of tears. I don't expect to waltz in off the street, and run the bank, i just want not to be on the switch, especially as i've been trained on cash.

Maybe in am just a spoilt little bitch.

I'm home, yipee......

Dublin was ok this time round, i ran in to loads of old friends, so that was a pleasant surprise. But i'm back now.

Spent today gardening, and am so tired now. Gardening is hard work.

I'm of to gorge myself on mint ice cream.

I'm so hugely clumsy. I was straighteneing my hair this morning, and not being very careful. And i missed my hair, slightly, and straightened my chin.... Thoses things are damn hot, and now i have a red patcy bit on my chin. Bet all the boys are gonna love me now...

My dumbass boyfriend called round, and he was using my computer to download some stuff, and i don't really know what he did, but all these annoying pop ups keep coming up, and they are so irritating.

Bank holiday weekend is nearly over, and back to dublin i go tomorrow. I don't want to... I suppose only 3 and a half days till i'm back again. Seems like an eternity.....

I'm massivley confused. It's late,and my little head can't cope with such confusion.

I need me some tea.

I went to the cinema tonight, and i ate too much junk food, and now i have a huge stomach ache, Honestly, i don't think i'll ever learn.

I popped into a party on the way to the cinema, and i made a new friend. Her names Grainne, she's 1 and a half, and she told her mum i'm going to live with them by the sea. She was the sweetest child i've ever met.

The undertones are playing tomorrow, and we were meant to go, but i don't know if i'll be up for it. I'm hugely rubbish, and just want to stay in in my pyjamas all day, and watch crap tv. Undertones or TV????????????

Liverpool was ok, Dublin was less ok, i don't like Dublin. And i had a particularly hard week last week. The people on my training course are nice though, so that makes it easier. I've to go back up on Tuesday morning, and i really don't want to. But on the plus side, i got me a super cool Rainbow Bright t -
shirt.

That's all i have to offer at the moment, so i'm off to my bed, Night.

Back from Liverpool, my bed looks so tempting.

Matilda does not work as well as i hoped. Bastard computer doesn't work.

Anyway, it was my last day of work today, was well weird. Something weird happened, it's another story for another time, suffice to say it was weird. It was all very sad, i got a going away cake, and a hug from my boss, and she told me if i ever, EVER want my job back, it's mine. That's when it all got a bit much, and i cried, a lot.

And i'm off to liverpool tomorrow, hurrah.

And that's everything.

And nakey photos will happen eventually mister impatient pants.

I feel better now. My new sparkley spangley new computer arrived so i'm super happy. I love her, I named her Matilda, she's gorgeous.