SuicideGirl: Daisy
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Daisy fill your lungs with me

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FEBRUARY 26, 2008 @ 01:56 PM

I never know quite where to start. Which is usually why my blogs are so rambling.

Perhaps we should add a little bit of chronologicality to my ramblings?

The boy from my last blog turned out to be a donkey. Don't they always? I've not heard from him much since our date. Which was the best date i've had in the last 2 years, so i think that says more about how low my standards are then anything else. Oh well.

I passed my exams. Spectacularly. I am VERY happy, as i really put in an awful lot of work. And my results really showed that. Now i only have 2 exams left, i cannot describe the relief i feel saying that.

So, after my results, i went out to celebrate. Me and my best friend, John, went to the pub. We were having a lovely evening. John got slightly carried away at one point, and as he was dancing about, he fell over a barstool. He said his back hurt,and me being the typical best friend, told him to shut up moaning, and sit down. And we kept drinking. The next morning he rung me from the emergency room..... He hurt his back really badly. Which officially makes me the worst best friend in the world, ever. He was off work for the last week,. i broke my best friend,eeeep.

It's that time of the year again. The build up to the eurovision. I do love it, i have no shame whatsoever about this fact. Ireland has won the eurovision more than any other country. We own that contest. But last year, well, last year was not our finest moment. We came last. So, we can really do no worse than that, so this is what the great Irish public voted as our eurovision song:


So, like i mentioned in my last blog, my love life is a disaster. And it's gotten me ever so slightly down. But i was talking to someone recently, and they sort of made me think about things in a whole new way. This guy is a great, lovely guy, who was left by someone i thought knew better. Anyway, that's not for here. But he said to me, that people always say the reason people like me get dicked over os cuz i'm too nice, too honest, too loyal, too genuine, and that's not true. He told me not to be ashamed of those traits, and to not ever change them. And while my love life IS a disaster, i can be proud, that despite being let down, and crushed time and time again, i still manage to remain those things. That's something to be proud of.

My blogs are always really serious, and then when people meet me, they expect this serious, emo head. And i'm goofy and loud, and giddy.

I've taken a whole night off, no study, no gym. Just sitting on my ass. I'm going to go do it in style. I shall drink tea, and eat cake to beat the band.

Night so. Fill me in on what you lovely lot have been up to...

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Moira

Moira

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

FEB 26, 2008 02:00 PM

It is very true what this guy said. He speaks wise words. kiss

Drama

Drama

Pittsburgh, PA
January 2003

FEB 26, 2008 02:18 PM

Congrats on passing exams!

And don't get down on yourself because you're loyal, nice, honest and genuine. Those are things that any guy would be very lucky to find in a girl. Stay the way you are and let the world catch up to you.

firemonkey

firemonkey

United Kingdom
February 2007

FEB 26, 2008 02:59 PM

Holy fuck, that song is worse than dreadful.
Damn I'm lame, I still haven't messaged you back, sorry. Congrats on the exams, big high five for you, boo hiss to the lame-o no-second-date boy, obviously has no clue.
Bah, love lives, who'd have 'em eh? I certainly don't, at least, no-one who's even in the same FUCKING COUNTRY!! To top it all off, my best friend, who I lived with for a couple of years until last august, has just split up with his girlfriend, who his was living with.
Well, not sure how much longer I'll be on this site to be honest. My card hasn't been processed, wrong details or something, and it was meant to run out on the 15th of feb, so don't even really know how I'm allowed to keep posting or logging in. If I vanish, that'll be why, but this might not be the end. Still, I've got other ways of staying in touch with you, so that's ok.
Oh, brief run down of life, Emma was here, Emma left, I've missed her, I've been doing some boring stuff at work, friend split up with his girlfriend, I had massive arguement with my folks, got that all sorted, went on date with a friend, had lots of nice snogs, but I shalln't be going out with her, more her call but I think she's right. She's also very angry, not with me, just.....angry. My last long term girly was angry, don't really want another.
That is all.
Till later,
D x

Oz_the_Vamp

Oz_the_Vamp

Lorain, OH
June 2005

FEB 26, 2008 05:05 PM

I don't understand these guys who only go out with you once. I would love to date you! It's such a shame we're on opposite sides of the big pond!

Kintoun

Kintoun

United Kingdom
October 2004

FEB 26, 2008 05:21 PM

I'm not a eurovision person, the only song I even remember associated was Father Ted's one, how sad am I? Congratulations on the passing of your exams by the way.

Foofee

Foofee

Ireland
October 2005

FEB 26, 2008 05:48 PM

Ya know on a whole I'm thinking things are better than they are worse. Sooper results, good personal traits, being able to see the bigger picture and perservering in love. Not bad lady. As for the donkey - only an ass will suit him and you're no ass....your're a lady....a giddy goofy one and all apparently. Nice. smile

Fixer

Fixer

Los Angeles, CA
October 2002

FEB 26, 2008 06:28 PM

Dustin!

litlin74

litlin74

United Kingdom
May 2007

FEB 27, 2008 01:33 AM

Your friend was absolutely right honey bee and I tell myself the same all the time; do not change for anyone. I am loving, kind, loyal and honest and no matter what the fuckers do to try and bring me down, THEY WILL NOT BEAT ME, DAGNAMIT!! skull

Congratuma-effing-lations on the exams too girl, in spite of all the lame fellas, you've still been able to work hard and get good grades, well done you! biggrin

That song is utter bilge; heads should roll for that frown

I've picked myself up a bit I guess and finally got shot of the loser. It's his birthday today; I'm sending him shitty birthday vibes although I already know how miserable he is smile

Started working again too; I'm rocking at the moment on that front and its taking up loads of my thinking time which is ace. Oh, and I got a new lodger move in last night and he is the sweetest! He even made me a coffee this morning before he left for college. He is the ray of sunshint that this household needs right now. Things are most definitely on the up smile

Good luck with the remaining exams too, although I'm sure you'll piss them.

kiss

xx

vortext

vortext

United Kingdom
August 2007

FEB 27, 2008 03:43 AM

eurovision scares me... daz simpson the english entry who said he was a rapper, but wasnt, needs to be made to listen to his own single, on repeat, for life. That will sort him out.

Has John had a hot bath yet... oh man it was almost sexual for me when i did my musles in.. hot, soapy bath with some relaxing music on!

weekend was odd.. ended up meeting a girl, kissing her, and then realising that was a bad idea. oh well, i did manage the beers and book, but not enough skating or writing.. i will find the prefect weekend balance! i think its something like...

friday night: wholesome meal, mates round, good pub for a leasurly drink, return, chill,sleep.
saturday: up feeling fresh, skating, listen and make music, writing. and big night out.
sunday; feeling fresh (some how) swim, listen and make music and chill.

its not all their yet.. i mean i need a good lady, sunshine and computergames too!

The_Recliner

The_Recliner

Ireland
October 2007

FEB 27, 2008 01:04 PM

Congrats on the exams, I have managed to avoid the QFA's thus far and long may it continue, they are horrible things

You broke your friend, well done you, it is an achievement and what Friends are for biggrin Years ago in college we were on an all dayer and one of our gang got hit by a car, we picked him up, caried him to the next pub, proped him up on a stool and gave him a pint. Proceeded to spend the rest of the night singing tub Thumping by Chumbawamba for the rest of the night biggrin

Your friend was right, you don't need to change who you are, the traits you mentioned are fantastic, someone will come along who appreciates you for who you are, there should be plenty of people out there who find those traits attractive

Peter_Minger

Peter_Minger

United Kingdom
March 2003

FEB 28, 2008 09:49 AM

I have been touring Ireland, and you didn't come to any of the shows because you are rubbish! tongue
It was all very much amazing, but cos you're soooo emo, you missed out! wink
Aside from that, I figured Ireland have entered the turkey into Eurovision to give the rest of Europe a chance this year.
kiss

Atomthebest

Atomthebest

Montreal, QC
October 2004

FEB 28, 2008 10:14 AM

I know its wrong for me to laugh, but your story about your friend John made me laugh. Also, I don't know what you mean when you call that other guy donkey. Sorry.

Moira

Moira

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

FEB 28, 2008 01:46 PM

Aw, thank you lady kiss I'm glad you like it! But now we need a new set from yoouuuuu!!! Quick!!

The_Recliner

The_Recliner

Ireland
October 2007

FEB 28, 2008 02:35 PM

Hi Daisy

You left a comment but it was blank

Hope you didn't trawl through all the drivel I wrote

The_Recliner

The_Recliner

Ireland
October 2007

FEB 28, 2008 02:54 PM

I am sorry your comment got lost

But thank you for making the effort

I tend to copy stuff before I post these days if it is a long one, getting paranoid in my old age

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